Dear guys,

I still can't believe you're gone. That's what I always tell myself, it's too painful thinking otherwise. Mr. Shibazaki is taking care of me for now. He doesn't really care I don't talk. I wonder if I'll ever talk again

-Lisa

Hey Nine,

We found you're IPod at that graveyard. It's a miracle that it still works. Remember when you shared your music with me? That was nice. I like listening to it now, it's a way to remember you. I'm sorry for always screwing up your plans. I'm thankful for every day you let me stay with you guys. It's alright if I call you my friend, right?

Your Friend, Lisa

Good morning guys,

I managed to go to school today. Those bullies didn't lay a hand on me, don't worry. I knew if they did, Kururin would protect me. I always carry him around in my bag. I feel braver with him, like back then when I jumped out of buildings. It's still hard, it's so hard just waking up. But I don't want to join you yet, so just wait for me, please.

Sincerely, Lisa

SOS Twelve,

God, I miss you and Nine so much. I thought I was moving on but all I can do is cry. Why did you abandon me? Why did you give me hope? It hurt just as much, getting attached to you. Why'd you have to hold my hand then? Why did I have to enjoy it so much? I remember thinking I might like you, that lazy smile and the way I didn't feel broken around you. I don't know what to do, I'm drowning and now you can't just whisk me away. I feel like I'm dying.

Don't go, Lisa

Hey guys,

Sorry for complaining so much. I guess it doesn't matter though, you can't hear me anymore. A year's gone by, can you believe it? My hair is longer, I'm thinking of growing it out. It still hurts, there's not a day I don't miss you, but I'm getting by. I'll survive, though it will be difficult. It's amazing to see how you've changed Tokyo. Nine, you must be so happy to be remembered like this.

Can I tell you a secret? I sometimes pretend I'm talking to you, though you're dead. But Mr. Shibazaki said people live on in the hearts of others. So it's like you guys never left, right? There's this girl I've met though, she smart, nowhere near as smart as you two though. I like her, she could be a friend. I hope you don't think I'm betraying you, it's not like that at all. But I need to move on, despite how much it hurts.

I love you two, I'll never forget you, cause I know you'll live on in me. So this isn't goodbye, only see you later,

Lisa