Chapter 5 Time goes on
2 weeks later
AW pov
" Were not sure how long she'll be in a coma if she ever comes out " the doctor said
" Noo.. this can'tbe happening " I screamed
I sat at her bedside for the millionth time and held her hand as I started talking to her.
" Hazel Grace if you'd just wake up I'd make you mine"
" I would marry you Hazel Grace do you hear me I'dmarry you just.. please wake up my love so we can have a future so we can have a chance to finally live"
" I'm madly deeply and truly in love with you if I could hear you say anything anything at all I would c want to hear you say okay please just say okay"
When I didn't get a response for the zillionth time I started to cry.
Her father and mother came in later that day and convinced me to go home and sleep and shower.
Issac was there as usual with Katelyn waiting on any news but when they saw me they knew nothing had changed
" She'll come out of it Augustus I have faith in that " Katelyn said
I just crashed on my bed and cried myself to sleep.
1 more month later
" She'sbeen in a coma for far to long now her body won'tbe able to takemuch more you need to think about taking the life support away" thedoctorssaidtotheLancaster
" We will notgive up on our daughter now get Out! " Mr.Lancastershoutedatthedoctor
Serves him right he should know by now we would never give up on Hazel Grace.
I can't believe I've been without the love of my life for a month and a half I miss her so much I miss her voice and how we were always jokingaround I miss her lips on mine and feel of her body as we fall asleep in the same bed.
I miss everything about her she's my world.
The doctors have been able to remove most the cancer from her and a couple chemo sessions and she could be cancer free but they want her to wake up first before they do the chemo.
I'm so happy she's not terminal anymore so so miserable she won't wake up she's my everything and I'm nothing without her.
3 months and 17 days after surgery
" Hazel Grace you listen to me and you listen good they'regoing to take you away from me if you don'twake up in the next 24 hours do you here me fight Hazel you can fight the darkness come back to me Hazel please my love come back to me " I begged
Then I started to s I no I song that makes me think I found her
" It's amazing how you can speak right to my heart
Without saying a word you can light up the dark
Try as I may I could never explain
What I hear when you don't say a thing
The smile on your face lets me know that you need me
There's a truth in your eyes sayin' you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand says you'll catch me if ever I fall
You say it best when you say nothing at all
All day long I can hear people talking out loud
But when you hold me near, you drown out the crowd
Old Mr. Webster could never define
What's being said between your heart and mine
The smile on your face lets me know that you need me
There's a truth in your eyes sayin' you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand says you'll catch me if ever I fall
You say it best when you say nothing at all
The smile on your face lets me know that you need me
There's a truth in your eyes sayin' you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand says you'll catch me if ever I fall
You say it best when you say nothing at all "
" I love you soo much Hazel Grace " Isaid
" Okay " I said already knowing I wouldn't get a response
" Okay " ... did I just here that? It must be my imagination but I couldn't help but look with hope in my eyes..
I looked up at her and saw her eyes were open Her Eyes Were Open!
" Hazel Hazel oh baby its ok everything'sgonna be ok now I love you soo soo soonmuch Hazel Grace " I said
" I love you too Augustus Waters" Hazel said
" Whyare you looking at me like that it hasn'tbeen that long Augustus jeez "
I started to cry.
" Augustus what'swrong ? " Hazel asked
" Hazel it'sbeen longer than you think I don'twanna scare you but it'sbeen over 3 months " I said
" 3 months how could I be out 3 months just from fluid in the lungs.. "
Igulpedknowing what was coming
" What happened to me Augustus? " Hazel asked
" Your tumor grew they had to operate you'veactually had several surgeries the last few months they removed almost all of the tumor" I said
" Does this mean I'mnot dieing? " She asked
" Just a couple more chemos and you'll of kicked cancers ass once agian " Isaid
I couldn't wait any longer I got up from the chair and kissed her. The kiss was full of love and desperation.
" Okay " I said finally knowing I'd get my answer
" Okay " Hazel said
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