Coming of Age
Fenrir/Harry
Rated: M
Disclaimer:I don't own the Harry Potter series, nor make any money from this story.
""Talking
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I did it. I can't believe this really happened.
Sitting in his new bedroom Harry looked around getting used to his new surroundings. The bed he was sitting on was huge, like a California King. It had beautiful forest green sheets on them with matching pillows. The room was pretty much like his own when he lived with his parent's but the difference was that it was much bigger and it had a lot of Fenrir things in it. Falling back on the bed Harry closed his eyes fantasized about all the possible things he and Fenrir could do in the room.
"Tired already cub?"
Quickly sitting up Harry looked as Fenrir walked inside the room. After closing the door Fenrir walked towards Harry and sat next to him. Resting his head on Fenrir's broad shoulder Harry whispered. "Kind of... are you tired?"
"No."
Building up courage Harry got up from the bed and straddled Fenrir. He wraped his arms around his lover's neck and timidly smiled. Harry brought himself as close as possible to Fenrir and whispered into Fenrir's ear Harry. "I'm so happy I belong to you now Fenrir. So very happy."
"So am I cub I've wanted you to be mine for a long time."
Sticking out his tongue Harry gave Fenrir's neck an experimental lick before he latched on to his alpha's neck.
"Mmmm."
Running his hands up and down Harry's back, Fenrir gave Harry's ass a squeeze as he tried to stay in control.
I have to wait... gggrrr I have to wait till I ask him if he's ready for children.
Rubbing himself up against Fenrir, Harry moved to kiss him but was stopped when Fenrir pulled him away.
"It's late Harry we should rest."
Slightly confused Harry agreed. Climbing into bed Harry waited till his alpha wrapped his arms around his waist and went to sleep with one though in mind. Did I do something wrong?
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"Fenrir would it be ok if I go to the lake with Draco, I haven't been there in a while and I want to go... Fenrir are you listening?"
With a serious look on his face Fenrir said. "You can go but I want you back in about two hours."
Going to Fenrir and hugging him, Harry said into the others chest.
"Please can't I stay a little longer please?"
"You have 3 hours and when you get back we have something important to talk about ok."
Lifting up his head Harry asked. "Really what's it about?"
"Two hours and 59 minutes cub. Hurry if you want to go to the lake with your friend."
Before rushing out side Harry pecked Fenrir's cheek.
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Getting out of the water both Harry and Draco laid on the towels they had brought with them. They had been swimming for over thirty minutes and Draco had noticed that Harry just wasn't into what they were doing. So being the good friend that he was he just decided to ask Harry what was wrong.
"Ok what's wrong all you've been doing since you've got here is pouting...so what's going on?"
"You have to promise not to tell anyone though...it's kind of embarrassing."
Turning to Harry and laying his head on his folded hands Draco promised.
"W-well after the party Fenrir... he... HE DIDN'T TOUCH ME."
Wide eyed Draco gaped at Harry, it could not be possible. "You're joking... are you serious... seriously?"
With tears in his eyes Harry whimpered. "I-I don't know w-why... m-maybe he things I'm ugly or something, Draco am I ugly?"
Shocked by the words coming out of Harry's mouth Draco sat up on towel and answered angrily. "Of course not... you're gorgeous Harry anybody would be lucky to have you, h-he probably just wants to wait till you're more comfortable in the new relationship that you're in before he tries anything."
After a few moments of thinking Harry wiped his eyes and nodded his head. "Y-you have a point... yeah heh I guess I blew things out of proportion."
"Nah don't worry about it."
"Hey I still have 40 minutes before I have to go you want to go swim again?"
"Yeah let's go."
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"Fenrir, I'm back."
"I'm in the room cub."
While making his way to the bedroom Harry dropped off his wet clothes at the laundry basket, he'd wash all the clothes in there later. Seeing Fenrir on the bed, Harry went towards him and laid down next to him. When Fenrir wrapped an arm around his waist he said. "You wanted to talk to me Fenrir? What's up?"
Barely realizing how nervous he was Fenrir took a deep breath. "Harry I want to ask you something and I want you to be completely honest with me; don't be afraid to tell me the truth okay."
Slightly worried Harry whispered. "Okay."
"Do you want to have children Harry, before you answer though I want you to really think about it, having children means thinking of them before you think of yourself, it means taking care of some one for the rest of your life and then some. It means a complete change of your life."
As if being hit with a ton of bricks Harry sat up and really thought about what Fenrir just said. Was he ready for children, sure he loved them but was he ready for one of his own... and being so young nonetheless.
A baby...changing diapers, feeding them, taking care of them, waking up in the middle of the night for them. I'm still so young do I really want a baby?
Turning to his dominant, Harry looked at him for a few seconds before he said. "I-I never thought that I'd have kids this early in my live, t-they do change a lot of things but... but even though they change a lot of things it doesn't mean that those things change for the bad. I want to have children with you Fenrir... when ever we have children is fine with me. We can have them tomorrow or we can have them five years from now... as long as I have your baby then I'm fine."
Loving Harry's answer Fenrir sat up grabbed Harry by his chin and brought his close for a kiss.
Moaning into the kiss Harry pulled away and asked. "Is that why you were so distant last night, because you wanted to know how I felt about kids?"
"Yes."
"W-well now that you know how I feel about kids... um well uh what are we going to do?"
With a deep chuckle Fenrir said. "Everything."
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Yes I am going to leave it right their hahahahah it's cause I'm evil like that =} but with that said we all now what's going to happen in the next chapter... that's right a long conversation about contraceptives hahahah I'm joking its going to be the long waited LEMON scene (^-^)
Edited by Pyrite
Updated on 4-6-09