I hurried to the hospital, I hawk came by telling me that the team led by Sarada was ambushed , they managed to complete the mission , but the enemy was violently murdered.

I arrived at the hospital and immediately searched for auntie , I spotted her coming out of a surgery room .

''where's Sarada?!'

She looked at me sadly '' I though she would go to you''

'' so you don't have any idea of where she would be?''

''no , she probably went somewhere where she can be alone''

''oh , can you tell me if she comes home?''

''sure Boruto''

''okay thanks auntie'' she looked really tired.

I headed to the forest where Sarada likes to medetate , but she wasn't there, I went to the playground, maybe she was with saboro , I found saboro there with uncle.

''uncle''

He looked at me '' find her yet?''

''no''

He sighed '' I think you should stop looking until night''

''what why?!''

''cause if she doesn't want to be found , she won't be , when she's ready she will come''

''yeah'' he was right , but I had to continue searching , so i went to her favorite training spot, trees were burnt , and there where craters in the ground, these weren't here yesterday when I came training with hima.i looked around, but I didn't find her. I didn't know where to go next so I went home.

After 5 hours, there was a knock on my window, it was the middle of the night, I looked at the window to find Sarada outside, I opened the window and she came in.

''I was worried sick where were you-'' her lips crushed mine then , she pushed me so I fell on the bed , she was on top of me , I tasted something weird in her mouth , I didn't know what it was , she pulled away , and took my shirt off , she was strangely silent and off balance , I figured it out when she got close to kiss my neck , the smell of sake.

She unbuckled my pants and took off my boxers, she as holding something in her hand a condom.

''shit Sarada stop'' I said as I pushed her off me , I laid her on the bed and I grabbed my shirt.

I tried putting it on but sarada held my hands , her hold was weak.

''please , boruto I need this'' tears were pooling at her eyes .

''NO , I'm not going to take advantage of you.'' I said.

Her sharingan flashed in her eyes then , and she pushed me off roughly , she headed for the window.

''where you going like that?''

''none of your fucking business''

I grabbed her and pushed her against the wall.

She fought against my grip , but she couldn't use her monster strength cause of the alcohol in system.

''LET ME GO!''

''NO!'' I screamed back, dad is probably at the office and mom and hima are probably out looking for her.

''BORUTO!''

I pushed her harder against the wall.

''I SAID LET ME GO YOU SON OF A BITCH!'' how many drinks did she have.

''Sarada calm down''

''LET ME GO !''

What she said next would have broke my heart if she weren't drunk.

''I HATE YOU, I HATE YOU! , LET ME GO''

She was looking at my chest when she said that,

My hands left her arms but before she could run I grabbed her head and made her look at me , blue met red .

''Say that while looking at my eyes and I will let you go'' I said ,if she does say it ,then I let her go , but I will follow her.

She just starred at me, after a couple of minutes she spoke.

''please''

She was begging , Sarada never begs , no matter how desperate she is , except when we are fooling around , she must be really hurt.

''please get away'' her voice broke.

My hands left her face and I walked back a couple of steps , she immediately slumped against the wall , she was still starring at me.

''sarada what's wrong?''

''nothing''

''what is wrong?''

''NOTHING!'' she screamed

I took a look at her then , her left foot was at a weird angle , there were cuts on her arms and there was a bruise on her cheek , almost healed , since it was barely noticeable , she must of healed it, but what really got my blood boiling is a tiny purple bruise at the side of her neck.

''what happened to you?''

She had her arms around herself , like I was going to hurt her.

''TELL ME WHAT HAPPENED!'' I took a step towards her.

''GET AWAY!'' I looked at her eyes , there wasn't anger like earlier but fear.

''TELL ME , TELL ME NOW!'' she's on the verge of breaking down.

''HE ALMOST RAPED ME!''

My eyes widened.

''back away'' I heard her say, but I stood right in front of her and lowered myself to her level, I put my hand on her cheek, she was trembling , and she started hiccupping.

''h-he took my shirt off , he kissed my neck ,he was about to take my p-ants off , but I pushed him off and—''

She couldn't continue , sobs racked her body , I pulled her towards my chest.

''it's okay baby'' I whispered in her ear , but she was still fighting me , she pushed herself off my chest , but I grabbed her arms , and pulled her back in.

''relax relax, let it all out''

she completely broke down then, she wrapped her arms around my neck, and she let out a blood curdling scream .

I put my chin on top of her head , one hand was running through her hair and the other was rubbing circles on her back, auntie told me once that she used to do that when she was scared.

I kissed her head ''I'm. here love, I'm with you now''

She held on to me tighter.

''he grabbed my breasts and he –he—''

''shush you don't have to talk about it'' and I don't want to want revenge on someone dead.

''He hurt me'' she said weakly. This is the first time I see Sarada like this , the strong Sarada that I always looked up too is not the one in my arms, this is a broken sarada, what did he do to her.

She only stopped sobbing after a couple of hours , I looked at her , she was still trembling , I removed her glasses before, her eyes were bloodshot, nose and cheeks red from alcohol and crying, she looked so vulnerable , so unlike sarada.

I pulled away a little so she could meet my eyes

''do you want to go home or to stay here?''

''home'' her voice was bad cause of the screaming and crying.

I stood up and extended my hand , she took it and I pulled her up ,she was still weak on her legs, I put my arm around her and she leaned in.

We walked to her house at 2 a.m , she was still leaning in towards me.

''thanks boruto''

I chuckled ''of course''

''why were you drunk?'' I have to know , sarada knows that alcohol is not the solution

''I wanted to forget, what happened ''

I tightened my hold on her

When we arrived auntie opened the door before I knocked , uncle was standing next to her , Sarada immediately jumped on uncle.

''papa, papa'' he put his arm around her.

I smiled '' I better be going now''

''thank you boruto'' said auntie.

I smiled and headed home.

Sarada pov

I couldn't let go of papa, he carried me upstairs , mama was behind us, he put me down on my bed, but I wouldn't let go.

''please don't go, both of you''

''I felt mama's hand on my back , and papa was still holding me to his chest.

I'm home, I'm safe.