''He had an explosive right under our feet , if we moved , half the team wouldn't have made it , so I came with him in exchange of letting my teammates go.''
They were looking at me with concerned eyes .
''he tied my hands and legs with chakra depleting ropes '' they looked at my wrists that were covered with cuts from the rope.
''and he took me to a hideout , he covered my eyes so I didn't see were where we , and he locked me in a dark small room , that reeked of blood, he left me alone for a couple of hours then came back , he asked me about you're weaknesses and konoha's defenses , I wouldn't answer so, he started hitting me'' I unconsciously put my hand on my cheek where he landed the first blow .
''he spent the first day like that punching and slapping and kicking'' I could feel all the pain I felt that day in one second , I shivered a little Boruto moved but I raised a hand to stop him , he sat down again.
''the next day , he continued , but when he got tired of me , he grabbed a kunai and positioned it on my neck , but then a twisted smirk was on his face , he got off me, threw the kunai away , and took of my jacket and tore off my shirt , he removed his belt , he kicked me so I turned my back to him and he—'' I couldn't finish , my throat was too tight.
''Sarada you don't have to say anymore'' mama said , she wanted to get close to me but she knew I wanted my distance, I ignored the burning sensation on my back and continued.
''When he finished I wouldn't tell him anything so he climbed over me a-and , he kissed my neck and touched my breasts'' I put my hands over my eyes , I couldn't look at them anymore.
'' When he reached to get my pants , I head butted him , he was surprised so I could move my head and grab the kunai by my mouth that was thrown away earlier , I sliced my ropes and killed him by throwing the kunai at his head.''
'' I took painkillers to numb the pain when we came back , I left my team and went to train , hoping that training will make me forget , but it didn't, so I tried getting drunk , that worked for a while but it didn't last , I could still feel his hands on me , so I went to Boruto next hoping to erase his trail ,but he refused to take advantage of me , so he took me home instead, and that's why I'm breaking down in front of you now.''
I was hyperventilating , my skin was clammy and everything became a blur , they rushed to me , mama was holding a glass in front of my mouth , it tasted bad , but it calmed me down , I rested my head on Boruto's chest , I was dozing off, he carried me to my room and laid me down on my bed, he tried to move away but I grabbed him.
''stay'' my voice weak.
He looked up , towards my parents, they probably gave him permission since he climbed in next to me , his hand was on my head pulling me towards him , the other tracing the scars on my back through my shirt.
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I woke up it was night , I was still sleepy ,I must have slept for more than 10 hours.
Boruto was sitting on a chair half asleep.
''Hey'' I muttered.
''Hey'' he moved to sit on the bed.
''you could sleep next to me.'' I offered.
''I would , but I don't want to be murdered by your dad in my sleep.''
I smiled a little.
We just sat in silence, guilt was eating me.
''Boruto , I'm sorry''
''for what?'' he was confused.
''He touched me'' I said in a low voice , I looked away from him.
He put his hands gently on my face .
''Listen , don't you ever think like that , it wasn't your fault that happened.''
I raised my hands and pulled him down by the collar , his lips were brushing mine , he didn't lean in , he didn't want to scare me, so I pushed down , and his lips crashed into mine , I kissed him more deeply , and our tongues fought for dominance , but he pulled away quickly.
''your mother has been checking on you every hour.''
''oh''
Although I have her blessings to do these things , I doubt she wouldn't mind Boruto kissing me in my current state.