Dear journal
Today is the 5th day of the outbreak I had to find a new place to call my safe house. I still haven't found Ellis I really hope he's okay I couldn't live with myself if something was to happen to him. I'm staying in an old jail and last night was the first time I slept in days every time I tried to sleep I would have dreams of my brother. Or I would have nightmares about Ellis dying I would wake up crying because I feel like it would be my fault that he died. Maybe if I would have looked for him harder he would still be alive. But that's just a nightmare right. I'm sure that Ellis is still out there looking for me and I'm sure that well find each other soon. I hope that if I don't find Ellis I can find someone because to be honest I am tired of traveling alone. I don't care if I find a group or just one person as long as I'm not alone anymore. Maybe if I find someone to travel with they will help me find Ellis and then I'll have 2 people to with instead of just one. Maybe we'll even all become friends. That would be so cool I hope that Ellis found someone to take care of him I hope that if he did I hope that they are taking good care of him. Maybe well all meet and be friends and then we'll have a group and no one will have to be alone. but for right now it looks like I'm in this by myself and there is nothing I can do about it
Sincerely
Keith