Let me hold you
chapter 17
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Well for this chapter I really had to think what I was gonna write. Since I don't really know, then i'll just wing it. So enjoy. I just have to say, you're in for a treat...because i'm oh so nice and this took me like a week to finish because I kept getting stuck. But I finally got it!
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"Jeez Zim. When you said "let's go for a run," I didn't expect for it to be all the way TO THE HOUSE," I shouted. I was tired and out of breath. I hate running. It's awful. If I was being chased by some maniac, then i'd probably give up not even after a minuet. I know it sounds bad but what can ya do.
"I want my surprise," he said crossing his arms. I snorted.
"You're still stuck on that? Zim, we lost."
"Ah, but we won first." I rolled my eyes.
"But in the end we lost."
"Buuuuuuuut we won, then it got taken away from us. So really we did win."
"Dang, Zim. Fine." I smiled. "You'll get on the day of the talent show."
"What," he said throwing his hands in the air. "I can't wait that long. ZIM doesssss not wait!"
"Well this time he has to or he wont GET IT AT ALL. So cut it out because I don't feel like having to change to another song...again." He smirked. Oh crap.
"You're going to sing me a song."
"Weeeeeeell, it's more of like i'm singing a song that's about you and the words really describe what's really going on... between us." Zim sat on the couch in thought.
"So you're still singing a song to me," he said smirking.
"If YOU want to look at it that way." It was silent and weird and I couldn't take the silence. I sat down next to him, but he didn't seem to notice. I guess he was deep in thought. I was thanking the lord that we were alone...again.
"Zim, do you wanna be official," I said resting my chin on my arm.
"What?"
"You...go out."
"what is this...going out?" He looked completely confused. I rolled my eyes.
"Why is it that you know what some things are and others you don't have one clue about?" He shrugged. "What I mean is..." Dang, dang, dang. Why do I have to ask. This is just too weird.
"Doyouwannabemyboyfriend?"
"What?"
"Doyouwannabemyboyfriend?"
"Bianca. Zim is not understanding what you are trying to say."
"Do you want to be...my...boyfriend," I said in the slowest possible way." He gave me a dumbfounded look.
"I thought I already was." I just about slapped myself. Why me?
"That was for fake, this is for real. I'm asking you for real." He just looked at me. "You can say no if you want to. I mean you don't have to."
"No." My eyes just about fell out of my head. "No, I want to." Oh, for a second there I thought I was going to have to strangle the life out of him. I smiled.
"Okay. Just don't tell my mom...again. I have to see her later on today."
"I thought you were going to see her on Sunday?"
"Zim. It's not nice to eavesdrop. And she called and had it changed to Friday. So today she'll be here and take me to some kind of ice cream place."
"Hmmm. what is eavesdrop?"
"Nothing you have to worry about...for now," I said poking where his nose would be. You would think that aliens would of found time to make noses. But i'm pretty sure that Zim would look... awkward with a nose. Ugh, I don't even want to picture it.
Zim grabbed my hand before I could move it from his face. I watched him with interest as he kissed my fingers, then my knuckles, then the palm of my hand. Hmm, I never imagined him to be the romantic gesture type. If this even was. I think though, because I saw it in a movie once. He brought me closer to him and took the pony-tail holder out of my hair.
"Zim likes you better with your hair down." I rolled my eyes. He was so cheesy.
"And I like it up thank you ver..." He cut me off by pressing his lips up to mine. My eyes went wide with interest. I was half expecting him to argue back with me. I closed my eyes in enjoyment. His lips were so damn soft. It felt like I was back in middle school when I was kissing my pillow. Okay weird simile, but I know most of you people have made out with your pillow because you had no idea to kiss a boy. But then again my pillow was very attractive.
Zim stopped and came up close to my ear.
"I want you...in that human way." I swallowed, maybe even gulped. I knew what he was talking about. I've only ever did IT once and that was just a few days before I came here.
My boyfriend, now ex, said that he would miss me and wanted to show me how much he would. I knew what he meant too and gave in. It didn't last very long and It really didn't feel like anything people said it would. IT was more like it hurt at first and then it was just there. I just laid there looking at the clock. Just waiting for it to end.
I didn't feel depressed about it. It was just something that happened. But what made me want to take it all back most of all was when we heard a door slam and some blonde chick came into his room and saw us. That's when I knew I wasn't the only one.
"So I told him to fuck her cause that's the last thing he'll ever get from me. Then I almost burnt down his house then remembered that his parents lived there too and they didn't do anything to me, so I just left it alone and left for good.
Zim looked back at my face since I didn't say anything. His cold, slim fingers held my face just in case I didn't want to look at him. I gave a mental shiver, But I couldn't look away. The way his purplish, ruby eyes looked at me was just inviting. I didn't say anything, just wrapped my arms around his neck and kissed him as loving as I could.
He gladly returned it. We made our way up the stairs and into my room still wrapped up in one another. This time I was going to take my time in getting to know him, if you know what I mean. Wink, wink.
I made sure to shut the door and lock it. I gave a small prayer that nobody would come home and if they did, that I would hear them.
We fell on my bed, kicking off our shoes in the process. His legs were pressing my together as he straddled me. My breathing started to quicken and my brain kept telling me that it needed more of what was happening. Even though Zim was a little skinnier than me, he was firm and fit. I was liking the feel of his body pressed to mine and was desperately wanting to fell his green skin touching my fake, tanned skin.
I watched as he took off his shirt. It looked like it was happening in slow motion. Which it was and I could tell that he was smirking trying to tease me.
"Zim," I said in a whiny tone. Wow, that was not like me. Normally I would of told him to hurry up. He gave a slight chuckle but still took his time. He threw the shirt somewhere in the room; I really wasn't paying attention. My eyes almost fell out of my head, but I didn't show it.
His body was just so perfect to me. I saw and quickly studied every line muscle in his chest, abs, and arms. If I would of known sooner...I watched his as he came back down and watched the way his arm muscles moved. They way they made their way on either said of my head. That was my favorite part on a guy was his arms. Don't ask me why. He brought his face down to mine and was kissing my neck.
My hands made their way to his arms. I couldn't resist. I had to touch them. Just the way his biceps looked with his skin was just amazing. I guess you could say I have a arm fetish. His skin was so smooth. Just the way I would imagined the color green to be.
I was lost lost for a moment until I felt my shirt being pulled up and a trail of wet kisses. I couldn't help but to moan. My back gave a little arch. I was trying so hard not to lose control of myself and demand him to do whatever I asked of him.
"Your turn," he said in a soft voice. He sat me up a little bit telling me to let him do all the work and for me to relax. I did. His hand was on my back under my shirt as his other hand was taking its time working my shirt off of my body. This time I watched my shirt fly behind him and to the floor. He laid me back down gently. He took each of my hands and laced them with his and brought them over my head, which made my boobs pop out of my red and white stripped bra.
I closed my eyes as I felt his bare chest come in close contact with my almost bare chest. I arched my back wanting to feel him. He kissed my lips twice then started on my neck, kissing along my collar bone. He was so gentle and so...careful to kiss me in all the right places.
His left hand left mine and hovered over my left twin. (That's a lot of lefts) I still kept my arm up there liking the position. I could feel the tension between what little space there was between the two. I wanted to break it so bad, but instead his hand went to my neck.
I felt the tips of his fingers make little designs on my naked skin. It tickled a little but still felt incredible. I could only imagine where Zim learned to do all that and to tease. I could feel his body getting getting warm and I could tell by the way his body tensed that he was holding back wanting to be patient.
His fingers made their way to the top of my breast and was rubbing from side to side. I moaned again trying to control my breathing before it started getting heavy. He pulled away and quickly unbuttoned my pants and pulled them off in one swift move. I felt the cold rush to my legs and little goose bumps started to appear. That didn't last long though.
I felt Zim's strong legs back around mine in no time. They were bare too, plus his boxers. I must of missed out on him doing away with his pants. His lips crashed onto mine, this time with more passion. My hands were in his hair, which I though was fake but wasn't. He must of grown it out.
Zim's body was warming with heat from head to toe. It felt warm like I was in the shower and my body was loving the feel of it. Simply bliss. One of his hands made it to the clip of my bra, which was in the front. Easy access as my mother would say. This time i'd have to agree with her.
I arched my back so that it would easy for him to take it off. I felt the cotton material slip off not bothering to watch it fall to the floor. There I was laid out in in my pride for him to see. He licked his lips and in a flash I felt his hot mouth surround my nipple like a blanket. I let out one of those loud moans you just couldn't help because it felt so good.
His other hand went to work on the other twin so it wouldn't feel neglected. It perked up in an instant as it had gained the attention from his hand. His tongue felt like silk would. so soft and light. But it still held power in it. My toes curled and my hips did a little jump for joy. I felt the rush and I suddenly felt addicted. I wanted, needed more.
Zim did a trade off. His mouth went to the other one and his hand to the now wet nipple that was shivering, missing the warmth. I felt so excited and I knew Zim did too. He was pressing his body more firmly into mine. I felt his new found glory and it was hard and steady against my entrance. The only thing that was shielding me away were my panties.
He started to kiss me again, his chest rubbing against my naked one and I felt the electricity kick in. His left hand found mine and brought it above my head once more while his right went down. Felling its way along my stomach and over my thigh. My hips rose wanting his hand to touch me there.
His soft fingers played with the top of my undies. My eyes were rolling all up in my head. I couldn't take it any more. I needed him right there in me. My body was demanding me to say it. So I did.
"Zim," I said in a soft moan. "Please." I just couldn't help my self. I was losing control of my body. My mind was taking it on from here while all my body did was indulging in the pleasures.
I felt him smirk against my mouth.
"I was wondering when you'd give in," he said in a deep voice that I never knew he had. But it turned me on even more. I didn't have a retort back but my body said yes it did give in so give it to me already. He took my right leg and moved it so it was wrapped around his back. He bent my left leg so he would have more access.
His left hand was now laced with mine instead of holding it. He kissed me again but this time his hand went and stuck itself in my undies and played with the outer part of my entrance. I gasped and let out a moan. This time it was a moan of his name. My hand that was laced with his squeezed his telling him how much I liked it.
"Bianca," he whispered. "Say my name again." I did just that. I Bianca membrane was powerless now. It was like I have just been hypnotized and I knew I no longer, for sure had no control what so ever. What ever Zim asked of me, I would do it.
"Zim." He took one of his fingers and almost barged into me. I let out a squeak and my arched my back. My head felt like it was trying to go through the pillow. He gently came out and in. Back out and back in. His knuckle brushed up against one of the most sensitive part of the female body. In an instant my hips bucked and if it was possible my left leg almost spread as far as an eagle's wing.
Zim knew what he did and he did it again just to torment me. If I squeezed zim's left hand any more I might just break it.
"Zim," I said trying to growl but came out more of a moan. I saw as my chest was rising up and down like I had just got done running. My body was just aching from the way he was making me feel.
"Okay Bianca," he whispered. "If you want it that bad." He yanked off my underwear as I was trying to slide down his boxers with my foot. He slipped out of his and we were both naked, finally. My legs were shaking, ready for him to give me what we both wanted. He took both of my hands into on of his and brought my left leg around his body so it would wrap around too.
Then he put his hand underneath my ass and rose it up a little. He slowly made his way to my entrance. Once there I could feel the presence of his head getting ready to make its way into my comfort.
I gasped as he pushed into me bringing in a whole new set of emotions. I let out a loud moan as he pushed in and out. Each thrust was like putting together a puzzle. Each piece fitting together smoothly. He was firm and I didn't care what he made himself to be like this.
"Zim," I choked out trying to breath. "You have to go faster!"
"I have to what," he said with his lips and hand on my right breast.
"P..please. Go faster." Ad that he did. My free hand was around his back, clawing at his hot, green skin begging him to go on. My back felt like it would break if it arched anymore than it already was. Never would I have guessed that sex could feel like this...or love-making.
I couldn't believe my ears at how loud I was. Zim was calling my name. The way he said it was like eating ice cream. I wanted him to keep saying my name the way HE only could.
He now had both of his hands holding my hands above my head. I could feel every part of my body as it spoke about the pleasure it was receiving and how it would like to feel this was very soon after it was over. My twins were enjoying the feel of freedom as they bounced with excitement.
"Ziiim! I..i'm coming," I yelled out. "Even i..if you d..don't kn..know what that...means, i'll...t..tell you la..later." I could hardly speak. I felt like there wasn't a care in the world and I certainly didn't care who came in. I was enjoying Zim to the extreme.
He started to go faster and deeper so I could feel him. I did. I felt his very being. I felt the heat from him. I felt my heat through my body. I felt the sweat dripping from mine and his bodies.
I let out an echoing moan as I felt myself climax then then jump off the diving board as I came. Came back from my own little world of Zim and I. I felt him let go inside of me, feeling me up to my core. I was thanking God that I was taking birth control just in case.
Zim pulled out, almost making me feel empty that he wasn't there anymore. He just laid on top of me, his head atop my breast. His hand was rubbing my arm in a comforting way. We were both out of breath, breathing so deeply. Laying here with Zim was the best thing. I felt so close to him. I didn't really care that he's an alien that was bent on destroying earth. I just cared about him as a whole. I looked at the clock knowing that my mom would be here soon.
I didn't feel like moving. I wanted to stay right here. We laid there for another ten minutes as Zim's body was starting to cool down. He then raised himself up and cocked his head to the side looking into my eyes.
"Was that...satisfying?" I rolled my eyes and gave a shy smile.
"Yes. Zim. It was." He smirked like he knew my answer and kissed me once more before we went at it again.
Ah, yes! Finally done. How's that for winging it? I'm so proud of myself. I hope you really liked it. I put a lot and i mean a lot of thought into it to make it just right. But this is a long chapter and i'm surprised. next chapter will be coming soon soooooo...
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