Dear journal
Today is the 7th day of the outbreak and guess what I'm no longer along I met a nice young lady name Rochelle after I saved her from the horde. She told me that she used to travel with 2 other people but they left her after she went to the bathroom. I can't believe that someone would do that I mean leave a young lady along in the zombie outbreak. She was all bloody but she said that it wasn't her blood it was zombie blood. Part of me wanted to believe her but part of me was still kind of scared. I mean if I let her in to travel with and she changes I'm going to have to shoot her and what if she doesn't change right away. What if we travel together and I get attached and then she changes I don't think I could do it I had to kill my brother I don't want to have to go through that again. Even though I know this is a zombie outbreak and I had to kill innocent people every day of my life people that I don't know. But its different I can do kill people I've never met in my life but when it comes to killing people that I've known for years or that I've even known for days. But I get close to people quickly and I get dependent on people quickly and even if I aint with Ellis but I'm with someone which means that I am not alone and I'm okay with that. Does this mean that I'm gonna give up on finding Ellis never. I will never give up on finding Ellis not while I'm still alive.
Sincerely
Keith