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I kinda got stuck writing this chapter...but hopefully you all would like it :/ Btw school's starting soon, so there might be less updates(maybe) T-T

Hot... Hot...

A cold hand snakes around his body. "...y-you okay?" Those are the words Ciel manage to hear. The voice sounds so muffled, all he heard was the loud bass playing in the background and muffled voices of the people in the party. His vision was so blurry he could only make out the shapes, suddenly he felt his body was being lifted. Feeling uncomfortable at the sudden loss of gravity he pushed the shadowed figure but it wouldn't move at all. The loud bass and noises were heard from a distance, his eyelids were heavy trying his hardest to keep it open. Through fruitless struggles he gave up, everything became dark.

Hot...

"..I..take off...clothes.." The shadowed figure speaks.

Cool air strikes at Ciel warm and sensitive body, half lid eyes stares at the figure, as it looms over him. Trying to figure out who it was... Red. Red eyes. Ciel tries to move his body but it was limp, he tries to shout but nothing came out, his throat hurts. As if he swallowed fire, it was burning and dry.

"Ha..ha..ha..ahn..ah" It was all he could hear, am I making those panting sounds? Swift hands unbuttoning his onesie and touching his creamy white chest, slowly sliding his hand further down...no no no disgusting! Don't touch me! Alois! Alois..help me! Help..me.. His vision blurred and he blackout. Only hearing a familiar voice speak, "...that's enough..seb.."

Hot.. Alois.. Alois..

"I'm here."

"..hot..I'm scared..where were you...uh..hurts..help..me..ahh" The drug's side effects were pretty strong. Ciel has slowly regain consciousness, his vision cleared up but his body still felt weak at least it was better than just now.

"I'm sorry, i was late...Where does it hurt?" Alois hand patted Ciel's head. The hood of the bunny onesie was pulled back, exposing Ciel's pained expression. Droplets of sweat rolls down from his forehead, his hair sticks on the sides of his face. Mismatched dilated eyes stares defenseless into the icy blue eyes, grasping the bedsheets as he tries to sit up.

"Alois.. Please...my onesie.. Take it off.. It's hot."

Unbuttoning the buttons, Alois slips the onesie off his shoulders. His milky white skin is slightly tinted with pink as sweat droplets rolls down his neck. Accidentally brushing Ciel's perky nipples, earning a moan from the smaller male.

"Ahhh...Alois touch me.. More.. ha..ha.."

Yes, beg for me.

"Where do you want me to touch?" A smirk form on Alois's lips. His glassy eyes stares intensely into Ciel's.

Ciel grabs Alois's hand slowly tracing it down from his swollen nipples to his harden member. Pulling off his wet white brief. His body reacts to Alois's direct touch, arcing his back towards the pleasurable cooling hands.

"Nhmm..here...touch me more here.." He said as he lets go of Alois's hand. With a smirk, Alois touches Ciel's erected member but he does it so gently. Slowly teasing the head following by fingers tracing down the length to the bass.

"ha..ha..harder..touch me...please.." Ciel moans as Alois teases the tip, thick pre-cum leaks out from his slit almost staining the pure white bedsheets. The pleasurable heat Ciel felt was unbearable as Alois tighten his grip. Stroking Ciel's member slowly, the younger male squirm under him, moaning loudly. After a few pumps, Ciel came. His cum shoot upwards staining his stomach, chest and the already messy onesie.

"Beautiful..." Alois said it out loud as he reach down to lick the cum off Ciel's nipple.

"Nmmm...delicious..." He mumbles as he continues fondling Ciel swollen red nipples. One hand was busy pinching and groping it while his mouth was sucking and nibbling, "Ahh! Hyahhh...nhmm... Ahh! Nhmm..no..ooh.. Not here..ahh!" Ciel scream in ecstasy as he came from playing with his nipples. Still feeling unsatisfied even though he came twice, Ciel wanted more. The hot and steamy feeling wouldn't go away.

Ciel flipped over so that his bottom is raised up in the air, grinding his butt towards Alois throbbing member. What's in between them was the fabric of Alois's booty shorts. Ciel spreads open his swollen bud and turns back to look at him with lust filled eyes, "Please.. Alois.. Here... Fuck me.."

Instead of using his big dick to fuck him, he slides his fingers in. Thrusting and teasing his warm and inviting entrance. "Not when you're under the influence of drugs."

"nhmm..not your fingers...please..ahh.." Ciel whimpers. With his hole spread wide open and Alois exploring his intimate areas, all Ciel could do was endure the unsatisfied feeling as he was brought to climax again and again. After a good 2 hours or so of pleading, caressing and climaxing, Ciel finally falls into a deep sleep. Torn away dirty bunny onesie on the floor, messy cum stained bedsheets and a beautiful sated boy sleeping in the middle of Alois's bed.

"I'll fuck you hard when you're sober." Alois whispers into Ciel's ear before placing a kiss on his cheek. The image of Ciel lying on his bed was good enough to make him come, cleaning up the mess and hiding the bunny hoodie. He doesn't want Ciel to know about his secret, at least not so soon.

It took silly Alois about a week to find out Ciel was C.L. It wasn't so hard it was more like he didn't want to jump into conclusions. Playing along as a needy friend, Alois falls more in love with Ciel everyday. Getting to know little stuffs about him, like his favourite food, how he likes his tea, or even how much he could tolerate Alois and his unreasonable demands. It wasn't just about being his type, knowing more about Ciel makes him fall harder.

Awaken by a sharp shot of pain in his head, Ciel groan as his thick long lashes flatters up and down slowly, mismatched eyes stares at the unfamiliar ceiling in a daze. Golden rays peek through the curtains, Ciel sits up from the bed, "where am i?

A room as big as his one room apartment but it was pretty messy, there were books, clothes shattered around the pearly white marbled floor. Feeling a slight tug on his waist, Ciel noticed he was wearing nothing but an loose t-shirt and that strange tug was made by Alois. Hugging Ciel by his waist, inhaling the sweet fragrance as he cuddles close to Ciel.

"Hmm...sweet~" Alois mumbled as he hugs Ciel tightly while his other hand roams around the smaller male's morning wood. Ciel blushed at the action and quickly pushed him away. "Jeez! So you were awake!"

"Aww~ that's no fun Ciel! Come here, let's cuddle~" he extends his arm about to grabbing Ciel's hand. Upon contact, he flinched away. A slight tingling feeling lingering on his skin he place his palm on spot where Alois touched. Ciel took a few steps back and avoiding eye contact, "Umm... Sorry.."

The blond let out a loud sigh as he falls back onto the messy bed. Using his hand to comb through his untidy bed head hair, his eyes closed enjoying the softness of the bed and Ciel's faint sweet scent.

"So you remembered everything?"

"...not really.. I can't remember how I got to your room..It was pretty fuzzy. But that man's touch was scary... He tried to.." Ciel don't like Sebastian's touch at all. He sat on the floor beside the bed with both hands wrap around his knees, cold sweat runs down his spine as he thought of what might happened if Alois didn't show up.

"Yeah, I stopped him and brought you here. But Ciel don't you remember how much fun we had last night?" His eyes closed as a devious smirk forms his face.

"..." Recalling the embarrassing moments that Ciel begged to be fucked, his ears turn beet red as he looks down at his toes. He can't denied that he didn't like it but it might have been the drug's fault. Refuse to admit, Ciel continued looking down.

"Hey...are you alright?" Alois asked as he sit up from the bed.

His creamy white skin turned slightly pinkish, Ciel pulls his legs closer to him desperately trying to hide the bulge under his loose t-shirt. Who would have thought such a normal t-shirt would look so good on him, he looks absolutely adorable~ i still cant believe that he's in my bedroom! Aww... i really want to look at his face.

"I see~ you're so happy to see me." The taller male surprise Ciel by hugging him from the back and gave him a bear hug. Lifting Ciel and putting him on his lap. Sliding his hand down into his shirt, rubbing Ciel's perky nipples. Placing his body weight on Ciel trapping him in his arms as he struggles to break free. Alois touch was warm, he knows exactly where is sensitive spots are and slowly tease it. Ciel is weak under him, craving for physical touch he allowed Alois to roam freely. Lifting his head up and moaning in response. Watery deep blue and lilac eyes look at Alois with longing, his checks are in a pretty shade of coral pink, his kissable lips were parted as he pants flashing his small pearly white teeth and pink wet tongue. Alois took a second to enjoy the sight, taking a mental image before closing in and capture his lips.

Lips crashed together, tongue tangles as Alois deepens the kiss. Exploring each other's mouth, exchanging their saliva. Sweet~ ahhhh his lips are so soft. Alois bites down on Ciel's bottom lip, "nmmm..." Ciel moans into Alois's mouth.

"s...st...stop it Alois!" Ciel pushed Alois away with using all his strength. The kiss was overwhelming and loving, something that Ciel lacks and yearns for. The feeling of Alois's lips on his was perfect, it fits nicely like a jigsaw puzzle forming a beautiful picture. But dreamy love isn't something that Ciel is accustom to, not after what his previous lover did to him. This is just a game to him...

Alois licks his lips tasting Ciel's sweet liquid. The t-shirt was messed up, exposing a large poportion of Ciel's neck and shoulder. Using the chance, Alois nuzzles into Ciel's neck taking in more of his sweet scent. His pants grew tight, his erection standing proudly through the cloth as it poke Ciel's naked butt. Alois could not help but to grind his clothed erection on Ciel's perfectly shaped butt. Ciel shakes his head as he hides his moans, spreading his butt cheeks apart Alois slides his digits in him while his other hand jerks him off. Feeling it loosen quickly as it was well-played with yesterday, Alois unzips his shorts exposing his huge bonner.

"STOP! Don't touch me." Ciel warned as he place his arm on Alois's chest. Tears builds up in his mismatched eyes, "I had enough Alois, don't touch me. Don't touch me like that. I hate it...We're just normal friends! Stop treating me like your casual sex friends. You're crazy! I told you to stop but you didn't! You've cross the line this time. I really wished i never met you!"

The soft grass surrounding his petite body, it felt comfortable to be resting under their usual meeting spot but this time Alois wasn't there. In fact since that time, Alois has distant himself from Ciel. The time they spend together has decrease, no more lunch dates, conversations were shorten, everything was back to normal. But what is 'normal'? Ciel couldn't even remember what it was. School, study and streaming that's what he had been doing for the pass few days. Hearing a distant bell sound from the main campus, it was time for class. Walking listless back to the main campus walking pass many faceless people. Days like these he was glad he had his hoodie to cover from prying eyes. The rumors of Alois dumping his new toy spread like wild fire across the school, even though Ciel don't usually care about all these, he could help but to feel low-spirited.

How many days have it been...6 days? He doesn't even talk to me during lectures, he just sleeps until class ends. He doesn't even look at me...talk to me...or touch me... He turns to the side looking at the sleeping blond, he couldn't even see his face it's just a pile of blond mess on the table. It's for the best...

"Alois, class has ended." Reaching down to pat the blond's head *SMACK* the sound echoed the half filled lecture hall. It was loud, many stopped their conversation and turn to look at the Alois and Ciel. Throbbing pain was what Ciel felt but it was the pain on his palm, it was his heart. The blond lift his head and glared at the hooded male for a split second before smiling at him. "Oh thanks! There was a fly at your hand but i killed it~" He couldn't say anything just nodding at Alois before excusing himself out of the hall, the blond just sat there and wave without turning to look at Ciel.

Words were stuck in his throat, it's suffocating him. He hates me. Salty tears rolls down his peachy coloured checks, no one knows. Alone. He's alone. No one knows he's crying under the hoodie.

Walking back to his usual spot hoping that Alois would be there to comfort him or tell him it was just a bad dream.

No one.

"I've got an interesting question to ask you.

"hmm..?"

"Ne~ are you listening? Eh~ stop reading your book."

"Yeah, i'm listening." Ciel place his book down and turn his attention to Alois.

"What if someone you really really love to a point of obsession appears right in front of you, what will you do?"

"What is this a trick question?! Obsession? How am i suppose to know?"

"No it's not, there's no right answers and I've answer it before. I'm just curious... So, what will you do?"

"hmm...I'll probably not let him go?"

"I don't intend to." Alois said with a smirk.