Ok here's the next chapter! Please tell me what you think and it my be a while before the next chapter because of school. But it will be easier if I got more ideas! ~Kat
Amaya POV-
I woke up with a jolt, 'an other nightmare.' I sat up and did my daily routine of cleaning, eating, and taking a shower. After that I checked to see if my parents were back yet. It had almost been a week since Kakashi had carried me back and my parents were still gone. And to make things worst I keep having these nightmares the same ones that weird Captain from the RainVillage showed me…the one where I kill Kio. I haven't seen Kakashi ether, I'm pretty sure his on a mission but I'm still worried.
I walk out of the house and lock the door. I make my way slowly to the training grounds where I'm suppose to meet the team. 'I wonder where Kakashi is. Now that I think about it I haven't seen Rin ether.' Lost in my thoughts again I realized I was late, I start to run the rest of the way.
"What took you so long?" Kio asked pushing her long hair behind her ears just to have it fall back into place.
"Sorry, sorry, I just ummm…" I said trying to come up with an excuse.
"Never mind that. She's here now so let's get started." Fumio said walking over to us followed by Ky.
"Right." Kio said pulling out her staff and taking off towards a small forest in the Leaf.
"I thought we were training together." I said confused.
"No, not today. Kio will train alone and I'll work with Ky and Shinju." Fumio said.
"What about me?" I asked feeling alone.
"I need to talk to you then train by yourself." Fumio said taking me to a place to talk alone.
"What is it?" I ask getting worried that I had done something wrong.
"Rin was captured by the Hidden Rain." Fumio said quietly.
I gasped not sure how to react, she is important to Kakashi and I felt that we are friends, "Is that why Kakashi is gone?" I ask just as quite as him.
"Yes. But listen Amaya, what I just told you not something to talk about or shared even with Kio." Fumio said in a clear voice.
"Then why share it with me?" I asked feeling angry 'He must have known that I would want to go after Kakashi.'
"Because if anything happens to…" Fumio said not needing to finish.
'He thinks Kakashi will die.' I felt numb and even more alone, "Did he go alone?" not wanting to ask but needed to know.
"Yes." Fumio said.
"I have to help him." I said panicked setting in with the thought of Kakashi dying; I turn to make my way to the gate but stopped when Fumio grabbed my hand.
"No. I won't let you." Fumio said tightening his grip on my hand.
"You have to!" I pleaded trying to break his grip.
"I don't have to do anything." Fumio said standing up, "I told you this so you know what's coming and I also told you this hoping you would act like a real ninja, not like some kid!" Fumio words hurt but I knew he was only saying it to make me stay, so I wouldn't get hurt.
I bit my lip so I wouldn't snap at him, "Fumio please you know I…" I started but he cut me off.
"I know! I know how you feel about him but don't forget you're a ninja and ninja don't show their feelings to other ninja." Fumio said letting me go, "Besides you wouldn't make it, his in the heart of the Hidden Rain. His long gone." Fumio said more quietly but he had gone too far.
"His not dead!" I yelled making my way to the gate again, this time Fumio didn't stop me. I raced through the forest feeling sick and uneasy. I stopped to catch my breath, I lend against a tree. I heard fighting up ahead and thought of Kakashi, I ran towards it.
That's when I saw Rin in front of Kakashi, she was dying. Rin's body fell to the ground and Kakashi stood there for a moment. 'Did he just kill…Rin?' My mind started to race unsure but I knew I had to get out of here but the question was should I bring Kakashi? He just killed Rin, but why? Kakashi turned around and saw me, he looked pale and he tried to walk towards me but fell.
"Kakashi!" I yelled worried that he may die, I ran towards him. I heard more fighting but decided it would be best to get Kakashi out of here. 'If he really did there must...no has to be a reason.' I thought as I put Kakashi's arm around my neck and quickly made my way back to the Leaf, I looked behind me to make sure no one was following.
I wasn't watching where I was going and tripped, I lay on my back not thinking about Kakashi. Emotions of relief, frightened, and something else that I couldn't name. 'Kakashi's alright but Rin's dead, why did he kill her?' I sat up I looked at Kakashi's unconscious body, I turn him over so he's face wasn't in the dirt. I stared not sure if I should wake him up or leave him because of what he did.
"Amaya?" I heard Kakashi said his one eye open, "You saw didn't you." He said sitting up.
I couldn't help but feel a little scared, "Y-yes." I said nervous.
"It's not what you think." Kakashi said trying not to scare me, "She jumped in the way." He said, I knew he didn't want to talk about it but I had to know.
"Why?" I asked trying to sound strong, like a ninja.
"The Rain turned her into a monster." He said not meeting my eye, "We're still in Rain territory, and we need to go." Kakashi said standing up.
I stand up feeling sick that Rin was dead, 'Kakashi must feel worst after all he must have known how she felt about him.'
Kakashi opened his mouth to say something, but his face turned into shock, "Amaya move!" he yelled and ran towards me.
I turn a little just in time to feel a kunai slice my right side, I gasp in pain. My vision blurred as I fell, I heard Kakashi take out the ninja. I hit the ground hard knocking the air out of my lungs. I grab my bleeding side with both hands and my breathing quickened. Kakashi was at my side and an other ninja had shown up, at first I thought a bad guy. But it was Minato, the fourth.
"Kakashi, move her hands. She'll get the wound dirty." Minato said ordering Kakashi with no questions. My hands resisted the pull, I gasped in pain again.
"Kakashi keep her hands away." Minato said and a felt my hands being held close by Kakashi's. I feel Minato get close to the wound and I panic, I try to get away afraid he was going to touch it, "Hold her down, I think a piece of the kunai is in her." Minato said reaching towards the bloody area. Kakashi moved quickly to stop me from moving again, he used one hand to hold down my hands and the other to hold my shoulder to the ground.
With one quick motion Minato took the piece out, Kakashi relaxed a bit on the shoulder, but kept a good grab on my hand. I feel someone pick me up not sure who, I try to focus on their face but I couldn't. Monuments later I pass out.
The sunlight is what woke me up, I slowly open my eyes to have the sunlight blind me. I blink a couple of times and look around. 'I'm in a hospital.' I look at the two chairs that are by the window.
"Mom…dad?" I said my throat really dry.
My mom stayed asleep on my dad's shoulder, but my dad was awake, "Hi, honey how are you?" he asked not leaving his spot.
"Fine, where's Kakashi?" I asked worried.
"Who?" he asked, "Is he on your team?" my dad said looking tried.
"No, it's nothing." I said sitting up, "Go take mom home get some sleep. I'll be there soon, once am better." I said. My dad was to try to say anything else but I could tell that my parents were getting along a bit better. Once they left I waited for Kio to come visit, maybe even Kakashi.
When Kio came in she stayed for the rest of the day, asking me questions. I told her everything besides the Rin thing. Team Fumio came and visited me but never Kakashi. It made me sad that he didn't, I mean even Minato did. Minato told me about Rin and I swore to keep it a secret.
~Week later~
I walk out of the hospital with one with on my mine Kakashi. I was a bit mad that he never came to see even through my father told me Kakashi stopped by my house only to apologize to my parents. I wish he didn't blame himself. But yet I knew how he couldn't too after all he killed Rin the girl who loved him with he's own hands.
I was able to get Minato to tell me where Kakashi lives but I think Minato wanted me to go see him because it didn't take much to persuade him. I said thinking about how I only had to ask him twice before he told me the address. I walk up the stairs that were on the side of an apartment building.
I take a deep breath before knocking on the door and wait for an answer. After a long time of waiting I knock on the door again, "Kakashi." I call wondering if he was out.
"Amaya?" Kakashi's voice came from my side and I turn to see Kakashi carrying groceries in both hands, "What are you doing here?" he asks walking towards me. He looks tried with dark bags under his eyes.
I give a small smile, "Here let me help you." I said taking a bag so he would have a free hand to open the door.
"Thanks." Kakashi says and opens the door in a matter of seconds.
"No problem." I say walking in, he's place was really clean. His living room was right there when you walk in and you could see the kitchen because it was an open room one. There was a small hall way pass the kitchen counter where I guess that's where the bathroom and bedroom was. I take of my shoes at the doorway so I wouldn't ruin he's white carpet.
Kakashi does the same and walks to the kitchen. He sets down the bag and I set mine next to it before it turn in to a silent I wonder if I should just come out and say it, 'Kakashi why haven't you come to see me?' I shook my head I didn't ask because I was afraid of the answer.
"Amaya why are you here?" Kakashi asks again did he really not know.
"I've been worried about you Kakashi and besides you didn't come to see me." I said looking up at him.
"I've been busy." Kakashi said looking at me eye to eye.
"For a whole week?" I said trying to keep myself from breaking down, "Kakashi if you don't want me as a friend you could have just said so." I said looking away.
"Amaya." Kakashi starts but I cut him off because I was afraid he was going to agree.
"I mean honestly Kakashi it's not fair to make me wait while I'm worrying." I said and tighten my fist.
"Amaya." Kakashi tries again but I interrupt again.
"Oh by the way I finished the book here." I said pulling it out of the backpack I had with me.
"Amaya." Kakashi said a bit louder I put the book on the counter.
"Sorry go ahead." I said and prepare myself for the words to come.
"I'm sorry." Kakashi says my eyes widen and I feel the tears coming.
"Rin she's really gone isn't she?" I said I finally realized that all the times I said Kakashi must feel worst was a lie, everyone who knew Rin is affected by her death.
Kakashi didn't say anything and I didn't know what to say, "I'm sorry Kakashi. I'm such an idiot sometimes." I mumble as I cry, "Sorry for not thinking a-about how much p-pain you were in." I shutter as warm tears come down my cheeks.
"I thought you…" Kakashi starts but stops, "I thought you were going to die." Kakashi finally says.
"Huh?" I said confused by his statement.
"When you saved my life and that Rain ninja stabbed you. I thought you were going to die." Kakashi said and he wanted to add likeRin.
I wipe my eyes with my hands, and give a laugh I was so happy he wasn't mad at me. I wish he would have just come to see me instead of avoiding me.
"Why are you laughing?" Kakashi said and he sounded a bit cheered up.
"This whole time I thought you were mad at me but you were just worried." I said and attempt to smile at him.
"I never said I'm worried." Kakashi said defending himself.
"No, but I can tell." I said wanting to get off the topic, "Can I borrow the second book?" I ask grabbing a tissue from the counter to blow my nose.
"Sure." Kakashi said and ruffles my hair like Fumio does.
"Thanks." I said and help him but away the groceries.
Later that day I and Kakashi went to visit Rin's and another member of his team that I never meant before, Obito's grave. Kakashi brought flowers for both graves. We stood there on the grave sites for a while, and just stare at the grey stone.