Wow a three month wait. So sorry for that by the way, I've been crazy busy with school and high school admissions and whatnot. I haven't had time for myself at all, until today. Well I'll pick up from where I left off with chapter 3, my love for writing still hasn't changed although I do have a bit of writers block. Contend yourselves with this if you can, keep reviewing and I don't own anything but the damn story.
"Alls you've been acting so strange these last couple of weeks." Austin remarked, grabbing my sweaty palms from my mouth, and enclosing them with his. "What's up? You can tell me anything." He added, bringing me over to his bed.
I had a sudden urge to pry my hands away and chomp on a clump of my hair. For situations like these, that strategy works more than ever.
Austin kept his steady grip on my hands, almost as if sensing my thoughts. I have to tell him now, before things spiraled out of control. He deserves the cold, hard truth.
I nibbled my bottom lip, feeling helpless. My darting eyes finally diverted back to his concerned gaze. Breathe in, breathe out.
"Do you remember that party we went to about a month ago?" I managed to blurt out, watching his reaction carefully.
Nothing in his features moved, except the arch of his eyebrows, probably confused as to what I'm leading on to. "Yeah the one we went with Trish and Dez." Austin replied, still holding an equal amount of strength with my hands. "Why though?" He questioned, searching my eyes.
"I didn't want to drink at all remember?" I asked slowly, my voice left with barely any confidence. Except guilt.
He nodded vigorously, confusion still written on his chiseled face.
"I drank water that whole night." I continued with the story. "Or what I thought was water."
Austin's eyes widened, opening his mouth to speak, but I cut him off nonetheless wanting to get the truth out before I lost my momentum.
"You and I started dancing and before I knew it we went upstairs and…" My voice became hoarse and lost its energy to continue that sentence.
I waited for Austin to fill in the blanks but I received heavy silence. My gaze left the floor I've currently been staring at for the last few minutes and met his stare. His features have changed completely and the color drained out from his soft cheeks.
Before I could start apologizing, he threw his hands out of our grasp and stood up immediately.
"Are you telling me we had sex and your now…" Austin stopped speaking at once, running his shaking hands through his dirty blond hair.
This was the reaction I wanted to avoid, but I nodded anyway, tired of the never ending lies.
His eyes went cold. His pupils weren't dilated anymore. His lips were parted but no sound came out. His concerned stare turned into a pierced glare in an instant. He just looked ashamed.
What happened afterwards was just a big, messy blur of tears. Feet stomping, and yells echoing through the house. The last thing that I remember was Austin, my once cheerful and loyal best friend, kicking me out of his house and promising to never speak to me ever again because of what I did.
Her eyes snapped back to life after a thankfully temporary blackout. The thankfully temporary nightmare she'd just lived through in her own guilty conscience. The positive outcome of the nightmare was that she knows for sure about her plan, as long as nothing gets in the way of course.
Ally glanced around at her surroundings enough to notice she was definitely in a hospital. The blinding white lights, the bare white walls, and the irritating beep of the heart monitor nearby the hospital bed.
Panic commenced inside her. Do the doctors know about my pregnancy? DID THEY TELL AUSTIN?
Her thoughts were interrupted by a fluff of irresistible blond hair parked directly next to her in a chair. Austin seemed to be asleep, snoring softly and his chest moving up and down at a normal pace.
He stirred in his sleep, and Ally suddenly felt the desire to sneeze. Swearing mentally in her head for being such a pain, she attempted to hold the sneeze in. She pulled her lips tight together.
As soon as she thought she accomplished trying not to sneeze, she breathed with relief.
As if to taunt her, she sneezed without warning. Fuck Ally just fuck.
Austin, apparently hearing the sneeze, slowly awoke, his hazel eyes peeping through his eyelids. Once he saw Ally awake, he immediately grinned with full teeth.
"You scared the hell out of me Alls." He breathed in, grabbing her petite frame as fragile as he could, hug her. Ally tentatively wrapped her arms around him, noticing the IV stuck to her arms.
Someone cleared their throat loudly. They both quickly let go of each other to face the person.
"Sorry to ruin the moment." The doctor said, eyeing the both of them tensely. He had a tall physique and black gelled hair. "Glad to see you awake Allyson. Would you mind if we spoke alone Austin?" He questioned, giving them a tight smile.
Austin nodded slightly, and turned around to give Ally another grin, squeezing her small hand. After the door behind him closed, the doctor, from his name card , began to talk.
"You had quite a fall Allyson, from which I presume is normal considering you were dizzy. The tests we took confirmed that the fall came from symptoms of pregnancy. I'm correct right?" stated, without missing a beat.
Ally sighed deeply, wondering if Austin was outside the door listening. "Yes doctor, but I appreciate it if you don't mention this to Austin." She replied, hoping he'll keep the promise.
A mirthless chuckle escaped lips. "I assumed that the Austin boy shouldn't know of course. I'm not stupid."
Ally shifted uncomfortably filled with shame. Is this how everyone's going to treat me now?
' face softened. "I won't utter a word about this." He quickly added, full of pity, which Ally loathed.
The topic of the matter was soon forgotten and talked to her mostly about pills, prescriptions, and how to rest at home. Ally was free to go in two day after they conducted some final tests.
"Take care Allyson." He finally said, giving her a genuine smile and leaving the room in a rush.
She let out a long breath, glad to be alone. Without warning, tears appeared in the corneas of her eyes and let loose, spilling over her cheeks rapidly. She wiped them, not allowing herself to become vulnerable.
I really need to get out of here and soon.
This took almost an hour god bless my soul. Ally really has it rough as you can see. You all thought Austin was going to find out so soon, MUAHAHAHA never. Or will her doctor spill the beans? I have good ideas for when that happens. Plus, Ally's leaving anyway. Or is she going to change her mind? I love messing with your heads, anyway, until next time. Adieu :)