10.

The next morning he lay there watching her sleep. He couldn't believe how long he pushed her away. He knew he had to be careful though. He wasn't really sure if he could be a one woman man. He's never thought of it before. He decided to take it one day at a time. As of right now he had no interest in any other woman. He just didn't want to jump into anything serious yet before he knew if he could do it. As he finally decided this was the way he would handle whatever this was, he saw her starting to wake up. Her eyes fluttered open and she looked almost shocked. He wondered if she regretted it.

"Good morning" he said leaning over and kissing her lips.

"Good morning." she said.

"Are you okay?"

She was wondering if he regretted everything that happened last night. She knew she didn't. It was the most amazing night of her life.

"Yes, very much so." she said.

"Good." he said as he rolled over to climb out of the bed. She watched as he walked to the bathroom door naked. She couldn't help the blush that stole over her face. She remembered every wonderful thing his body did to her. He turned back to her and smiled, "You coming?" he asked.

She wanted to so badly but she didn't know if she had it in her to be naked in front of him in the broad daylight."No, you go ahead." she said as she lay back on the bed.

Even though he really would have loved her coming to shower with him he seen her face exactly why she chose not to. He smiled knowing that when she watched him walk away her eyes followed him. He smirked to himself. Once he got out he came out in a towel and she wasn't in the room anymore. He listened out for her and realized she was in the kitchen making breakfast.

"You don't have to do that." he said.

"I wanted to."

"Thank you." he said sitting down to the plate she just lay down. He took a bite and moaned. It was delicious.

"Do you like it?" she asked.

"Is everything you do absolutely perfect?" he asked her.

She blushed and turned back to the stove. Smiling to herself she was glad he enjoyed it.

They started seeing each other every day and spent every night together. There was a lot of double dating with Ope and Donna, which was great for the girls. After a couple of months Donna started asking Tara if Jax mentioned anything about his crow?

"No, nothing. He doesn't really talk about that stuff."
"What do you talk about then?"

Tara blushed. "We really don't talk that much."

"Are you kidding me? Is that all you do? Bang like bunnies."

"I can't help it Donna. He gives me a look and it's like my panties just drop off."

It concerned Donna but she let the subject drop for now.

After another month went by Ope and Jax were on another run. While coming back they were pulled over and placed in jail. Once they were bailed out they ended up sentenced to 14 months in prison. Tara and Donna both were devastated but they were prepared and they knew they would be alright. Tara was just nervous because Jax still never made any comment about a crow for her. She started feeling sick to her stomach and felt like her nerves were shot.

Ope and Jax were talking about having to serve the time in prison. Ope wanted to make sure that Donna was taken care of by the club. He decided to ask her to marry him. As he talked to Jax about all of this he hoped it would cause Jax to put a crow on Tara. But for some reason Jax seemed more intense on his thinking. Not really opening up anymore. Even Tara felt the tenseness in him. He decided he didn't want to put her through anything so he was really glad he hadn't made anything permanent. He knew if he talked to Ope about what he was planning on doing he would try to talk him out of it, so he just went with his plan. He had started leaving little clues for Tara, making sure she would start doubting him. It pained him, but he knew it was for the best. He just had to sit back and let everything happen.

Tara finally realized that the reason she was throwing up was not because she was tense or because of nerves. She was pregnant. She didn't really know how to tell Jax. It would have been so much easier if he had actually told her he wanted her to be his old lady. But with the mixed signals she was getting lately she wasn't sure what was happening. She went to speak with Donna.

"Hey, Um.. have you seen Jax?" she asked her.

"No, not today. What's wrong?" she asked as she seen Tara was upset.

"Donna, I don't know what to do. I just found out I'm pregnant."
"Oh that's good news Tara. Why do you look so sad? Jax is going to be thrilled."
"I don't know about that." Tara said as she proceeded to tell Donna how things have been lately.

"It's just probably because of having to go to prison. I'll call Ope and find out okay?"

"Thanks."

Donna called Ope and he told her that all he knew was that Jax was at Diosa speaking to the madam and he hadn't said anything about Tara. Donna hung up and told Tara. Tara decided she needed to tell Jax now before she chickened out. She left and although she really didn't like going to Diosa she went.

She walked in and spoke to one of the girls and asked her where the new madam was. The girl thinking she was another of the call girls to see her told here where she was at. Tara climbed the stairs and when she turned the corner she heard moans. She heard what sounded like Jax and wondered if he was hurt so she opened the door. She was shocked. There he was with the madam of the place straddling him and sliding down on his cock. Before she could think she grabbed the woman and threw her off of Jax. She started hitting and slamming the madam trying to do as much damage as she could. She felt arms go around her pulling her off. She struggled out and looked at him. "You bastard." She punched him in the face as hard as she could and ran out.

She went to a hotel until she could think straight. She didn't want Donna to see her like this. Her phone kept ringing and she seen it was Donna but she let the call go to voicemail.

"Still no answer?" Ope asked.

"No, and I am worried. Can you call Jax and see if he answers and if she told him about the baby?"

"Yeah baby." he said. He took his phone and called Jax. Jax didn't want to talk at that time but he did answer the phone.

"Ope can't talk now, can you meet me at the clubhouse?"

"Yeah, one thing though is Tara okay and did she get a chance to tell you about the baby?"

"Baby?" Jax asked dumbstruck. "Fuck." he said as he hung up the phone and ran to get his bike. He had to find Tara.