Violetta

I woke up to a completely silent house. I didn't hear a single sound. I felt Mason wake up underneath me.

"Good morning, lovely."

I propped myself up on my elbow, "I'm sorry."

"For what?"

I motioned to my wrist

"Ah. Don't worry about it. You didn't know what else to do." He kissed me once.

"After last night, I'm in a surprisingly good mood."

He smiled, "That's good."

"I am going to have a shower before I lie back down and stay in bed all day."

He nodded and watched me walked to the bathroom.

I took the bandage off and showered quickly. The blood leaked from it again and I didn't know how to wrap it back up properly.

"Uh, Mas? Do you know how to put a bandage on?"

"Nope. I'll get Esme or Carlisle."

"No! Don't. Leave them."

I walked into the bedroom and was startled by a knock on the door. He opened it.

"I heard my assistance was needed." Carlisle spoke softly.

Mason stepped out of the way and Carlisle walked in. He walked straight to me and took the bandage. He wrapped it up quicker than Esme had. Years of practise I guess.

"Is that too tight?"

I shook my head.

He put the second clip across it and stared at me for a second.

"Dad—"

"No." He cut me off. "Don't apologise."

I threw my arms around him and buried my head in his shoulder, "I didn't mean to upset you."

"It was always going to upset me, Letty."

"But you called me Letty."

"I'm not angry or upset with you. I'm angry and upset with myself."

"Don't be."

"I should have noticed the signs earlier. I should have done something about it the same time I first noticed the scars on your wrists."

Jasper walked through the room. I stared at him as he walked passed me. "Good morning." He nodded.

I stared as he went into my bathroom. He knelt down and opened the cupboards. He removed everything that could be used as a self-harming object and put them in a bag he brought with him.

"What are you doing?"

"I'm taking these at Esme's request."

"I don't—no, I'm not going to argue." I turned back to Carlisle, "I am really sorry, daddy."

He kissed my head. "I have to take you to a professional…"

"What? No."

"I have to."

"No you don't. Please? It's not like it's an addiction. I can stop any time I want."

"I know that, but the problem arises when you don't want to stop."

"Dad please, I'll be better."

"You can't just be better, Let. You need support."

"Family support is all I need."

"Violetta—"

"Please?" I cut him off. "Don't make me do that."

"This would be a lot easier if you cooperated."

"It is killing me to say no to you after what I did last night, but I can't do that. Last time I saw a professional I almost blew our entire secret."

"I didn't think about that…"

"I studied it…" Jasper said as he walked back through the room and left through the open door.

"That's true. Jasper studied counselling and therapy." Carlisle said. "And he already knows our secret, believe it or not."

I failed to hold my smile back, "Really? I would never have guessed."

Carlisle hugged me again, "I love you, baby girl. Please remember that."

"I love you daddy."

I knew he was smiling, but I decided not to tell him to stop. It was good that he was still smiling.

"Don't worry about a human, you can speak to Jasper. He doesn't do anything else, so I'm sure he will always be available. If you really want to make him happy, you can ask if you can talk to him just before Alice forces him to go shopping with her."

I laughed, "I'll keep that in mind."

"Please come to one of us before this happens again." He lifted my bandaged wrist. "Or anything worse."

"I'm not suicidal."

He stared at me for a second before kissing my cheek and walked out of the room, nodding to Mason. He didn't believe it, and frankly, I didn't either right now. Maybe I was. What does it mean when you constantly think about your own death? Or what it would do to others. I often thought about what Carlisle and Esme would do if I died. It was never a good outcome in my head. Ruined marriage, leaving their children, their own death. There were so many possibilities. Maybe they wouldn't be affected at all.

"Bullshit!" Edward called up. I rolled my eyes and walked over to Mason. I kissed him once and left the room so he could shower.

I walked into the living room where they all sat. The Cullen's, the Denali's, Jacob, Leah and Seth.

"Hey!" Emmett greeted my cheerfully.

Hey?" I replied questioningly.

"I'm trying to make you feel less awkward about it. Help me out here." He said.

"Oh…hey!" I said with more enthusiasm.

"There you go!" He laughed. "That was terrible but it was a good start. It will be my job from now on to make you think more positively."

"Okay, good luck with that." I smiled uncomfortably and sat down.

"Emmett you're freaking her out." Rosalie joked.

"She loves me." He smirked.

"Hey, Vi. I'm sorry about what I said. That really isn't me. I was just really aggravated. Jacob and I have been fighting recently so I'm a little impatient lately." Renesmee said.

"I find it so fascinating how you say that comfortablly in front of an audience…" I said.

"Well they're always around, so I've learnt to just block them out."

"Called it…" Carlisle said quietly to Esme, Bella and Edward. They laughed and Esme nudged Carlisle.

"Called what?" Renesmee asked.

"Nothing." The 4 of them said. "Nothing at all…" Carlisle added, opening his book back up.

"That was sort of dramatic…" I said.

"That's what I was going for."

Mason kissed my cheek from behind and walked around the couch, sitting beside me. I thought of something really funny to say to him, so I texted him, not wanting the others to hear it.

He cracked up into laughter as he read it. I tried to conceal my own laugh and settled for a smirk. I glanced at Edward as he smiled and shook his head.

"I hate secrets." Bella said quietly to herself.

Esme turned to Carlisle, "Mason asked if he had to leave the door open last night when he laid with Vi. Do we have a rule for that?"

"How about they just don't be alone together at all?"

I snickered, "I will follow that if you do."

"Okay, so not that then…" He smirked.

"Don't make a sexual joke. That will be majorly uncomfortable."

"I was going to but I couldn't think of a good one."

Esme laughed to herself before she whispered quiet enough to him that I didn't hear. He broke into laughter and stared at her.

"Esme!" Edward stressed with a disgusted look on his face.

"I want to hear!" Emmett said.

"When you're older." Esme smirked.

Edward got his phone out, and within a second Emmett was laughing his arse off. "No! Esme you can't do that!"

"Edward!" She scolded jokingly.

Then everyone else's phone went off. Emmett had forwarded it to everyone in the room. I checked mine. "Oh my god that is disgusting…"

Mason struggled to keep his laugh in.

"And that it why we don't tell Emmett anything…" Esme said to Edward.

"I have to admit, I'm not sorry…" He said.

Everyone was laughing now, and it was a comforting sound. I hadn't really affected anyone last night, and that was good.

I got another text. I checked it hesitantly.

"We're all just trying to move passed it. We talked about it last night and decided it was best for everyone if we forgot about it."

I read it twice and looked up at Edward. I nodded in agreement. I held my phone out to Mason as he looked over my shoulder.

"She's already showing him her messages." Emmett said.

"She's got nothing to hide. I don't remember you ever showing me your messages willingly." Rosalie said.

"I had like 3 side chicks okay?"

"Please Emmett; there is no way you could get that many women." Jacob smirked.

"You want to bet? Let's have a guy's night tonight and we'll see who can reach 3 chicks numbers the first. No cheating."

"Done." Jacob said. "Wait, do you care?"

"As long as you don't call them." Renesmee replied.

"Who's in?" Emmett asked.

"Yep." Edward smirked.

Jasper agreed as well as Garrett.

"I'm only 16, so nah." Seth laughed.

"You can get the numbers at school?" Emmett mocked.

"He could get 5 numbers in 3 minutes on the reservation…" Leah said.

"Oh, we got a lady killer over here." I smirked. I looked at Mason, "You can go with them if you want."

"With Seth or Emmett?"

"Either." I laughed.

"Yeah Mas, I bet you can't beat me." Jacob egged him on.

"Fine, I'm in. You're going down."

"Eleazar, Carlisle, you in?" Jasper asked.

Eleazar shook his head.

"Awe, yes he is." Carmen said.

"This folks is the first time in history where a woman will encourage her husband to pick up other women's numbers, without the intention of murdering the women." Edward laughed.

"I'll come but I'm not getting numbers." Eleazar said.

"Carlisle, come on man." Emmett encouraged.

He glanced at me. "I would be looking at your wife first…" I smiled.

"She already told me to go."

"She'll be with me." Esme whispered, "And I'll watch her this time."

"Fine, I'm in." Carlisle said.

"Yeah!" Emmett and Jasper cheered and high fived.

"We're getting our nails done." Rosalie said.

"And getting hella drunk." Alice added.

"Preach it." Tanya smirked.

I smiled and looked at Mason.

"They won't let you drink." He said.

"I've got Esme wrapped around my finger."

Carlisle stared at Esme.

"I'm not saying a thing until you're gone…" She said to him.

"You're going to let her drink?"

"Why not?"

He rolled his eyes. "Fine."