A month of sexual tension is very hard , especially since I'm seeing Sarada every day , but I have to bear it , since I could tell that every time I took it farther than kissing she'd tense up, I guess she isn't ready yet.

Auntie told me that Sarada is sleeping well and that the nightmares are a lot less frequent than before, and she's training with uncle daily, she's just like before .

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I have lunch with Boruto today , of course ramen , i didn't like ramen very much before we became a team , but ever since then I grew to love it.

I looked for my parents , but they already left ,they've been extra protective lately, especially mama , she's been sleeping beside me , until I told her to stop and that I'm fine, and papa was smiling and joking around more than usual , in an attempt to cheer me up, and Boruto , well he's the reason of my problem, a month of only kissing is torture .

My thoughts were interrupted when the voice of chou-chou came from behind me.

''Hey Sarada wait up''

''hey''

''there's a new dango stand , wanna try it?'' she's been at my side a lot lately.

''sure'' I have an hour before I have to meet boruto.

She's looking at me like she's expecting something.

''don't you wanna ask me something?'' she said

I knew what she wanted , but I decided to mess with her.

''how's your mom?'' I said with a smirk.

She growled.

''jerk''

I laughed '' okay , how're you and mitsuki?''

''well since you're so curious , yesterday we've done it.''

I was stunned I didn't expect that.

We sat in silence for a moment before I talked.

''well, is he good?'' I'm curious.

''he's awesome'' she answered with a blush.

''okay , I have a very important question to ask you''

''what?''

''is it true that he can stretch every part of his body?'' I love messing with her.

''Sarada you bitch!''

''hahaha''

''but yes it is true'' she continued.

''chou-chou! I didn't really need to know that!''

''now it's my turn to laugh'' after a minute she asked '' so what is going on between you and Boruto ,have you done it yet?''

My smile turned into a frown then.

''what's wrong?'' she looked worried.

''chou-chou, let's go to your house , I want to tell you something in private.''

''emm okay.''

We got up to her room , I got in and took my shirt off while she closed the door, she turned around to find me shirtless.

''wow Sarada , I'm so sorry , but I'm with mitsuki , and although you are really sexy I'm just not into that kinda of stuf—''

''OH, GET YOUR HEAD OUT OF THE GUTTER!'' she is not making this easy.

''ohh thank god , why the hell did you take off your shirt?''

I took a deep breath and turned around so she could see my back, I heard her gasp.

''Sarada, did he do this to you?''

''yeah''

''THAT MOTHERFUCKER!''

''very ladylike chou''

''oh shut up!''

She got close to me and touched one of the scars.

''god , does it hurt?''

''Mama healed them so not anymore.''

She came in front of me and pulled me in for a hug, I hugged her back.

''Am I still sexy?'' I was joking with her.

''of course you're still sexy , those scars make you even sexier!''

I chuckled, and she smiled.

''wait is that bastard ignoring you because of those ?!''

''what? No chou, it's just that I'm afraid that he won't find me attractive anymore when he sees them.'' I said while looking at the ground.

''sarada'' she said softly.

''I think you're worrying too much , Boruto might be an asshole , but he's not that kind of guy.''

I laughed ''you think?''

She laughed too.

''I better be going , Boruto's waiting for me ''

''yeah see ya.''

I had lunch with boruto, and we went for a walk , he was talking but I couldn't focus , all I could focus on were his lips , so I stopped and turned to look at him.

We just looked at each other , he seemed to get the message since he pulled me into a nearby ally and pushed me on a wall , we kissed passionately , until we both couldn't breath.

He looked at me while panting.

''my parents are at work and boro has a sleepover''I told him , he was surprised , but I couldn't take it any longer.

Suddenly we were in my room , and I was on the bed , and all I could feel were boruto's lips on my neck , his hands were on my back , I moved my hands from his hair to his shirt , I pulled it off.

He got off me and put his hands on my shirt , he wanted to get it off, but he looked at me as if asking permission, I nodded , and he pulled it off along with my bra, he started kissing all around my neck then my breasts , then my stomach , I arched my back upwards , I love this, I love him, he pulled away , I thought he was going to pull my pants down but instead he tried to turn me around, but I tensed and he felt it.

''what's wrong?'' he said as rubbed my cheek.

''just please don't.''

''what?'' he was confused.

''my back , don't look at my back'' I said , my tone pleading.

He looked at me for a second.

''why sasa?''

''the scars , they're ugly'' I said in a low voice.

''I don't care if their ugly, turn around.''he flipped over so fast I yelped .

I braced myself for the worst , maybe he will just leave without saying anything , or he would tell me to my face that my body is ugly, but none of that happened , instead I felt a wet kiss on the back of my neck , his hands were tracing the scars ,he kissed them , one by one.

''I love you'' he said.

''and I will always find you beautiful no matter what happens'' he turned me around and looked at me ,I felt a connection i never felt before, I pulled him in for a kiss ,he pulled away and kissed my ear .

''besides , those scars are really badass.''

I unbuckled his pants , lowered his boxers too , he was rock hard , I felt him slip a hand in my underwear and he started rubbing my sensitive nub , I felt I was close and I pushed him away.

''I'm ready'' he looked confused for a sec , but he got it.

''you sure?''

''yeah'' cause you are the love of my life.

He pulled my pants and panties off ,and took a condom from his pocket.

''no , I will take a pill'' the pill is safer , and a condom might lessen his pleasure.

''ok''

He positioned his cock in front of my entrance , and he entered slowly , and suddenly there was a burning pain in my lower body.

''ahh''

''you okay?''

''yeah, this is normal'' goddammit I didn't know it hurts this much.

''there's blood coming out'' he said worriedly.

''normal''

He waited for me to nod until he moved again, the pain was still there but it was being dominated by pleasure.

He put his hands on either side of my head , and sucked at my breasts , he got faster , god this is this amazing.

''you're so tight'' he muttered.

''harder ''I said.

We were groaning and moaning in sync , a burning sensation I have never felt in this intensity culminating in my stomach.

''you close?'' he asked between groans

''yeah , just a little more''

He put my legs on his shoulders and buried his head in the crook of my neck.

''harder, harder.'' I felt like burning

'' Fuck,I'm gonna cu— BORUTO!''

I couldn't finish my sentence since waves of pleasure engulfed me , I pulled at his hair.

''AHHHH''

''fuck, fuck, fuck''

He let out a loud groan and fell on me .

As the effect of the orgasm left me , I laid down on the bed with boruto on top of me, we stayed like that for who knows how long.

He pulled away and looked at me.

''Imagine your dad walking in on us''

''Imagine mama walking in on us'' that would be an even bigger disaster.

''well better than saboro.''

'''at least I would tell saboro that we're wrestling''

''yeah , a match between the biggest and the tightest things on earth ''

''hahaha, your only 6.5 inches.''

'it's still big''

''I've seen bigger'' I didn't realize that came out of my mouth until I said it.

''what!?''

''well you see, during my training with your dad, he taught the reverse sexy jutsu.''

''hehe, admit it , you're a pervert!''

''am not''

''are to''

''says the guy that has a porn stash under his bed.''

''says the girl that transforms into a naked guy!''

We stayed silent for a while then we laughed.

''we just made love , and we are arguing who is the bigger pervert.'' He said.

We made love , we didn't have sex , we didn't fuck, we made love.

My cell rang, I picked it up, it was mama.

''hey honey .''

''hi mama''

'' i wanted to ask you if the anxiety attacks stopped?''

''yeah, they stopped.'' About a week ago , I stopped panicking randomly.

''okay then , I will be home in about five minutes see you.''

She hung up.

I put the cell on the desk , she probably wanted to know if she should pick up anxiety pills from the hospital , I wonder what's for dinner tonight , I will ask her when she comes home after 5 minutes , now four.

''BORUTO!'' shit,mama is going to be here in 4 minutes

''get dressed quick!''

''wow okay sarada'' he said as he put on his boxers.

''what's the hurry?''

''Mama is going to be here in 3 minutes ,come on'' I said as I tossed him his shirt.

I put on my house shirt and my pants , and went to the mirror to check my neck, the last thing I need is a hickey , good no hickeys.

I looked at the clock , one minute.

I grabbed him and tidied up his hair, he raised his brow.

''you're my boyfriend , you have to look presentable .'' I said while sticking my tongue out.

I finished and pushed him towards the window, he stopped and crashed his lips on mine, I couldn't resist so we pulled apart when mama opened the front door.

''go,go!''

''love you'' he said as he jumped from the window.

I sighed , I grabbed a pill and swallowed it, so I don't forget later.

I walked out of my room and grabbed an apple from the groceries mama brought.

''Sarada you're glowing today.''

''hehe, a good nights sleep I guess'' or good sex.

''oh okay then.''

She moved to go out of the kitchen

Mission make love without mama noticing accomplished.

''oh and Sarada don't forget to take the pill and tell Boruto he should train in masking his chakra.''

My face turned red.

Mission make love without mama noticing failed.