Chapter 2 hospital visits

H pov

It's been 3 days since I've been in the hospital I cant believe how stupid I am to even attempt suicide I'm already dying as it is my mom and dad freaked out when they hear Augustus' s message and rushed here but I was already awake so I reassured them that I was ok and that I wouldn't try it agian so now I'm not allowed to be by myself because my mom's to worried I'll try it agian but I won't I'm happy now that Augustus isn't dieing as fast and we still have some time maybe with a little bit of faith we can kick this cancer in the ass.

My cell pinged letting me know I have a text message

Augustus: hey babe how you holding up?

Me: I'm ok just wish you were here to cuddle with I'm feeling lonely ;)

Augustus: I'm on my way need anything?

Me: A cheese and broccoli pizza

Augustus: I'll be there soon okay? :)

Me: okay :)

Then my nurses came in and changed my bandages which really hurt so when Augustus got here I was curled up in the fetal position crying.

AW pov

I walked in to hazels hospital room to find her in the fetal position crying I hurried and put the pizza down and rushed over to her trying to calm her

Baby look at me what's wrong? please don't cry are you in pain?

All she could do was nod I hurried and got a nurse and told them to get her some pain meds while the nurses gave it to her I got in the bed with her and cuddled against her holding her to me whispering to her

Hazel Grace it'll be ok I hate seeing you in pain I love you so much

a half an hour later when the pain meds kicked in she sat up as much as she could with my help of course and I gave her the pizza.

H pov

As I started eating me and Augustus just had small talk and would kiss occasionally we decided to watch a movie that was on the little tv but we both fell asleep before it even started.

When I awoke later that day Augustus was still sleeping and I just looked at him and wondered how I could get so lucky.

At 12 Augustus woke and kissed me before getting up to go get us lunch.

The doctors came In and told me I can leave Friday it's currently tuesday.

Friday came and I was now home getting ready to go see Augustus and issac.

When I got there Augustus was waiting outside for me to help me out of the car and down to the basement.

AW pov

I helped hazel to the basement thinking of how fragile she is and deciding that its my job to protect her I love her to much to loose her I kiss her on the lips and ease her onto the couch so she doesn't break open the stitches.

Hazel: so issac I have the perfect person for you to meet how about we all go on a picnic tomorrow at funky bones?

issac: sure it couldn't hurt I guese what's her name?

Augustus: she never said it was a girl.. haha

issac: DUDE don't joke with the blind man

Hazel: anyway as I was saying her name is Kaitlyn and she's my best friend

issac: Ok I can't wait this is the first time I've been happy since monica

I go sit next to Hazel and tell her I love her and that I'll always be there for her then we watched a movie and she went home since she was tired I fell asleep a little while after she left.

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