Herro! I'm back!
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Warning: Might be a biiiiiiiiiit tear jerking towards the end.
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~Natsu's POV~
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I sighed and rested my head on my hands while they were crossed on the railing of the roof.
"I miss you.. Lis.." I said quietly as a tear rolled down my cheek, I wiped my tear using my jacket's sleeve, "Damn it Natsu, don't cry.." I whispered and scolded myself.
I looked behind me to see the slightly opened door since I can smell something that caught my attention earlier becau se it was so familiar, Vanilla and Strawberry, Just like her..
~Lucy's POV~
I let go of the door knob as I put my hands up to my chest and whispered, "Natsu.." I ran down the staircase when I noticed that Natsu was looking at the slightly opened door.
Maybe.. just.. maybe.. they're different from all the other Rich bastards, No— Maybe he is different. I made my way towards the girls bathroom as I looked at myself in the mirror which made me first notice that I was crying.. but.. why?.. was it because I felt bad for him or because I can relate to that song as well?
"Natsu.." I whispered to myself again before washing my face and leaving the bathroom, I headed to class as the bell rang on my way there which made me start running.
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~Natsu's POV~
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"Oi, Natsu!" I heard Gray call which.. woke me up, Damn it Gray, can't you just let me sleep every once in a while? I lifted my head off my arms and glared at him sleepily, "What?"
"You do know we have a free period, right?" He asked me as I nodded.
"Then what are you doing?"
"Sleeping, what else does it seem like I'm doing, Ice-brain?" I heard girls squeal from around us, annoying fangirls.. why can't everyone be like her?.. yeah her.. You know that blonde that sits net to me.. what was her name again? Luigi?
I looked over at the girl sitting beside me while she was talking with her friends, she glanced at me and then looked back at her friends after noticing that I was staring at her, and I could swear... She was blushing.. Damn it! I guess she's just a shy one..
"Ohhh..?" I looked back at Gray as he was smirking at me while he folded his arms.
"Shut up! Ice-bastard!" I heard another squeal from somewhere around the classroom, Damn fangirls, can't they shut up for a moment? "Why don't you just go annoy Gajeel or something and just let me sleep peacefully?" Not that I can sleep peacefully with all these fangirls, but it'd be better if he just left me alone or something.
He sighed as he shook his head and glanced at the blonde girl one more time— Yes he looked at her more than 1 time ever since I was staring at her. He looked at me again, "Anyways, Where are we practicing today?" He said as Gajeel appeared out of no where next to him and nodded.
"I gotta kinda visit her g—" I paused, "Yeah, I gotta visit her today.." I said as they nodded and looked at me with pity, "Natsu, you should just move on.." Gray said since only him, Gajeel and Jellal knew about my feelings for her.. and she was also my childhood friend, how could I ever move on? I shook my head, "Besides, I'm just visiting her.." They nodded, I rested my head on my arms again and waved my hand somewhere to make them leave me alone. I heard their footsteps as they left and I lowered my hand.
~Lucy's POV~
What could he visit that started with 'G' ?.. Visit her while she gambles? Naah.. Visit her geniuses? What the hell am I saying now?... Visit her garden?.. maybe but Gray said something about moving on... Visit her grav—
"Lucy?" I heard my bookworm friend, Levy say as she waved her hand in front of my face making me turn my head towards her— And Yes, I was staring at Natsu— as she cut my train of thoughts.
"Yeah?"
"What's wrong? You've been spacing out alot.." She asked worriedly, Oh thank god! she didn't notice that I was staring at Natsu..
"I-It's nothing!" I shook my head nervously.
"Are you sure?"
"Yeah, I'm fine, Thank you Levy-chan! now, go fan girl over Gajeel or something.." I said waving my hand towards the black-haired male that was standing beside the jet-black-haired male surrounded by fan girls. Levy took a glance at them while she was as red as a tomato, she shook her head furiously.
"LU-CHAN!" I giggled and nodded.
"Hai Hai.."
"Anyways, I need to go back to my seat, the bells gonna ring anytime now.." She said as she waved her hand and walked towards her desk, I saw Gajeel walking over as well since they sat right next to each other.. and.. he started talking to her, I saw him laughing and patting her head as she blushed and pouted, well things are going smoothly for her.. Anyways, did I mention that the bell rang and the teacher walked in? Oh well, if I didn't then I just did..and it's also the last period.
I looked out the window when Mr. Justine started the lesson, I heard tapping as I looked at Natsu and saw him tapping his pencil while staring at Mr. Justine, I took in a deep breath and blushed as I decided to finally ask him, "Neh, Natsu.." I said quietly but loud enough for only him to hear and whoever was in front of me.
"Huh?" He asked as he turned his head towards me and looked at me with bored eyes, he never stopped tapping his pencil.
"You're the one that writes the song for the band, right?" He nodded, "Do all of them have meanings behind them?" He nodded once again.
"Of course.." He said as if it was a stupid question.. well.. it was..
"You were also the one that decided making the band right?" I asked as he winced and his eyes widened, he shook his head as he looked at the teacher again and closed his eyes then opened them again while I stared at him confused, "No.."
"Then who?" I asked knowing that I was starting to get annoying but I'm curious so I can't help it. He winced once again.
"I-I.." He started to say but stopped.
"Huh?" I asked as I tilted my head. He stopped tapping his pencil as he held it tightly and ended up breaking it, I widened my eyes, was I getting that annoying?
"What's wrong, Dragneel-san?" asked as everyone turned their attention towards Natsu, not like most of the classes girls were already staring at him..
"It's nothing.. I just need a new pencil.." He said as he let go of the broken in half pencil while staring down at his desk and his bangs fell in front of his eyes and covered them.
"Here, Natsu-sama!"
"Natsu-kun! Take mine!"
"Natsuuuu, I can give you a mechanical pencil!" All his fan girls, well all the classes girls you could say extended their pencils towards him, but he didn't seem to take any as he kept staring down at his desk while his eyes were still covered by his bangs, and his band-members— Err.. friends I guess didn't even bother to look at him while they Gray was chatting with Loke.. Ahh.. Loke.. annnyyywaays, And Gajeel was chatting with Levy as she was still pouting and blushing.
"Here, Dragneel.." I said as I decided to try and lend him a pencil as well. I flinched as he snapped it out of my hand and all of his fan girls either pouted or glared at me, as I scratched the back of my neck and laughed nervously.
"Ok class, go back to your seats now!" Mr. Justine said as the class quieted and everyone hurried back to their seats.
Natsu started tapping the pencil I gave him as he was staring at the teacher once again, "Natsu.." He said quietly as he stared at me.
"E-Eh?" I asked nervously while blushing.
"Call me Natsu." He said as he gave me one of his signature grins, I couldn't tell if that was a fake one or not but I decided to let it go. I nodded and blushed as I smiled as well.
"Th-Thank you, Natsu," I said as he nodded.
"And Thank you for the pencil.." He paused, I think trying to remember my name.
"Lucy, Lucy Heartfilia.." He nodded and smiled once again as he turned to stare at the teacher once again.
"Luce.. I'll never forget that.." he said as I blushed, who gives people nicknames to people they just met? Well.. I couldn't say that I didn't like it though..
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~After School~
~Natsu's POV~
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I crouched down in front of the gray stone. After I left school I told my friends that I'll meet up with them at Erza and Jellal's house— Yep, they live together.
I smiled as I saw the writing:
Lisanna Strauss
A loving friend,
A caring little sister,
A beloved Daughter.
"All living things will eventually die,
It's unavoidable, But as long as you remember;
It will live on in your heart forever."
1995-2013
A tear rolled down my cheek as I read her quote, this happens everytime I read it or remember it.. I just remember her saying it to me when my pet bird died, Gold fish died, and cat.. Oh he was so fun to have around.. I was the father and Lisanna was the mother.. Happy.. and the last time she said it to me was.. when they died.. and now I can imagine her saying it to me somewhere up there when she died..
"Natsu! How many times do I have to tell you this? Does your brain shut down or something when I say it?!" I imagined her saying with a frustrated face as another tear rolled down my cheek, "Well... I guess this'll be my last time saying it.." I imagined her saying with a soft, sad, sweet smile.. "Natsu, Listen carefully, even though I've said this a thousand times before, I'll say it again and for the last time.. All, and I mean, All living things will eventually die, It's unavoidable.. But as long as you remember; It will live on in your heart forever.. So please... please.. Natsu.. keep me in your heart forever..that way.. I'll never die, Right, Natsu?" I put the roses I had in my hand on her grave as more and more tears kept racing down my face, why does it have to be the last time Lisanna? Why? Why did you leave me?..
More tears kept rolling down my cheeks but I didn't even try stopping them, because I know.. they will never stop.. My smile never left my face as I crossed my legs in front of her grave and rain started pouring and I started as well, "Hey Lis, I'm guessing you got to see my parents again.. Tell them that I said Hi.. and please make sure that they stop fighting.. I'm pretty sure you got sick of them fighting as well.." I sighed as I smiled once again, "And by the way.. the band is nothing without you.. how could it be worth anything when the creator of the band is gone.. and now.. because of you.. All of the songs I write are depressing and sad and Gray stopped calling me names and arguing with me.. Erza stopped bossing everyone around.. Jellal... is just Jellal but I'm guessing he's sad too.. and Gajeel started listening to you and decided to take off some of his earrings, even though they're not considered earrings to him when he has them all over his face.." I chuckled as I put my hand on her grave stone and ran my finger through the part where it said, A caring little sister, "And Mirajane.. she.. she changed.. she's not the violent bossy girl anymore.. she's a sweet, nice person.. that doesn't even talk to us anymore.. Elfman? He stopped talking about being a man.. he became depressed saying he's the reason you left us.. silly Elfman.." I said as I started crying more and ran my fingers through her name while my smile curved down wards, "After all.. I was the one who killed you.. I was the one that invited you to the roof that day.. I was the one that missed my chance.. to tell you.. that.." I smiled again,
"I simply love you with all my heart..Lisanna.."
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