So sorry it's taken so long for me to get this posted. I've been trying to work on it between school and work but I've been super busy. The good thing about it taking so long is I finally have a better idea of where it's going, and I'm going to give you three updates this weekend! Please keep the reviews coming! :)

Tris

As I walked to the cafeteria with Tobias, I stayed absolutely silent. I was absolutely mortified by what I had done. I should have had Chris help me instead of Tobias. There are so many questions that I need answered, so I just wanted to get done as soon as possible, that's why I let Tobias help. What if he doesn't want to be with me anymore? Did he think I was wanting something else? What if he didn't like what he saw? What if he thought I was being pushy? What if he didn't like what he saw? He hasn't touched me since he helped me get dressed. And he's been really quiet. Tobias staying quiet is never a good sign. The only times I've ever been scared of him have all been when he's dead-silent.

When we walked into the cafeteria, I saw Chris sitting at our usual table with Zeke, Shauna, Cara, Caleb, Peter, Nita and Amar. It's strange seeing Caleb sitting at a table in Dauntless, but what's even stranger is seeing people from every faction, and the factionless, sitting at tables in Dauntless. What is going on? Why is everybody still dressed in their faction attire? Why are they in Dauntless? Why are the factionless living amongst us? I look over at Tobias, ready to ask him all of these questions, but he doesn't look like Tobias. He's wearing the initiation-instructor-Four mask. Normally, I would enjoy looking at that face, his jaw tight and his eyebrows furrowed. It always reminds me of the first time I saw him. But right now, that's the face that worries me.

"Hey guys!" Chris says, pulling me down next to her.

"Hey," I said, smiling at her weakly.

Tobias sits down beside me, but doesn't greet anyone. He starts putting food on his plate and Christina gives me a wary glance. I shrug my shoulders slightly in response and turn my attention to the rest of the group. Caleb is sitting on the opposite side of the table, right across from me. He's been staring at me the whole time. A couple seats down from his is Peter. He's been ignoring my presence this whole time. Christina told me that he doesn't remember anything, that he'd had Tobias reset him, but I still couldn't let go of all that had happened. The way he ignores me makes me think that he remembers more than he's letting on. Beside Caleb and across from Tobias is Nita. She keeps glancing up at him when she thinks no one is looking. I'm looking. And at this angle I can see the tattoo she has of my boyfriend's nickname. I most definitely am looking.

"Tris," I hear Zeke say. "Come in, Tris."

"Sorry," I blush slightly.

"How does it feel to officially be a part of Dauntless again?" he asks.

"Well, honestly," I falter, "I'm a little confused."

"Dude, you haven't told her everything yet?" he says to Tobias.

"No," Tobias answers flatly.

Zeke opens his mouth to speak, I assume he was going to start explaining, but Tobias interrupted him.

"Time to go," he said, grabbing my arm and pulling me up.

"I haven't even eaten anything yet," I protest.

He grabs a muffin off the table as tosses it in my free hand.

"Breakfast is served," he says before pulling me out the door.

"To-Four," I recovered quickly as I noticed all of the people around us. "What the hell is wrong with you?" I glare, snatching away from him.

"I don't feel like sitting there while they act like everything is normal," he says, his eyebrows furrowing even more.

"Zeke was about to explain what is going on here, with the city - something that you haven't bothered to do," I hissed at him. "And then you just snatch me up and walk out. You haven't touched me since we left the apartment and the first time you do, you're snatching me out of the room."

"Beatrice, if you wanna sit there and act like everything is normal while Zeke gives you an exaggerated version of the truth, go right ahead," he snaps and starts storming away.

"Four!" I call after him.

He doesn't turn around. I can't believe he just called me Beatrice. I can feel tears welling up in my eyes, but I refuse to let them fall. I refuse to be that weak again. I decided to go back inside, but before I could even reach for the door handle, Christina comes through the doorway.

"What is going on, Tris?" she asks.

"I have no idea," I said, my voice faltering a little.

"C'mon," she says pulling my elbow.

"Where are we going?"

"Back to my place so we can talk about this."

When we get to her apartment, she unlocks the door and we go sit on the couch. I start to tell her everything that happened, and she just stares at me.

"You let him see you naked!?" she yells. "That's not very Abnegation of you."

"Well first, I am not Abnegation anymore. And second, is that really all you got out of this?" I sigh.

"Of course not," her eyes squint. "I definitely don't think that he hasn't been talking to you or touching you because he doesn't like what he saw or because he thought you were being pushy. Tris Prior, skinny Abnegation girl would never be the one to try to push someone into something like that."

"I don't know if I should take that as a compliment or not," I laugh a little.

"Tris, I've seen the way he looks at you. When he looks at you, his eyes light up. Until I saw him look at you like that, I didn't know that his eyes could light up. You have more of a body than you would like to realize, and I've watched him notice it. But even if there was the slightest chance that he didn't 'like what he saw,' he still loves you. There's no doubt about that."

"Thanks, Chris," I smile.

"I have an idea!" she declares.

"And that would be what?"

"Zeke is having a party tonight, and you're going."

"Chris, I don't think that's a good idea," I shake my head.

"It's a perfect idea," she nods. "We're gonna go shopping and get you something gorgeous to wear and we're gonna make it so that big bad Four can't possibly stay away from you."