Regina

I sat down at the table and Ruby came up to me.
"Usual?" she asked and I nodded.
"Thanks, Ruby" I said.
"Yeah hey do you know what the deal is with Emma?" she asked. Of course she would be gossiping she always is. What is this about Emma? Has it already gotten around that I got her pregnant? But why would she not ask me what happened if she knew I was a part of it.
"What do you mean?" I asked.

"Pretty sure she is pregnant by Hook" she said giving me my coffee and I couldn't help by get mad.

"Regina?" she asked and I snapped out of it.

"What?" I asked.
"We do boil the water we make coffee out of" she said and I noticed I was boiling the coffee.
"Oh sorry" I said. Did she confirm this or is it just talk of the town.

"You alright?" she asked concerned.
"Who did you hear that from?" I asked.
"Ordered decaf this morning…" she stated well it's good thing to know she switched over.
"So? Doesn't mean anything, Ruby" I said. This is what I hate about a small town.

"Everyone is talking about supposedly she picked up a pregnancy test and passed and told Hook it was his" she said giving me my lunch. Good I hope this is just the town gossips opening their mouths and not the truth.
"Oh and I may have overheard Hook say they will figure it out" she said and I sighed.
"Yeah crazy so is your insistent need to be in others business I said and she sighed.
"Sorry you're right" she said and left. I ate only half of my breakfast before asking for a box and leaving going to get to the end of this Hook drama. If this is true I have had enough of the Charming family for the day. If she thinks she will get away with telling him it's their kid and pushing me out of the picture she clearly forgot who she is messing with.

Emma

I know Hook is secretly freaking out over the results but trying to keep calm.

"Listen you honestly can go" I said feeling guilty over what I did. He didn't deserve being lied to like this.

"No, I'm not being that man…" he started and I sighed. I don't want him to leave and have to do this alone but if he does then I could justify what I did a little bit. I know I need to tell him but every time I open my mouth something else comes out.
"Please tell me you didn't tell Hook it's his!" Regina yelled coming into the apartment and I sighed. Guess she will take care of it for me.
"What?" he asked getting up looking pissed.

"Well I will take that for a yes. What the hell were you thinking?" she yelled at me.
"Wait, hold up please tell me she's not telling the truth" he said and I looked over at both of them. Hook waiting for me to say Regina's lost it and Regina to tell him the truth.

"I'm sorry, Hook" I managed to mutter out.

"What whos is it? Who does that?" He shouted looking pissed and I sighed.
"I'm sorry I went to tell you so many times but I couldn't and I didn't cheat" I said and he obviously didn't believe me which is understandable.

"How exactly would you have gotten pregnant without cheating?" he asked yelling.

"She drank my pregnancy potion" Regina said glaring at me.

"So you were going to let me believe that this was kid and raise it on a lie? And here I thought you were supposed to be the savior but you are just selfish" she said walking passed me and tears came to my eyes.

"Hook I was just scared if I told you the truth you would leave" I said knowing it wasn't making matters any better.
"Maybe I would have or maybe not but the decent thing to do is give me the chance" he said and left.
"Well that worked well" she said sarcastically and I sighed.
"I'm sorry…" I stated and she sighed.
"I know that my reputation as the Evil Queen has loosened but don't mistake me for a fool, Miss. Swan. I would do anything to keep my child so I suggest not creating a problem" she said and I sighed.

"I wasn't thinking" I said and she shook her head.
"Well I'm not surprised, Miss. Swan" she said irritated.

"I wasn't trying to cause a problem, I was going to tell him" I said and she nodded sarcastically.
"Well you were awfully comfortable for someone about to tell him" she said and if I didn't know better I would have said she was jealous.

"I just panicked, Gina. I didn't ask for this, at least you signed on for having a baby (even if it wasn't with me) I didn't. All I did was drink fucking cider and now here I am pregnant again and yet again alone and I didn't want to do it again. I love Henry but being alone, pregnant and in jail was awful. I don't think I can do it again and I don't want to!" I shouted.
"Emma" she shouted at me.

"No I know I messed up, Regina, but you fucking got me pregnant. Now I'm thirteen years back and…" I said and she shouted at me again.

"Emma you idiot, shut up" she said and Henry ran out the door.

"Congratulations whose day are you going to destroy next" she said and I sighed running after him.

"Henry wait!" I shouted but he didn't stop.

"Leave me alone!" he said but I didn't stop going after him.

"Henry" I said catching up to him enough to grab his arm.
"If you hate me so fucking much why didn't you just abort me" he shouted tears in his eyes.

"Or were you not allowed to in prison?" he asked ripping his arm away continue to walk through the apartment building.
"Henry I don't hate you and I never did!" I said and he stopped and turned around to me.

"I heard you just say it, Emma" he said and it was like being hit. He hasn't called me Emma in a long time and I know it's his way of saying i'm not his mom.

"No you heard me complain about pregnancy and what you didn't hear was me start it with saying I love you and you will never know how much. I didn't get an abortion because I love you" I said and he shook his head.
"Just not enough to keep me!" he said and I shook my head.
"I loved you enough to give you a better chance" I said and he sighed.

"No that's just a nice way to put it" he said and I shook my head.
"No it's not! We couldn't have made it…" I said.
"I might not have lived in a mansion but…"

"You wouldn't have lived in a house, Henry. I was homeless. I was seventeen years old having ran away from the system and didn't have a house the closest thing I came to having a roof over my head was jail. After I get out of jail I was back on the streets having aged out of the system and was stuck stealing for food. I couldn't have raised you, I wanted to. I just couldn't bring you up in such an awful life but I do love you" I said and he hugged me us both in tears.

"I'm sorry, mom" he said and I sighed at the use of the word mom again.

Regina

I watched as they made up not able to help the tears come to my eyes. I couldn't imagine growing up like that, and I'm the reason. If I didn't selfishly hold a grudge against Snow for what she did when she was ten she would have been a princess had everything she deserves in life. She may have said that it's in my past now but how could it be when I ruined people's lives so much when I still haunts them to this day. Maybe I deserved what happened with Robin or even Emma's almost attempt to take our child away from me because after all villains don't get happy endings.