Karma finally broke the silence "WOOAH" she said in a still shaky voice.
"I know" Amy replied sharing Karma's thoughts on what had just happened. Amy's breathing was slowly regaining it's normal pace. Amy leant over to karma and placed a gentle kiss on her lips.
Karma wrapped her arms around Amy and pulled her in close. Karma loved the way Amy's skin felt. It was so soft and smooth. She couldn't stop touching it. She ran her hands down Amy's back, an action that caused Amy to close her eyes let out a deep long breath that caused the hairs on Karma's neck to stand up.
Amy slowly opened her eyes smiled at the sight of Karma's beautiful face. Amy gentle traced the outline of Karma's lips with her finger tip. "You're so beautiful" Amy whispered.
Karma swallowed hard and couldn't stop the small tear that quickly formed in the corner of her eye from falling down her cheek. She moved quickly to brush it away in the hope that Amy wouldn't have seen it, but Amy was looking right at Karma. "What's wrong?" She asked softly "did I do something wrong?" Amy asked.
Karma couldn't speak, she shook her head whilst she found her voice
"NO!" She responded "Amy...everything is just amazing...I..I can't believe that this happened...I thought I had blown it..thought that it was too late..." Karma paused as her throat tightened with emotion. She took a deep breath to try and compose herself before continuing
"I guess I...I just feel so happy and I feel bad that I feel this happy...I...I feel like I shouldn't be happy." Amy gentle wiped the tears that were now rolling down Karma's cheeks.
"Karma...it's OK to feel happy. Your not to blame for what happened to your parents...they they would want you to be happy."
Karma considered Amy's words and closed her eyes as she thought of her parents and how happy and supportive they had been when they had thought her and Amy were a couple. They would probably be happy now that it had actually happened.
Karma stared back into Amy's green eyes and felt her heart literally stop beating. Karma thought she was the most perfect thing she had ever seen. Those eyes that Karma had pictured in her dreams for years. Those eyes that used to sparkle around her were now staring back at her, letting her know it was going to be OK.
"I love you Amy" Karma whispered. "I love you so fucking much"
Amy's heart melted at those words. Those words that she had so longed to hear five years ago when she had declared her feelings for her at her mums wedding. Back then Karma had broken Amy's heart by saying that she didn't love her the same way. Karma had denied her feelings back then, but now, as they laid there side by side, parts of their bodies still throbbing, it was impossible to hide their true feelings.
"I love you too Karma. I...I think I always have." Amy said back as she looked deep into Karma's eyes. The relief was visible on Karma's face as she leant in and planted her lips on Amy's. Amy's mouth opened invitingly and Karma's tongue accepted the invitation. It didn't take long for the kisses to speed up as a new wave of lust took
"Fancy a shower?" Amy asked in a voice that Karma couldn't refuse.
They made love in the shower and twice more afterwards until eventually they were both totally spent. Amy watched Karma as she fell asleep in her arms for the second night in a row and wondered if there was a more perfect sight.
They slept until late and were busy getting it on again when the chambermaid burst in on them as she tried to clean the room.
In their rush back the night before they had forgotten to put the do not disturb sign on the door. Amy found it hilarious. Karma was however mortified.
Amy tried to reassure her that it was probably a hazard of the job, and that maybe they had just made her day, but Karma hadn't found it funny and had jumped straight in the shower, alone this time. Alone in the bed Amy thought about Karma's reaction and whether she really was as cool about being 'different' as she was making out. It was one thing to be comfortable kissing another girl in a gay club, but it was different in the 'big wide world'.
Amy had been pretty much out from day one, and being in New York she had never had any bad experience when with Kate, but she knew she would have to be patient which Karma, in case she had a wobble. Amy didn't doubt Karma's love for her and after last night she certainly didn't doubt her physical attraction for Amy. The rest could be worked on.
Their road trip was coming to an end. Amy had told her mum that she would be back that day, but neither of them wanted it to end.
As they walked to the car with their bags, Karma read Amy's mind "I wish we didn't have to go back. Can we not stay here for a few more days?" Karma had pleaded. In Karma's mind going home would bring everything back to reality. She would be going home to an empty house and that scared her so much.
Amy saw the sadness form on Karma's face and taking her hand she raised it to her lips and planted a gentle reassuring kiss on it.
"I know...it's tempting, but Karma this isn't going to go away when we go home. I..I'm not going to leave you on your own OK?" Amy knew that in less than a week it would be Christmas and Karma would have to deal with all the emotions and sadness that would bring.
Karma smiled weakly at Amy. Her body language showed she wasn't 100% convinced by Amy's words "I hope your right." She replied "it's just that it's so much easier when it's just the two of us.."
Amy smiled before joking "well three if you include the chambermaid!" Karma's rolled her eyes at Amy's poor joke. Amy saw that Karma was genuinely worried about this.
Wrapping her arms around Karma's waist, Amy pulled her in for a hug. Karma rested her head on Amy's shoulder and Amy felt her let out a long sigh.
"Karma...this is just the start OK?" She didn't wait for a response "we have a lot of talking to do...a lot to figure out...like how the hell am I going to cope without you when I go back to New York?"
Karma moved her head to look at Amy in realisation of the problem they faced. "Shit! I..I hadn't even thought about that!" Karma admitted sadly. "I..don't know how I'll cope not having you around" Karma admitted. Amy knew she wasn't being over dramatic, karma was grieving the loss of her parents, and right now her major source of happiness was Amy. They needed to talk through all the options. To come up with a plan to make this work.
"Amy leant in a place a soft gentle kiss on Karma's forehead. "Karma we have the next two weeks together to work this out. We're not going to mess this up again OK?" Amy said firmly "everything is within our control ok. This time we talk to each other. We don't hide our feelings, good or bad. We're a team and we'll deal with things that come our way OK?"
"Karma smiled and nodded. She felt safe and secure with Amy and she never wanted that feeling to go away.
"Team Karmy" she said as she smiled back at Amy.
"Team Karmy" Amy repeated and pulled Karma into her arms.
OK so for those of you still reading I think this is where this story ends. It feels like it's a neat way to wrap it up...otherwise I'm just to end up writing chapter after chapter of them having sex..and although my imagination would like that, I'm not very good at it.
I think this story was very much about them getting together...about Karma explaining to Amy how she really felt and Amy's reaction to that news. would she pick Kate or Amy. I hope you liked the story and thanks for those who have been reading it from the start. I might write another short one.
