Nice Egan – Yeah I didn't want Kili to be angry at Thorin forever but I needed it to be realistic. As for her parents Fira will find something out a little later on.

Rachetg – I think they've earned it more than anyone.

A Second Home

Holding Mithiel against him Fili sighed to himself. He couldn't believe that only a couple of weeks ago he had watched her fall to what he had assumed was her death. Now he hadn't been able to let her go. Those moments up on the cliff would no doubt be the worst of his life.

"Fili?"

"Yes?"

"I love you but could you maybe lessen the grip on my arm please?"

"Sorry," blushing he let go of Mithiel who smiled down at him. Fili shuffled his feet.

"I just…I'm sorry. But after Azog and…I daren't let you go."

She nodded, "I understand. Just maybe you could not try to break my arm in the process."

She grinned and Fili couldn't help himself. Pulling her close he wrapped his arms around her waist.

"Do you remember when we first met?"

As expected Mithiel ducked her head, "I'd rather not."

"Why? You weren't that mean."

"I was horrible!" She blushed, "I was rude and conceited and awful to you!"

Fili shrugged, "I knew I had an effect on women but…"

Placing a finger to his lips Mithiel leaned in.

"You did have an effect on me," her voice felt hot against his ear, "You were all I thought about from the moment we first met. When we were travelling together I couldn't keep my eyes from you!"

Beaming Fili kissed her hand, "Now that's the effect I like to have."

Giggling Mithiel kissed him before there was a noise behind them. Fili sighed. He knew why Kili was leaving but he still didn't like it. The whole company had gathered in the gates of Erebor to see the small group off. Gandalf's horse along with two ponies stood there nervously. Fili held Mithiel's' hand.

"He's not going forever you know," she smiled.

"I know," Fili said, "But he's my baby brother."

Nodding Mithiel turned as Gandalf and Bilbo were the first to appear. The hobbit was lumbered with bags and boxes and Fili watched as Bofur ran to catch several before they hit the floor. Muttering to himself as he tied them to the pony Bilbo then turned and Fili found himself wanting Bilbo to stay. The Hobbit cleared his throat.

"When I first joined this company I never imagined how far we'd come. I don't mean actually reaching the mountain – although I did have my doubts."

Fili snorted along with several others. Bilbo grinned.

"But I mean in terms of friendship. You are some of the greatest friends I will ever have. And I'll miss you all so much."

Fili nodded and he saw several dwarves wiping their eyes. Bilbo smiled.

"If you're ever passing by the Shire please stop by. Tea time is at four. The door will always be open."

"We wouldn't miss it for the world," Dwalin said. Fili nodded.

"You must come and visit."

"I will," Bilbo nodded, "I promise."

As he moved away Fili glanced over at Thorin who smiled weakly. As Kili came into view with Fira in his arms Fili knew he wasn't the only one crying. Fira clung to his brother who kissed her cheek.

"How long will you be?" Ori asked. Fira bit her lip.

"The second I can walk again I'm coming straight to the mountain. I promise."

Nodding Fili could see Thorin inching forward.

"I…I hope you recover soon Fira. And I hope you and Kili get to enjoy this time. You deserve it both so much."

"Hear hear," Gloin nodded.

Fili watched as Kili reached up and sat Fira on the pony. Kissing her hands he then moved back to the company.

"Fee?"

Nodding Fili moved forward and hugged Kili close.

"I know it's only a few months," he whispered, "But it still feels weird."

"Same," Kili smiled, "But I'll be back. You'll just have to cause enough mayhem for the both of us."

Fili chuckled, "You can count on me."

"I'm glad to hear it," Kili smiled. He then turned to Mithiel.

"Look after him for me."

She nodded. Fili then stepped back to allow Kili to say goodbye to the others. Biting his lip he locked eyes with Fira. She was holding onto the reins for dear life. Smiling Fili watched as Kili all but ran to the pony and swung himself up on it. The second his arm was around Fira, Fili noticed she relaxed against him.

"Where's Beorn?" Dwalin asked. Fili glanced at Fira who smiled.

"He's waiting outside. I said he could come in but I think he prefers being outside a mountain than in one."

"Well then," Gandalf moved his horse forward, "If that's everything..?"

No one said a word as the three animals moved outside the mountain. Fili blinked back his tears; never letting his sights move from Kili. He watched as a huge bear joined the party. He was aware of the others moving away but he stayed where he was. He stayed until the group were a small speck in the distance. Only then did he allow Mithiel to pull him away.

It was a quiet journey back to Beorn's. After spending so long on the road with a dozen dwarves, Fira found it startlingly quiet for the first few days. It didn't help that Kili himself was quiet. Fira hadn't tried to push him for conversation though. She understood he was missing his brother. Yet she still wished for more noise. Anything to take her mind off her legs. It had only been a few days and Fira was impatient for them to heal. Bofur had fashioned her a set of crutches to use; but on the rocky ground they were no help and were instead tied to the saddle. She didn't mind being in Kili's arms all the time but it could be embarrassing. Getting off the pony, getting on the pony, going to bed, going to eat, in fact anything that involved the tiniest bit of movement and Kili would jump to his feet and take her in his arms. But she didn't say anything. She knew how guilty he felt over what had happened to her. There was no point in trying to stop him because he wouldn't listen.

It only took them a week to reach Beorns. As they neared his house Fira could feel herself getting happier already. She couldn't remember the last time she had stayed here. On the run from orcs didn't count.

"Fira?"

Looking down she realised Kili had already dismounted. Sliding into his arms she winced when her feet touched the ground. She could stand if leaning against something; but it still hurt. Her back didn't hurt as much now which was something she was thankful for. Kili scooped her against his chest and she glanced over at Bilbo and Gandalf.

"I think we should say goodbye now," the wizard smiled, "No point in prolonging it."

Nodding Fira waved at Bilbo, "Stay safe."

He grinned, "And you."

The hobbit turned when Kili cleared his throat.

"Yes?"

"I know it's been said already, but thank you. We could never have done this without you."

"Oh," Bilbo shrugged, "Well I don't know about that!"

"Just nod and accept Bilbo," Fira laughed, "He's right after all."

Smiling the Hobbit nodded before turning his pony around and following Gandalf. As they rode off Fira snuggled against Kili.

"And now that just leaves you and me," he kissed her neck.

"And Beorn," she reminded him.

Kili gave her a mock pout before smiling.

"Come on then, let's get you inside."

Clinging to his tunic Fira let him carry her as the sun began to sink behind the clouds.

As they entered Beorn's house she realised he had a fire going. Kili moved towards the huge table and sat her down on the bench before sitting next to her. Holding his hand Fira smiled over at Beorn who sat opposite them.

"Thank you for letting us stay here."

"This is your home as well little fawn, and yours to Kili."

"Thank you," Kili mumbled, "Not just for this but for everything you've done for her."

Smiling Beorn glanced at them both, "Would you like to eat? I can easily find us something. Or would you rather turn in for the night?"

Fira was unable to answer as she yawned. Kili grinned.

"I think that answer's your question."

Blushing Fira let Kili pick her up.

"I can use the crutches you know."

He nodded, "I just want you in my arms."

"You've had nothing but me in your arms for the past week," Fira prodded his chest, "Get the crutches and let me walk. I need to do it to gain strength."

Kili shook his head, "Tomorrow I promise. I just…I just want to make sure you're safe."

"Kili I…" giving in Fira waved to Beorn before Kili turned and carried her up the stairs.

"My room is the one on the left," Fira pointed, "The small one."

Nodding Kili gently kicked the door open and glanced around.

"I see what you mean."

Fira stifled a laugh. Everything in Beorns house was huge because of his size. Yet this room was filled with normal sized furniture. A double bed sat in the middle with the window on the left hand side and a fireplace on the right. A huge chest of drawers stood opposite the bed and a desk sat underneath the window. As Kili sat her down Fira pointed to the drawers.

"There should be a nightgown in there for me."

As Kili began looking she hurriedly slipped out of her coat and tunic. After so many months it felt odd to see her skin no longer scarred. Tossing the clothes to one side she leaned down to pull the trousers off. Ignoring the pain as she did so Fira chucked them to one side and examined her legs. Her thighs had been strapped and bandaged to keep the bones in place whilst her hips had been set and bandaged. Her knees were badly bruised and swollen along with her ankles. Sighing Fira didn't realise Kili was watching her until the nightdress landed on her lap.

"You'll get better darling," he kissed her forehead, "I know you will."

Slipping the nightgown on Fira watched as Kili removed his own tunic. Staring at his toned body she knew the only thing stopping her from jumping on him were her injuries.

"I know I will. I just wish it didn't have to take so long."

Kili said nothing to this; instead turning and moving towards her. Leaning back on the bed Fira pressed her hands to his chest. Kissing her neck Kili smiled.

"We might not be able to engage in some…activities," he winked, "But I fully intend to engage in others."

Fira said nothing as she pulled him onto her.

Fira wasn't sure what woke her up that night. Turning over she realised that it was because she was cold. Inching towards the edge of the bed her eyes spotted her coat lying on the floor. Reaching out she let slip a small curse. Inching even further forward she watched as her fingers brushed against it. Leaning forward for one last attempt Fira caught it; only for the bed to vanish beneath her. Landing painfully on her side she couldn't help her cry of pain. Gripping the coat in one hand she used the other to try and push herself up. However all that did was put more weight on her injured legs and she gave up. Pulling the coat around her she buried her face in it.

"Fira? Fira!"

At Kili's voice Fira only cried more. She could feel his hands pushing her hair from her face and she forced herself to look up. Despite the dark she could see the worry in his eyes.

"Fira what happened?"

"I was cold," she was surprised her words were eligible, "So I tried to get my coat but I fell. I did try and get up but it hurt too much!"

Not saying anything Kili pulled the coat away and wrapped his arms tightly around her.

"You're alright now Fira. I'm here. I'm here for you."

Fira said nothing as he picked her up and laid her back on the bed. The blankets were pulled over her and Fira snuggled against Kili who slipped an arm around her shoulders.

"I'm sorry Kili?"

"What? Fira you have nothing to be sorry for!"

"Yes I do! I'm nothing more than a burden to you now."

"Fira," Kili turned so he was on his side, "If our roles were reversed and I was the injured one what would you say if I told you that?"

Fira sighed, "I'd say you were being an idiot."

"Exactly," Kili kissed the corner of her mouth, "Fira you are never a burden. I love you and I will take care of you. I will prove I'm a worthy man to be your husband."

"Kili," shaking her head Fira ran a hand along his cheek, "You have nothing to prove to me. You love me and that's enough."

He pressed kisses to her neck, "How about a deal? I'll stop thinking I'm not good enough if you stop thinking yourself a burden?"

Fira nodded, "Deal."

Smiling Kili pulled her against him.

"Sweet dreams."

"Sweet dreams my love."

Fira wasn't sure how long it took before she fell asleep. All she knew was that when she woke she was still safely wrapped in Kili's arms.

Aww I think these two might kill me with their cuteness! Let me know what you think xxx