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I am SO SORRY i haven't been online and updated my stories cause I've been focusing on me trying to get better and all that but i have some really good news.
I'M WALKING! Well not actually walking but i have officially started doing it with the help of Linley, (My physiotherapist) and the support bars, i can walk little bits. Yes it hurts but i'm actually proud that i have made it this far. I'm still in the chair but i can walk little bits around the house and that but it's progress. Anyway here's Chapter 10!
The next morning Tori woke up with a headache and snuggled down into Beck's chest trying to ignore the pain and go back to sleep. While Tori was tossing and turning trying to ignore the pain. Beck woke up and lifted himself up onto his elbows.
"Hey are you OK?" He asked and started rubbing his hand over her arm.
"Kinda, i have a headache." She whimpered and Beck got out of bed and over to her bag and pulled out Tylenol and her medication and walked back over with a water bottle.
"Here take these." he said and handed them over and sat on the edge of the bed near her legs and stroked them. After she took them, Beck grabbed the bottle and placed it on the bed side table and sat closer to her and started stroking her hair.
"You feeling OK now?"
"Yeah, just throbs."
"Well this is what happens when you work for almost 10 hours without food and without medication. You need to look after yourself more Tori. You always look out for other people and their care before your own." Beck explained with concern in his voice.
"I know, but I've basically been taking care of everyone since my mum died. My dad was a drunk wreck, Rose was too young to understand anything and my grandparents lost their only daughter and were a wreck. I haven't even had time to take care of myself cause i was too busy taking care of everyone else and asking if they were OK, and they all didn't ask how i was coping cause i was apparently i was a cold heart bitch, who didn't even care about any of my family." Tori sobbed and started bawling her eyes out. She turned into her pillow and Beck gently pulled at her shoulders and gently lifted her up onto his lap and cradled her against his chest while Tori cried. Tori was still bawling, but now she was shaking and sobbing really hard.
"Tori, Tori you need to calm down or your gonna get sick." Beck said and started to rock her back and forth trying to calm her down. Tori started calming down a little bit and then shot out of Beck's lap and sprinted to the bathroom. She quickly ra over to the toilet and threw up. Beck followed her and crouched down next to her and with 1 hand pulled her hair back and the other started rubbing her back. When she was done, she collapsed on the wall and dry heaved while she tried to catch her breathe. Beck got up and grabbed a glass and filled it with water and then got a face cloth and wetted it and headed back over. He put the wash cloth on her neck and gave her the glass to rince her mouth out.
"I'm sorry you had to see that Beck."
"Hey it's OK, it happens to the best of us." Tori smiled a little bit and tried to get up but failed. Beck gracefully picked her up and carried her to her bed.
"You can go downstairs to your family you know." Tori said weakly.
"I know but i can't go down there when you're like this so i'm staying." Tori smiled and then closed her eyes and slept while Beck looked at her soft carefree face.
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Tori slept for about 2 hours before she woke up again and saw Beck just walking into her room.
"Hey where did you go?" Asked Tori groggily.
"TORI!" Yelled Rose as she ran into the room.
"Hey Rose, how are you today?" Asked Tori as she sat up and picked Rose up and placed her on her lap.
"Beck said you were sick. So i came to cheer you up!" Rose said excitedly.
"Well thanks to you i am feeling a lot better." Tori said and smiled at Rose before giving her a hug. Toir then lip synced 'thankyou' to Beck and he replied 'you're welcome' When they were finished hugging Rose was telling Tori all about Maddy's party and how she wanted one like that. This conversation went on for hours before Lisa walked in.
"Hey Tori how are you feeling?" She asked.
"I'm OK, i had a bit of a headache but i'm fine now."
"That's good to hear. Well Breakfast is ready if you want to come down and eat. Beck why don't you take Rose down to Breakfast while i talk to Tori." Lisa said in a nice way instead of 'Beck get out so i can talk to Tori.'
"OK i will see you guys down there. Come on Rose, i think Maddy is already down there." Said Beck and left the room with a energetic Rose behind him. Lisa walked over to the bed and sat on the edge of the bed and sigh.
"Tori, i got a phone call from Miami from your dad. He told me about the wedding and that he wants you and Rose to go up there and meet your 'new mum'."
"Well that's not gonna happen. I trusted him when mum died and he blew it by not telling me what happened."
"Is this because he didn't tell you that he had a fiance?"
"No, it's everything else! When i was in hospital he wasn't there. When i had to get a job just to support myself in school, he wasn't there. He has NEVER been there for me, Rose or mum."
"Tori, these things happen in life and i'm not saying that you have to forgive him, but you need to make an effort."
"I know that but. I don't really want a new mum."
"Why?" "Because i'm worried that i'm gonna go back to my old habits. When Dad left i blamed it on him and mum and i changed into a cold heart bitch who didn't care about anyone but herself. Now that i'm here, back from Miami for 3 years, i don't wanna go back. Yes i had friends up there but i have friends here and i also have someone who cares for me and are friends with me just because they accepted me for who i am." Tori said with a slight tear rolling down her face.
"Tori, just by meeting you on that night, i knew you were special and different from everyone else cause you, my dear, have fire in you that never goes out because you are a fighter. You have been through so much in your life that many teenagers should go through. Now this is my advice to you about this whole thing. I think that you should follow your heart and see where it takes you. I know you probably don't wanna admit it but somewhere in you there is still a little bit of love in there for your dad. I think you should just go for a 24-48 hour trip just to see what she's like. OK."
"OK, thank you Lisa." Tori said and hugged Lisa and Lisa hugged back.
"No problem my dear. Now how about we go downstairs and eat some breakfast." Tori smiled and got out of bed and dressed in simple black sweatpants with a white tank top with a loose open button shirt over the top with a pair of black high tops and headed downstairs.
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So i hoped you enjoyed this chapter! Also i wanted Tori and Lisa to have a mother daughter bond since Lisa is like a mother figure to everybody. Anyway i hope you enjoyed it and before i go i want to say a MASSIVE THANK YOU to all you beautiful people out there that have followed/reviewed and supported me through my hard time this year. So THANK YOU! YOU GUYS ROCK!
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