Being a Family

Fenrir/Harry

Rated: M

Disclaimer:I don't own the Harry Potter series, nor make any money from this story.

""Talking

Thoughts

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Eating his breakfast, Fenrir couldn't help but be pissed off. He hadn't had sex for weeks and he was beginning to get very irritated. Now he knew that it was going to be hard with three pre-teens and then four babies, but he had hoped he would be able to have at least sex once or twice a week.

"Dad are you ok? You look angry."

"I'm not mad Nathan...it's just that I didn't have goodnight's sleep last night."

"Oh, well why don't you just take a nap? Then I'm sure nobody will mind since you're so tired and if you want well make them go away if they come look for you."

"Thank you for the consideration Nathan, but you don't have to do that son."

Walking out of the children's room Harry wanted to just lie down and rest. Sarah had woken up at four in the morning and that had caused the other babies to wake up, he had been up for five hours and he was exhausted.

Looking at his tired mate Fenrir told Jason to go and take the children outside and when they came back to be quiet. Getting up Fenrir grabbed his mate by the hand and lead him to the love seat. Sitting Harry in between his legs Fenrir massaged his lover's tired shoulders.

"Tell me what's wrong baby?"

Feeling Harry's shoulder's start to shake Fenrir noticed that... Harry was crying.

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"Hi Jason you wanna play with me".

"Sure, but my brothers are gonna play to play with us to."

Seeing Fred, Hermione and Ron's nine years old son, Jason nodded his head. He also told the twins to follow because they were going to go play in the park his father had build eight years ago for the new children in the pack. The park was huge it had five swings, three slides, two seesaw's and then much more that the pack's children loved to play at.

Sitting down on the swing Rosy waited for her brother to get on the one next to her before she started to move. She loved being around her brother.

Looking at his brother and sister swing Jason sighed and went where his friend Fred was.

"You ok Jason?"

"Yeah I'm fine. It's just that my mom woke up really early to take care of the babies and well I was sad that I couldn't help him."

"I know you feel guilty that you can't help your mom but I mean you're still a kid, you can only do so much."

Knowing that his friend was right Jason didn't even argue his friend because he was right, though that didn't stop him from feeling a little bad.

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"Harry baby talk to me. Tell me what's wrong."

"I can't do this Fenrir. I don't now if I can do this anymore; when they were smaller they didn't cry as much as they do now."

Full out crying now, Harry turned around and buried his head in Fenrir's chest. He had been holding it in for a couple of weeks now and now that it was out he felt relieved yet guilty at the same time. The reason he felt guilt was because he felt he should be able to take care of his children like the way he had done with the twins.

"Harry, sweetheart, how long have you felt this way?"

"F-for a while now, I didn't want to tell you, because I thought I could handle it, but I can't. It's harder then when I had the twins, I'm sorry Fenrir."

"There's nothing for you to be sorry about Harry. I should be saying I'm sorry I should be helping you more."

"B-but why can't I handle them now? I was able to when they were younger. Why can't I handle them now that their bigger?" Sobbing again Harry felt like just running out of the room, but he didn't since he knew he had to listen to what Fenrir had to say.

"Harry it's alright to feel the way you do. You're taking care of four children, but I want you to know I'll be helping you. You won't be doing this alone, and I'm sorry that I've left you alone."

Lifting up his head Harry kissed Fenrir, he was happy that Fenrir was being so understanding.

"Wwwaaawww."

Getting up Fenrir went towards his crying child, they may not cry much but once one started they all started and it was hard at times to get them to stop. Picking up Sammy, Fenrir took him to the changing table, Sammy had peed himself.

"Wwwaaawww."

Watching Fenrir Harry smiled, now it wasn't like Fenrir never helped him it was just that since he was alpha and had to work on the stocks he had both for the pack and well that kept him busy for a few hours a day.

Picking up both Anna and Dominick Fenrir rocked both of them in his arms, he loved holding his children.

Surprisingly enough Sarah was being quiet, usually Sarah was the one that cried the most, today must have been different.

"Fenrir."

"Yes cub."

"Even though i-it gets really hard with the kids I want you to know I'm happy I wouldn't have it any other way."

Picking Sammy up, Harry walked towards Fenrir and kissed him on the lips.

"Neither would I Harry."

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"Nathan I'm tired. I want to go home and take a nap."

Nodding his head Nathan got up from the sandbox and went towards Jason and Fred.

"Jason, Rosy and I are tired; we want to go take a nap."

"Ok then get Rosy so we can leave."

Getting up from the swing Fred and Jason said goodbye and went their separate ways.

"Remember that Dad said we have to be quiet when we go home so go straight to your room and I'll tell Mom and Dad we got home."

Making it home in record time the twins went directly to their room to take their daily nap, they didn't care of other children might think they were to old for a nap they still loved taking it.

Seeing that their parents weren't in the babies room Jason went to check their room, their on the bed was their parents sleeping. Jason always prayed that whenever he bonded with any one he would have the relationship his parents had.

Closing the door Jason locked the house doors and decided to take a nap to since everybody was doing it. Before going to take his nap though Jason made a call to his grandmother, hopefully she would be able to help his mother and father even if it was only for the weekend.

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I hope you all enjoyed the chapter and will review.

Edited by Pyrite

Updated on 8-18-19