Sorry if Kakashi is a little to OOC in this. Sorry.
Amaya POV-
I sit in the living room of my apartment thinking, 'The exams are tomorrow and I should study again to-night but…' I shake my head and stand up.
"Shinju, let's go." I say to the white dog lying on the floor. She looks up and quickly makes her way after me as I walk out the door; I lock the door behind me and Shinju.
I and Shinju take the outside stair case, where I noticed it was already getting dark outside. We both walk to the grave yard and the street lamps come on. I kneel beside Fumio-sensei's grave stone and brush my fingers against the engraved writing that read, 'Fumio Inuzuka.'
I hear Shinju wine from behind me so I stand up and look at her. I study her face as she looks at the stone, "Ok, I get it." I said patting her head before walking past her towards the Suzuki family grave area. I glance behind me to see Shinju lying down with her nose touching the grave stone.
It pained me to watch her like that, I wonder if she even knows that's Fumio's grave. I shake my head and kneel to Kio's grave that was right next to Amaia's. I stare at the grave for a while it still pained me to admit she was dead that she would never come back. I would never see her or Fumio get into stupid fights, or eat together, and worst of all I would never see her on my team again.
I sigh and look up at the star filled sky, 'I wonder if Kakashi still feels this way about Rin or Minato?' I sigh again and stand up making my way out of the grave yard were Shinju was waiting for me. I start to feel even more pain in my heart, 'He still hasn't said anything.' About what I said, that night when the Nine-tails attacked.
'Ugh life sucks sometimes.' I pet Shinju on the head and begin to walk home when I hear a familiar voice behind me.
"Amaya! Shinju!" a boy in a green jumpsuit called and I turn around.
"Guy." I smile and see someone ask to him, "Kakashi." My smile grew wider.
"Hey how are you? What are you doing out so late?" Guy asks and Kakashi walks up.
"Yo." Kakashi says.
"I'm fine and I and Shinju were just out walking." I said and Shinju pushes my leg towards the side.
I look over to the side and see a ramen shop, "Are you guys hungry?" Guy asks, "Let's get something to eat." Guy declares.
"I don't have any money." I said putting my hands up shaking my head.
"I'll pay for you." Kakashi said ruffling my hair like he always does.
Guy smiles at us and I look away blushing, "T-thanks." I said and Shinju barks.
"Alright let's go." Guy says walking ahead of me, Shinju, and Kakashi.
I smile and we all walk into the ramen shop and sit down. I get the beef ramen with water and Shinju got a bowl of raw beef. I wait for my ramen to cool down before eating.
"So the chuunin exams are tomorrow guys and I can't wait." Guy says gulping he's ramen down almost choking.
"Ya me too." I said taking in the smell of the beef ramen.
"Are you nervous?" Kakashi ask and I notice half he's ramen is gone but I never saw him take off he's mask.
"I little." I said, "But I'll be fine." I nod to my self and finish my ramen.
"I got to go guys." Guy says paying for he's ramen before running out of the shop.
"I wonder where he's going." I said and Shinju barks.
I glance at the dog that was walking out of the shop, "I'll see you at home." I said to her before she left completely.
I turn to Kakashi who just put he's mask back on, "Why do you hide your face?" I ask and he just shrugs.
"Um…Kakashi." I start but hesitate, I want to ask why he hasn't brought up the night I told him I love him, "Never mind sorry." I say quickly and leave running down the street.
'Idiot! Idiot!' I yell at my self in an ally way, "Why I'm I so stupid! Ugh!" I say to my self and kick the pavement wall, "Ow." I say more quietly and slid down the pavement wall behind me and bring my legs up to my chest. My heart was beating fast and I couldn't tell if it was because of Kakashi or all the yelling I just did, "Idiot." I whisper to my self resting my head on my knees.
"Who's the idiot?" I familiar voice asks and I look up, 'Kakashi!'
I throw my head in surprise and hit the back of my head on the pavement wall, "Ow." I complain putting both my hands on the back of my head and shut both my eyes tightly.
"Hey I know you surprised but there's no need to hurt your self." Kakashi said squatting down to eye level. I open both my eyes and stare at him; the moon light was hitting his face so perfectly. I feel my cheeks grow warm, 'Damn, why does he have to be so hot.' I curse at my self.
"What's wrong?" Kakashi asked laughing a little.
'Just ask him already!' I yell at my self, "Um…Kakashi why haven't you…" I swallow hard, "Why haven't you brought up the night I told you I…love you?" I ask and it got really quite. I could tell Kakashi was staring at me but I didn't dare look so I stare at my shoes.
"Amaya I…" Kakashi starts and I brace my self for the I don't love you part, "I don't deserve someone like you." He says quietly.
I'm speechless, "W-what do you mean?" I ask looking up and notice he looked different. He had a pained look in he's one eye that showed and he didn't look me in the eyes like he always does, 'Something was wrong.'
"Amaya you deserve someone better than me." Kakashi says standing up looking down at me, "I'm trash." He added quietly.
"Why would you save that?" I ask standing up.
"Before you and Kio came to heal me and Rin, just over twenty-four, I was ready to leave Rin and let her die." Kakashi said.
I didn't know what to say let alone believe that Kakashi would really leave someone behind, "T-tell me what happened." I said and Kakashi started from the beginning of their mission, to Rin getting kidnapped, to Kakashi losing his eye, and Obito dyeing. All the details of what he should have done and the promise he made to Obito and how he broke it.
"Is that it?" I ask after thinking about what to say.
"Yes." Kakashi said unsure for once, "Amaya I won't blame you if hate me for killing Rin."
"No I don't hate you." I said, "Because Kakashi you didn't kill Rin and I still…love you." I said and watched Kakashi eye widens.
"Amaya I can't you don't want someone like me." Kakashi said trying to argue but I wasn't going to let him.
"Kakashi I already told you I love you and if you don't love me then just tell me but I won't let you call your self trash because if you trash then so am I." I said, "I couldn't save Kio, Fumio, Ky, or my mom in a way I left them."
"Your not trash it's different." Kakashi said.
"No it's not, it's not your fault Obito, Rin, or Minato died." I said, "Kakashi just tell me yes or no." I said focusing my self to look him in the eye.
"Yes." Kakashi said, "I like you but Amaya you." He starts.
I cut him off, "Don't say it." I said, "Please." The last part was more like a pled and I swallow hard again, "What now?" I ask.
Kakashi rubs the back of he's head, "I'm not sure." He says even for him being 15 he must have never dated and I know why now.
I stood there not sure what to say, honestly I never thought that this would happen. I thought I would just live my life next to Kakashi never with Kakashi. I swallow and stare at the ground as the wind blows gently.
"W-will you…" Kakashi hesitates, "Will you go out with me?" Kakashi asks.
I look up at him and start to feel my heart beat pick up, "Yes." I said smiling.
Kakashi closed he's eye and there was movement under he's mask which I think means he's smiling. My heart was beating even faster as Kakashi takes a step forward and took my hand gently holding it in his,
"I'll walk you home." Kakashi says and I was speechless so I just nod and we begin to walk out of the ally way.
It took no time at all before me and Kakashi Hatake were standing in front of my apartment door. I knew I was smiling all the way home like an idiot and probably blushing like one too.
"Goodnight." Kakashi said letting go of my hand and I wish he didn't.
"G-goodnight." I said and watch him walk down the hall way once he was out of sight and run into my apartment, close the door, take off my shoes, and run to Shinju hugging her.
Even though Shinju probably has no clue what I'm saying I still told her the story. I don't think I've ever been so happy. I change into my blue pajamas and climb into bed. 'Great how I'm I suppose to sleep?' I sigh and stare at the ceiling.