Coming of Age

Fenrir/Harry

Rated: M

Disclaimer:I don't own the Harry Potter series, nor make any money from this story.

""Talking

Thoughts

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Putting on his underwear Harry tried to calm his nervous but he couldn't since he knew that in a few hours his life was going to change forever.

"Sweetheart are you decent? Can I come in?" Opening the door Harry let his mother in the room. "Oh you are good, well I wanted to help you dress. Oh my look at this room... it's so empty with out all your things."

The room was empty now that Harry looked at it. The only thing that was really in it now was the bed, two small drawers on either side and his desk with his old computer. Fenrir had his own computer that was why Harry decided to let his parents have his. They left it in his room just in case they said they decided to turn the room into a study or something.

"Come on mom don't start please, this is suppose to be a happy day besides I'm just going to Fenrir's house not across the country."

Even though Harry said that it felt like he was moving across the country. He tried to remember that he was still going to be close to his parents so it wouldn't be so bad.

Grabbing the dress pants off the bed Lily handed it to her son to put on. "You did a great job mom, it fits really perfectly."

Giving her son a sort of sad smile she said. "Of course it does, how could I not know my own son's size. You're going to look so beautiful Harry." Wiping the tear that fell from her eye, Lily grabbed the dress shirt and handed it to Harry to put on as well.

"I don't know how you were able to do this in such a short time mom but it looks great, I really love it."

Not being able to contain herself any more Lily rushed towards her son and gave him a big hug. Both Lily and Harry tried not to cry since they didn't want the white clothes Harry was wearing to get dirty.

"M-mom I'm so happy b-but I'm scared... is it normal to be scared?"

Rubbing her sons back Lily said. "Yes son it's normal, this is a big decision it's okay to have some sort of doubt."

Whispering Harry said. "What if it doesn't work out and he wants to leave me?"

Grasping her son's head she made Harry look at her right in the eye before she whispered. "Don't ever think that Harry, Fenrir loves you do you hear me sweetheart he loves you. He has ever since you were little; it's just that you were so young that's why he never told you anything. But now that he knows the way you feel and that you're older it's ok for him to show you how he feels."

"He's really loved me that long?" With tearful eyes Harry was happy to hear that Fenrir loved him as long or longer than he himself had loved him.

"Yes, just like you've loved him a long time he's loved you a long time."

"I-I think I'm ready to do this then."

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"I swear Fenrir stop pacing. Time isn't going to go any faster that way."

Ignoring Ethan, Fenrir kept on pacing while thinking. I can't believe how many fucking wolves showed up when they heard I was going to bond.

About three different packs had come to see Fenrir and Harry bond. It was a good thing Fenrir had suspected this would happen and had prepared for it. Each pack had been staying in a house that Fenrir had helped his pack build about three years ago just in case.

"Shouldn't you be outside with your pack or something?"

"Nah they'll be fine. It's you I'm worried about, it looks like were about to have some bodies on our hands if you don't relax."

Picking of the imaginary lint of his pants Ethan grinned at Fenrir, who knew Fenrir could get nervous.

"Gggrrrrr I'm about to bond you idiot how else should I be acting."

"You have a point."

Looking at Fenrir, Ethan said. "Damn... I never would have thought you'd settle down, but look at you now you're about to do it. Man how things change. Right?"

"You're making it sound like I'm some old man. Geez! Things had to change and you're going to be getting bonded to one day so don't worry you'll 'settle' down to in no time."

"Ha ha ha ha I guess I will but I don't know when." After a good laugh Ethan suddenly got a serious look on his face. "Seriously though Fenrir I'm happy for you. You deserve to be happy and Harry is a lucky boy."

Sitting across from Ethan, Fenrir said. "If you tell anyone what I'm about to tell you I will kill you."

"Ok I won't talk."

"You have no idea how long I've wanted him, I knew he was supposed to me mine since I laid my eyes on his beautiful green ones. I'm so happy that it's finally going to happen though I do have some doubts." Fenrir having hated that he had doubts.

"About what?"

"Well the fact that I don't know if I will impregnate Harry right away, but I know that if I don't do it right away though that it might make him feel bad."

"Oh, you want the first year to be for you two? To have kids in the future?"

Getting up from his seat Ethan went to the kitchen and got himself and Fenrir a drink, a soda since he was about to do something that he needed to be sober for.

"That's the thing I don't know... his mother asked me if I knew if Harry was ready for all the responsibility that was to come with bonding. What if he's not ready and when he gets pregnant he ends up hating me?"

Giving Fenrir his drink Ethan sat down again and said. "Now don't hit me for saying this but the kid knew what he was getting into when he decided to be with you. Don't worry I'm sure he'll be more than ready for what's to come. Hey why don't you just ask him if he wants to have kids know of later on?"

"I suppose I could... I can't ask him now though."

Agreeing with Fenrir Ethan knew it was definitely not the time for that sort of question.

"Hm... well why not ask him tomorrow, but if you do ask him tomorrow then you can't have sex with him tonight cause he might get pregnant."

"Ggggrrrrr your right, damn I was looking forward to it to."

"Well you'll have to wait if you want your question answered."

"Yeah."

Knock Knock

Opening the door Arthur said. "It's time Fenrir."

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Ok like I said before I won't actually be writing the bonding ceremony I'll just be writing the mating ceremony. Also I'm not sure if I'll put it in the next chapter since Fenrir doesn't want to impregnate Harry till he's sure that's what he wants.

Edited by Pyrite

Updated on 4-3-09