Note: Hey peoples! How's your day been? I know it's been a few days since the first chapter but I wanted to get a feel of how I wanted this story to go and guess what… I do. I'm not to give and spoilers but it's pretty awesome . Anyway here's your chapter 2…
Chapter 2
Jude and Jesus got in the car and as soon as they got down the street started talking about the 'problem' at hand…
Jesus' POV
Still a bit uncomfortable I thought I would break the quiet with a simple question. "So Jude, have you ever gotten the talk?" I said uneasily. He looked over at me and said "Ya, I did just not… my version, um I'm still in the dark for most of it." I nodded my head.
"Want me to tell you. Fine. So um when a guy likes, in your case another guy, or when you know it's just mutual or whatever they do stuff." I said plainly
"Ya I get that part, then one guy is the girl right?" He said
I laughed "You could say that, um one guy is the bottom and the other is the top. You can switch and stuff like that but that's how it goes. And then there's oral sex, it's you know the mouth." I said stupidly as I made a right turn. He shook his head like he understood and went on to say "and all of this feels good?"
"Very much" I smiled.
"How would you know you're straight?" he said blankly
That's something I hadn't told anyone actually. At boarding school I did some things "experimenting" is what Will called it. Will was a student at school with me, when I got there he was the first person I met. He also happened to be gay, and hot as fuck. One night we got drunk and, did some things we weren't supposed to I guess you could say. I liked it though, which let me to realize I'm bi. At least I think so. I'm still figuring it all out I guess.
"Jude I'm uh, I'm bi. I think I sorta realized at boarding school and actually a bit when you came to live with us too i guess" I faintly said as we drove into the school parking lot.
"why?" Jude said surprised
"when you came into the house I was just a bit attracted to you for a bit. i brushed it off but now i could see i liked you a bit. I don't anymore thought"I reassured him.
"Just went away i guess" I smiled.
Jude just sat there blushing
Plus after seeing moms react when they found out Brandon and Callie had been together i knew it wouldn't be right to get to close to you," i paused looking for Jude's reaction
He just blushed a bit then looked out the window to his right.
"I hope this doesn't make you feel weird, if it helps any now I just think of you as my brother nothing more dude." I said.
"it's cool, and thank you for telling me all this stuff it's not exactly something I could ask moms" Jude said as he got ready to get out of the car.
"Any time dude" I said as I got my bag and locked the doors. "So I guess you're ready to see Connor then?" I said.
Jude smiled "I guess so" and rushed off to first period.
Jude's' POV
As I walked into first period I thought back on the conversation I had just had with Jesus. Then I thought to this weekend and Connor.
I realized that I really liked him.
Not just because he was my first boyfriend but because he was kind, funny, and stupid all at the same time. But most of all he decided that instead of breaking up when he left for his moms, which was the obvious choice, we stayed together.
When I sat down in English the teacher said that today was going to be a bit different because today and we were going out on the beach to read some poems.
The whole class loved that idea so we all gathered our things and walked to the benches on the sand. Once we were quiet and listening the teacher began,Love After Love by Derek Walcott.
The time will come
when, with elation,
you will greet yourself arriving
at your own door, in your own mirror,
and each will smile at the other's welcome,
And say, sit here. Eat.
You will love again the stranger who was yourself.
Give wine. Give bread. Give back your heart
to itself, to the stranger who has loved you
all your life, whom you ignored
for another, who knows you by heart.
Take down the love letters from the bookshelf,
the photographs, the desperate notes,
peel your own image from the mirror.
Sit. Feast on your life.
When she was done we discussed it and some kids even asked some questions about it. All of a sudden I felt my phone vibrate. I had got a text from Connor.
Hey
I texted him back Hey how's school?
I'm in 2nd period now. Theater is super boring he texted back
I had forgotten that he was in a different time zone in Denver it was actually 9:45 instead of 8:45.
C: Did you see the picture I sent you?
J: Ya I did Thanks lol
C: I had heard some guys on the football team sent those to their girlfriends so I figured you might like it to
J: so um, this next few days did you want to do something?
C: like what?
I paused for a minute and thought.
J: like have sex…
C: do you want to?
J: idk
C: idk
He replied. I thought about what he was probably thinking right now and woundered if he didn't want to have sex...
I looked up from my phone and almost didn't realize everyone was getting ready to leave. It was just about time for second period.
J: well I have tg to 2d period. Talk later?
C: sure
I looked my phone and put it in my front pocket and got ready to go to culinary arts class.
To Be Continued…
Thank you guys so much for all the support on the last chapter =_=. This chapters about 1 thousand 1 hundred words because the last one wasn't that lengthy so hope you guys liked it. Review if you have any comments, questions, or really good ideas. Bye guys