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Violetta
We were all sitting in a circle in the clearing we had claimed as our baseball field. I was lying down with my head resting in Mason's lap.
"You know, Esme seemed to have to pull Carlisle away. Isn't the guy meant to be more into it?" Emmett asked.
"Not necessarily…" Mason said quietly, raising his eyebrows at me.
They all looked at us and I felt my cheeks flush, "Oh, I am going to rip you into pieces next time you embarrass me…" I smiled.
He laughed and brushed a few strands of hair from my face.
"Well, I mean, Rose and I are normally equally into it, but I don't think I've ever seen a female more interested rather than a male…"
"Carmen and Eleazar." Tanya said, "Carmen is always more into it. Well, when it's suggested in front us she is. I can't say I know about Eleazar behind closed doors…"
Emmett and Jasper looked at each other and laughed, "We never thought Carlisle could be even remotely experimental in bed…but we were wrong." Emmett laughed.
"How do you know that?" Kate asked.
They looked at each other, still laughing, "Well, I walked in on them once, completely on accident, I didn't realise anyone was home…" Emmett said.
"There was that time you set up a camera in their room." Jasper brought up.
I sat up, "That's beyond sickening…"
"No, it wasn't to watch them do it." Emmett laughed, "They were arguing all the time and I thought it was because of us, so I set up a camera in the room to catch the argument the next time it came up, it just happened to be when they made up…"
I shook my head, "That's so gross. Why wouldn't you turn it off as soon as you saw it coming?"
"Well, Jasper and Edward were with me, and we all wanted to see how tamed Carlisle was in bed. Not very, apparently…he certainly knows how to please Esme, and she's a lot wilder than you could imagine…"
"Oh, too much information." I covered my ears. "They're my parents."
"I'm just saying…"
"How wild are you, Vi?" Rosalie smirked.
I shook my head at her. Mason cleared his throat and I glanced at him as he looked at Rosalie and held his arms out as far as they went, showing that I was very wild, according to him.
I grabbed his arms and forced them down as they all laughed. "Pieces." I reminded.
"It must be genetic…" Alice joked.
"But she's not related to Esme biologically…" Jasper said.
"I don't think this is relevant to anything and we should drop the subject." I said, glancing at Carmen and Eleazar, who were now sort of second parents.
Tanya's phone sounded and she glanced down at the message, trying to hide her smile.
"Long distance. It sucks, huh?" Bella asked.
"We're not dating." Tanya denied.
"Liar." Edward smirked.
She smiled at him and couldn't stop her small giggle.
"Phone sex?" Emmett asked.
"Believe it or not, Emmett, sex isn't the only thing involved in a relationship." Tanya said.
"That didn't answer the question…" He smirked.
"They've tried it." Edward answered for her.
"If you're not going to stay out of my head, you could at least keep your knowledge to yourself."
"Sorry, I don't work that way…" He smirked at her.
"You're not going to work any way soon, after I tear you to shreds."
He made an 'o' with his mouth before he grinned and laughed.
"Maybe I'll just snap your dick off."
"Harsh…" Bella said quietly.
"He can wear a strap on." She laughed.
"Does anyone else thing it's weird that Carlisle is like, 370 years old, but his dick still works?" Emmett asked, looking into the distance.
"Why are you always thinking about them and their sexual lives?" Leah asked.
"I think he has a fetish…" Renesmee said.
"Yes, a Carlisle and Esme fetish." He laughed.
"Do you ever think that literally everyone who is in love has a fetish? Like, they're completely obsessed, fixated on their partner…" Mason said.
"How high are you?" I laughed.
"6 foot, why?"
"Oh my god." I laughed, as did everyone else.
"What?" He asked.
"I meant, how high are you on drugs, not your height."
"Oh…I'm not on drugs?"
I took a deep breath, "I was joking, hun."
"I'm so confused." He said.
"Clearly…" Bella smiled.
"Vi, how tall are you?" Renesmee asked.
"I don't know, 5'4" maybe." I shrugged my shoulders.
"I'm 5'6"." Renesmee said.
"But you look like an adult, not 15 years old."
She smiled, "I still win…"
"Fine." I rolled my eyes and smiled.
"It's been 4 and a half hours…" Tanya said.
"Why are you rushing?" Garrett asked.
"No reason."
"Alistair is coming down." Edward smirked, "And he'll be here in an hour…"
"Ah, you want to shower and get changed into something extremely attractive for him…" Alice smirked, "I can help you with that."
"And your hair!" Rosalie said excitedly. "Oh, we're going to dress you up, he won't know who he's looking at." She stood up. "Let's go!"
When we reached the back door, I stopped and turned to Edward, "Are they done?"
"Yes." He laughed
"Are you positive?"
The door opened from behind me and I jumped. I turned around and saw Carlisle standing at the door. "He's positive."
Everyone laughed. "Sorry…" I smiled and looked down to hide it.
"What are you sorry for?" Carlisle asked.
"I don't know, I just felt like I should say it…" I smiled at him.
He shook his head and walked away, letting us inside.
Tanya, Alice and Rosalie went straight upstairs, not greeting Esme as they passed her.
"What are they doing?" She asked.
"Dressing Tanya up. Alistair will be here in an hour." Jasper said. He paused before he sat, "Is this couch safe?"
I tried to supress my laugh as I sat down on the ground.
"Yes, Jasper. The couch is safe." Carlisle nodded, slightly embarrassed.
"We kept it in the bedroom this time…" Esme said.
"You didn't have another camera set up, did you?" Edward asked Emmett.
"Dude! Shut up, they didn't know!" Emmett exclaimed.
"Oh no…" I said quietly as Mason sat at my side, leaning back on his hands, one of which was on the other side of me.
"What?" Esme asked Emmett. Anger sparked in her eyes.
"Oh, good luck…" Garrett smirked.
"It's a long story, which happened a long time ago."
"You have 3 seconds to start explaining." She said.
"Okay, so it was when you and Carlisle were arguing all the time and I was convinced that it was because of us, so I set up a camera in your room to catch the next argument so I could prove it to the others, but it turned out that the time I set it up was the time that you made up…"
"And how much of that footage did you watch?" She asked, anger and embarrassment spreading through her.
Carlisle was looking at the ground with one hand over his mouth.
"All of it…but it wasn't just me! It was Edward and Jasper too!" He dobbed.
"Don't bring us into this! Look at Esme's eyes!" Jasper said.
"I'm not angry." She said, more to herself than anything else. She closed her eyes as she visibly tried to calm herself down. "Carlisle?"
"Hmm?" He turned his head and looked at her.
"Are you going to punish your sons?"
"Well, it happened a long time ago, Esme."
She rolled her eyes, "If anything like that ever happens again, I will tear your freaking head off."
"Whoa, Esme, that's not like you." Garrett said.
"Everyone's got a dark side…" Jacob said before he smirked, "And a wild one."
Esme eyes narrowed at him.
"I wasn't talking about you, I promise." He jumped to defend himself, "I was talking about Vi." He pointed to me.
My eyes widened.
"This is just one disaster after the next…" Kate said quietly.
"Jacob!" I stressed.
"Oh god…" Mason sat forwards and out his head in his hands.
I looked up as Carlisle and Esme were staring at me in shock, "He's not being serious. We did not talk about any of that…"
"Liar." Edward said quietly.
"I am begging you to stop talking…" I said to Edward.
"God, I wish we ate popcorn…" He smirked.
I glared at him.
"Please move away from him." Carlisle motioned for me to remove myself from Mason's side. He was holding back a lecture, I could see it.
"He sure is." Edward smirked. "Let her have it, Carlisle."
"No. I'm done with this highly uncomfortable conversation."
I didn't move from Mason, and Esme was staring at me. "Why don't you go upstairs and see if Tanya needs any help?" She suggested.
"You want her to go to a room full of horny females?" Garrett asked. Bella, Kate and Carmen had joined them seconds before it was suggested.
I cleared my throat awkwardly. I think they were forgetting that I had been alive for over 3 centuries, and that I definitely was not in fact, new to any of this. I wasn't going to bring it up. Amongst the rape; there were many voluntary activities among myself and several boys at each school I went to. Not to mention a few girls, just to experiment.
Edward gasped, "Oh my god…"
I closed my eyes, "Shit. Don't say a thing. I didn't mean to think about it…"
"Violetta, that is…intense, and something I definitely did not need to know."
Carlisle was staring at me with a hesitant look. "You don't need to know. And you probably don't want to."
"I do." Emmett said, "I'm down for hearing your weird fetishes. Not including Mason, who is apparently one of your fetishes…"
I laughed and tried to stop it with my hand.
"This is too much…" Carlisle said before he turned and walked out. His body language was rigid.
"Esme, you haven't moved…" Garrett smirked.
"To be completely honest with you, I'm a little curious…" She admitted.
"Oh god…" I took a breath to calm my embarrassment.
"Are you bisexual?" Edward asked.
"No." I shook my head and pinched the bridge of my nose.
"That's genetic…" Jasper said quietly.
"What? Being bisexual?" Jacob asked.
A small laugh escaped Jasper, "No, the pinch of the nose…"
"I'm not bisexual!"
"But...in your past…"
"I can guarantee you; Esme and every girl upstairs has experimented."
They all looked at Esme.
"She has." Edward said.
"We should ask the others just for a laugh…" Emmett smirked.
Garrett called them down, "Girls! Come down here real quick!"
They appeared in the room, "Yes?" Bella asked.
He looked at Emmett.
Emmett couldn't keep a straight face, and he laughed a little, "Have you all experimented with other girls?"
"Oh my god!" Edward turned around and stared at Renesmee, then to Leah. "No! This is so uncomfortable!"
"What?" Jasper asked.
"They've experimented together, is what I'm guessing…" I said, motioning to Renesmee and Leah. They both went bright red.
Edward looked disgusted.
"Edward, trust me, we've all done it at some point…" Bella said.
Alice and Rosalie looked at each other.
"You too!?" He asked them, his voice high pitched.
Emmett made a small noise and bit his clenched fist. Jasper was biting his bottom lip.
"That's your sister!" He exclaimed at them.
"Not biologically, so it's still okay to think it's hot." Emmett said.
Jasper nodded in agreement, "Completely acceptable."
"This conversation took a very unexpected turn…" Mason said, not at all fazed by what was being spoken about.
"Are you not surprised that Violetta has…done whatever she's done…with another girl?" Eleazar asked him. He was shocked himself. Did they seriously not know this?
"Um…she's sort of told me before…" He said.
I saw my chance to embarrass him, to get him back from before, "I found it was a very effective way to turn him on…" I smirked.
"Oh jesus." He breathed and looked away from everyone awkwardly.
"I did not just hear that…" Carlisle said as he walked back in.
The girls decided to go back upstairs, Alistair would be here soon, but I still had no idea who he was. I knew they were still listening.
"How far did you go?" Leah asked hesitantly.
"Oh, no, you get to answer that first…" I said to her, looking between her and Renesmee.
"We were drunk, to start with, and we only kissed." Renesmee said, "Just a closed mouth, 3 second kiss. It was nothing."
I bit my lip.
"Oh no…" Edward sat down and put his head in his hands.
"Your turn." Leah said.
"Okay, so I used to be the school slut…" I started. Carlisle's mouth dropped open.
"Should I leave for this?"
"No." Emmett and Garrett said at the same time.
"I only made out with a few girls here and there…and…"
"And?" Renesmee was shocked, with a big open mouth grin.
"Although I never actually gave head to another girl…I sort of received it a few times…"
"Oh!" Leah and Renesmee exclaimed. They were smiling wide and started laughing at me.
"You what!?" Rosalie yelled down before she, Bella and Kate appeared in the room.
"Did we just hear you correctly?" Kate asked.
"Yes, you did." Edward said quietly. "She left some out…"
"She can leave it left out…" Carlisle said. He looked scarred for life.
"No she can't…" Bella said.
I closed my eyes and hung my head, "It wasn't always a private occasion…"
"OH!" Renesmee and Leah exclaimed again, louder than before.
"Oh my…" Esme breathed, struggling to take that in.
"You really were a slut…" Rosalie said.
"Rose!" Esme scolded.
"No, I was." I agreed with her, "To be honest with you, I don't even regret it. I lived my rebellious days to the fullest…"
Eleazar was staring at me with his mouth hanging open. The other girls came downstairs in silence, staring at me in shock. Tanya looked ready to see Alistair, but she was struck.
"That's even worse than me…" Alice said.
"You?" Emmett asked.
"You know, Emmett. When she was a raging, horny newborn?" Rosalie reminded.
"Ah, yes." He nodded. He looked back at Violetta, "You did it in front of guys to turn them on didn't you?"
I didn't answer, but my silence was a confirmation.
"Well…" Esme said quietly, "This is not what I expected when this conversation started."
"None of us did…" Edward said quietly.
Silence filled the room for a few minutes before I interrupted it, "I think we should change the topic and compliment Tanya."
"Yes." Carlisle agreed quickly, "Tanya, you look magnificent."
Everyone said their own compliment. "Thanks…" She accepted.
A knock on the door filled me with relief, "I'm glad that conversation is over…"
"Same here. The looks I was getting from everyone in the room…" Mason said.
We were still sitting as some stood to greet Alistair.
"The looks they were giving YOU? YOU weren't the school slut!" I laughed.
He laughed too, "You weren't a slut."
"I was." I nodded.
"Okay, you were, but it wasn't just to be one. It was because you were broken."
I smiled and nodded, "I wasn't acknowledging that part for my own sake. I would rather be viewed as a slut, then to be pitied for sleeping around because I thought I was disgusting, an animal, and deserved to feel less than anyone else I knew. I thought it was who my foster father wanted me to be."
Mason shook his head and sighed. He kissed me once.
"Time to meet Alistair, I guess…" I said.
"Aren't you glad he wasn't here for that?"
"Yes." I nodded and laughed with him.
