SO I HAVEN'T UPDATED. I AM SORRY. ALSO I AM WORKING ON REWRITTING THE PAST CHAPTERS. I REREAD THEM AND THEY ARE COMPLETE TRASH TO ME. I AM SO SORRY. THIS CHAPTER IS WHAT I HOPE IS BETTER.
"Hey kid." A rough voice said behind me. Turning around, I was delighted to see it was Steve. He returned my smile. Lucky for us nobody else was in the Dx. He pulled me into one of the aisles and whispered in my ear,"Hows my favorite little Pony doing?" My cheeks were a bright red when he kissed them.
"I… U-uh.. I am doing fine."I awkwardly stuttered. Steve grinned then wrapped an arm around my waist. To be honest, I wasn't exactly used to being treated like this. It's not like I hated it, but it just felt odd. If I told Steve this I bet he'd just use that as an excuse to break up with me.
"Heh… You're so awkward, you know that kid?"
"Maybe I am normal…"I sighed,"and you're awkward?"
"What..?" Steve laughed. I wish I never said anything. When Steve leaves me flustered like this I usually say dumb things like that. He makes my brain just decides to stop working sometimes.
"If I am the awkward one, then everyone else in the world is awkward too then." Steve finally stopped laughing and started pull me out of the Dx. I get confused till I realized he was taking me to his car. Sometimes I am just really dumb…
"We just need to stop by your house really quick Ponyboy."
"Why?"
"Sodapop is coming with us."
"What?" Not that I didn't love my brother to death, but I was really hoping he wasn't coming.
"You really think it would be smart to be seen alone together in public?" Steve and I got it to his far from new car, "People would find it odd that two people that hate each other would be hanging out, much closer than usual." Steve finally got the car to start after multiple tries, "I told Sodapop that I'd pick you up from track and then come and get him. How dumb can you really be!" Steve's voice raise, making my sinking in my seat while holding back tears, "It's only going to end badly for both of us!"
"I am sorry Steve," I sniffed, " I just thought-"
"That the whole world accepted how we loved each other? You know that we can never tell anyone about how we feel. They would just mock us then torment us for the rest of our lives."
"I know…" I quickly wiped away any tears that had fallen as my house came in view.
"Get in the back seat kid. God you look like a mess… If Sodapop asks some socs were yelling nasty things at you, got it?"
"Alright I guess…" Before the car even stopped, I climbed in the backseat. It wasn't exactly the smartest thing to do but I'd rather risk it then get yelled at again.
"Ponyboy.I want you to remember one thing."
"What is it Steve?"
"I love so much."
"I love you too Steve…"
For the rest of the night, I couldn't shake feeling like I just lied to Steve's face.
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