"There was no point in saying that." I spoke to Maxon who was just asking me to stay with him.
I couldn't even felt the touch of his fingers on my arms. I suddenly felt like I was hovering in air but still on the ground and in no time I was flying in the air. Was I flying? No…probably, too light weighted. I don't know but when I looked beneath, I could see Maxon and Daniel and underneath I saw myself too.
HOLY CRAP…!
That was my body.
I was here.
How could….
This was making me feel sick or perhaps nothing because now I didn't feel anything. I saw my dead body and it grew paler than ever. I tried to cry but the tears didn't come up. I looked at myself up and down and I saw that I had no feet. I could not walk on anything and the only medium I had was air. I felt like I was in the space or on any other planet where there was no gravity.
I pushed myself toward Maxon and touched his arm.
OH MY GOD… this was the most frightening thing. My arm passed through his and he didn't even look at me or to his arm at once. So, it had to be true.
I could not keep myself in denial. This all was actually true and I had to admit it and even others had to do it too.
I WAS DEAD!
Yeah, this was the truth. I was actually DEAD. And which means that no matter how hard Maxon tries to wake me up, it was all in vain. I wish I could just go and tell him all that I wanted to confess. I looked at him and tears were rushing down his cheeks endlessly. His face was whole red and it seemed like he was suffering from a disease that was killing him too. I couldn't see Maxon in this condition. I looked up to Daniel and he went out of the room in no time leaving my corpse and Maxon alone. Maxon didn't even know that I was just near him. And there was no way I could signal him.
I wasn't able to touch him or touch anything because everything just passed through me. Whatever I said just felt like I was shouting in the vacuum and no one could hear it. So, obviously, there was no way I could express it by speaking or by writing.
Whoa…wait.
What did I say?
Writing… probably, there was a way. I wanted Maxon to read the notebook which I felt with whatever I wanted to tell him and was in my heart. It was right here. The book was in my hands. Maxon just needed to have a look and that was when he looked at the book. He took it gently and opened the first page….
The door slammed open and my maids entered along with the king and queen….
My maids were in tears. I saw that Lucy was incontrollable.
"I heard Prince Daniel shooting at miss." She spoke weeping hard.
With this, Maxon closed the book without even glancing at it and kept it there and rushed outside the room. Queen Amberly tried to stop him but he didn't listen to anyone.
I knew where he was rushing to….
He ran downstairs with as much speed he could generate and to an unusual entrance. He went towards a room and stood there silently. The voices could be heard clearly.
"You did a great deal, man. I am proud of you." I could hear Daniel speaking. I was pretty sure that this was him.
I heard laughing sounds too.
Maxon pushed the door so hard that it slammed to the wall and generated a thudding sound which startled Daniel and….
OH GOD…I could see Jade and Shane standing over there. Was he talking to them? Of course…there wasn't anyone else in here.
That means…there were his men and he ordered them to kidnap me. How creepy he was.
Now the word hatred was also not suitable for him. I wish there was something else worse than that.
He looked startled and idiotic in front of Maxon's good looks. I could see Maxon's hand turning into a fist and the veins were bulging out of his biceps. He stood there fixing his gaze on Daniel.
He went towards him and Daniel instantly took steps backward. Maxon punched him in the nose and it was so hard that when I saw Daniel his nose was bleeding and he looked funny and comical than ever.
Maxon didn't stop and kept punching him. Daniel fell on the ground and used his hands to defense himself but unable to stop the strong, powerful punches filled with anger.
Maxon was panting but he didn't stop. Daniel tried to punch him back but he wasn't able to do that. Then something happened….
Maxon was losing control.
He kept on punching him but it seemed like he was mechanized. He kept punching him hard in the face and wanting to break every bone in his body. His anger seemed endless like he will stop only by killing him. But he stood up in about twenty minutes and walked out of the room. Daniel kept lying there on the ground with his hands covering his face. Maxon walked out and he was sweating. He walked fast towards an empty room and closed it from inside. And that was when he started crying. The tears kept coming down….
I wish I could stop them. At least, tell him that I was right beside him.
He seemed so powerful but now it seemed like all his strength was drained out of him. He opened the gate and went out. I couldn't figure out what he was up to and he went upstairs again. He entered through the crowd and took the notebook that was lying near me. All the people who were there tried to stop him again but he seemed like he had gone numb. I saw Queen Amberly sitting next to my corpse. My maids were also there and all the other selection girls. They all were crying.
He went through the crowd again and looked at the notebook. He brought it close to his face and then to his chest. I couldn't stop myself from smiling. Even, when I had gone out of his life, he was giving importance to the things that belonged to me. He held the notebook with so tight grip that he might lose it too. He flung his door open and sat on his bed. He opened the notebook and read the first line.
