"I feel like, like I'm trying to swim and float and drown all at once! Fuck, Pipes how did this get so complicated? I want this for you, for us I just... I don't know if i can do this... I'm no mother!" Alex paced the length of their tiny balcony smoking her cigarette halfheartedly. Piper looked at her in awe. Truly amazed that she was this shook up over something so compassionate and for her. It hurt her to see Alex so scared but at the same time it truly made her love her more.

"Al, you don't have to do this you know, you can stop the hormones you don't have to go through with the extraction I can just do it it's really okay!"

"Mmm, but I know..." Alex tried to disagree but was overcome with coughing. Piper flicked her cigarette out of her hand and pulled her into her chest.

"Al, please, it's not worth this anguish this baby is going to be ours no matter where it comes from." They shared a deep loving stare of understanding and silence.

"I want her to have Diane's eyes." Alex stated firmly and she looked at Piper transe like with her eyebrow flexed.

"You mean your eyes Al, they are exactly like hers." She placed her hand on her cheek as Alex teared up.

"Yes...I'm going to do this Pipes, I have to but once those eggs, those pieces of us are in there you have to help me be a better mom than I think I would be now, please I want so much for you two."

"I know Al, I will you need to help me to." She paused for a second "I want to breastfeed, and use cloth diapers."

"Well that was outta fuckin no where ! Geez, umm Eww." Piper looked disgusted with her. "Chill lady eww to the diapers not your breasts calm your tits ! Fuck." They both chuckled a little.

"We are going to rock this Alex, you know that right?" She searched Alex's deep sea eyes. "Just don't let Kubra near the baby, I want our child left out of that life entirely we don't need to wind up on Jerry Springer!"

"Aw but Babe I wanted to teach it to take boob shots of straight tequilla! Of course we'll keep the baby safe! God you're already such a mother hen."

"Mmmm and you like it don't you. " Piper winked at her.

"Yah now come 'ere !" Alex pulled her into a forceful hug and nearly dragged her off their balcony into the bedroom. "Let's go make this baby making feel more authentic!"

"Hang on, let me pretend I want nothing to do with you first, this is too mushy. Mmm there it is Fuck you Alex!"

Alex swayed a little from side to side looking amused. "You get everything about me."