At the house Renesmee awaited my arrival.

Renesmee hasn´t changed the last days physically but she gets smarter everyday.

Edward and I even thought about sending her to a school for extra gifted but voted against it because it was to risky to atrac they teach her at home, today it was my turn, I decided to teach her about the femal role in Shakespease dramas.

I began with asking her about what she could remember from Shakespeare's´ "Macbeth", she repeated very thing we talked about the last time I teached her, but I didn't really listen because I thought about the things that happened the last days, Renesmee apparently noticed that I wasn't really with her so she asked, in my thoughts while touching me: "Mom, is everything okay, you don't really listen to me?","Oh, sorry Renesmee I had a difficult week."

Renesmee wanted to push further but then Edward came in talking with Jake.

When she saw Jake she forgot me and ran towards him, they hugged each other very long.

I saw that as my chance to sneak out , Edward who saw that I left followed me.

About hundred meter away from the house I stopped and turned around to kiss him.

The kiss was only briefly in comparison to our normal kisses. After the kiss Edward asked: "Everything alright you seem troubled since we were at Charlie's? " before I could reply he added: "We don't have to leave yet if you think Charlie can't handle it!". I replied: "That's not it. I dont wanna talk about it before I don't know what is going on!"

"Please Bella, talk to me I am worried about you !"he said in a voice that indicated that he had problems to control his feeling, I couldn't see him like that so surrendered by saying: "Ok, I tell you if you promise not to talk about it with anyone yet, I don't want anybody to jump to conclusions". I could see that he didn't want to give that promise for what reason, then I heard: *What is going on there, Jakey seems very unconcentrated...* but I tried not to listen to whatever that is.

While I 'these things' Edward's facial expression got more worried so he said: "I promise"

After I heard these words I began my story: "Like you already guessed it began at Charlie's dinner right before I asked Charlie if he said something I heard a voice saying *This can't be it, my little girl can't just leave*, things like this happened the last few days oftener and just a few hours ago with Miss Carp but this was also different I " i made quotes in the air while saying; "saw" the continued: "what she until a few seconds I heard nothing again."

What do you think will Edwards Reaction be?

I am not sure yet, maybe he figures it out right away

Do you think Bella knows what it is Do you?

P.S: Comments are appreciated