Hey people!

So it has been a bit since I've posted another chapter so I figured why not?

Today I realized that even though I see the PMs you guys send on my email… You guys almost never get a response. I'm really sorry guys I kinda just look twice a day on my Gmail for new things. I'm going to try to get better at that lol.

Also I've been doing my fanfiction homework and found out what a betareader is lol. A beta reader is a person who reads a work of fiction with a critical eye, with the aim of improving grammar, spelling, characterization, and general style of a story prior to its release to the general public. As soon as I found that I was like I totally need that. Would anyone be interested if I needed betas? The site has some guidelines to being a beta though… to register with the site as a beta-reader and offer your beta services, you must meet ALL the qualifications below.

Be a registered member for at least 1 month or more.

Must have published at least 5 stories on the site OR have published entries totaling at least 6000 words.

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I've rambled for long enough so here's your chapter...


Chapter 5

It was the end of fourth period and Jude was starting to get a little bit anxious…

Judes' POV

Pre-Cal was usually one of the classes where I was focused. Today though I just hadn't been focused on anything. I was to busy worrying about this weekend.

I looked at the clock. 2:30

Lunch and the first 30 minutes of class had sort of gotten away from me. Right now I was in the middle of a quiz over vectors (a line segment with an assigned direction). It was fairly simple so I finished quickly.

The time only left me to think more about Connor. I kind of wondered why I was stressing so much, that if something (if anything) was going to happen then it would and it would be nice. I was going to go to his homecoming with him and meet all of his friends. The thought made me only want the clock to speed up faster.

I just couldn't wait till I saw his "new" life and all the things different about him…

Jesus' POV

Science had to by far be my worst subject but somehow Chemistry was bearable. All we would do is write notes and mix chemises. What made it really good though is that Nick was in it with me. He was actually my lab partner. When he transferred in the middle of the year I didn't have a partner so we got paired together. It was actually how we got to know each other so well.

So now I was sitting in Chemistry hearing the teacher, , and on about notes on something. I wasn't really hearing to much of it because I was no busy staring off into space.

I was thinking about everything that had happened today and how this day was shaping up to be pretty awesome. I gave Jude some really keen advise and then I spend a bit of time with my boyfriend Nick.

Boyfriend

the word sounded almost foreign to my brain when I said it aloud. I had never had one before. The closest thing I had to it was Will. Though I knew him fairly well I didn't exactly have a connection with him. Not like I have with Nick.

Will was an amazing friend and everything but I think that's where we should have left things. I guess I did have him to think for my new found identity though.

"Pst" Nick whispered

I looked over at him. His eyes where that "right amount" of green in his eyes again. He was holding out a small piece of paper.

I took it from him and opened it

Lost in space?

I glared up at him grinning. He somehow always knew when to make me smile. I looked over at Ms. Gray seeing she was going over something we had never learned before. "what's she talked about" I asked him

"Not. " he smiled. We both grinned.

"So… are you doing anything this weekend?" he started "because if you don't I was wondering if you and I could maybe hang out?"

"Like a- like a date" I spluttered

"ya. I guess something like that" concurred and smiled at me.

"I'll have to check and see if I'm involuntarily going anywhere this weekend but I think I would like to go on a date with you"

"great"

I wondered what he had in mind for a date. I wondered what he wanted me to wear.

"what should I wear? A tux? Something casual?" I pipped up

"um… casual. I think the carnivals in town so were going there" he laughed

"then well have something to eat and I think go on a drive" he finished

"you have it all planed out don't you?"

"not even a little"

we both laughed as the bell started to ring…

Just as I walked out of class I saw Brandon.

"hey I have to go talk to my brother. Text me latter?"

"sure. Bye"

then he leaned in and kissed me.

He kissed me in front of the entire hallway full of people. I didn't really care though. All I could think about was how every time he kissed me it always was really soft. When we finally stopped all I could do was look into his eyes for a minute.

"bye" he blankly said

"bye, babe"

I turned abound, heading for Brandon's locker, when he was standing right behind me. His eyes wide and confused. He opened him mouth but didn't seem to form words so I went first

"did you se-" I asked

"yep" he cut me off

"so you probably have a question or two" I started "I'm bi, B and me and Nick are sort of dating now. We actually stared today. Like an hour ago. I grinned.

Finally he rested this face and said "that's good for you bro. Go out and be happy" he smiled "You know I love you no matter what right?"

"of course. Never drought ed you didn't "I smiled

After having a big brother hart to hart moment I remembered what I had actually wanted to talk to talk to him about. To return his keys.

"i believe I owe you something"

I got the keys out of my back pocket and gave them to him.

"i almost forgot" he laughed. Like one of the dry laughs he always did just about all the time. "thank you"

"don't mention it. I'll see you at home okay?"

"ya I just have work then I'll be there" he smiled

"well bye"

Judes' POV

I rushed out of 6th period, Food Science, and started for the car. Mama was usually ready to go by the time the bell rung. As I passed the court yard and the cafeteria I saw Callie. She was walking with Madiana.

I caught up with them

"hey Jude"

"hey guys, you guys going home?"

"I'm not" Madiana said "i have some student council crap" she groaned

"i on the other hand am riding home with mama, you are to I'm guessing" she nudged me in my shoulder

"yes cal"

"great. I can see you off. I could actually drive you to the airport if you want." she finished

"sure. If your not busy or anything"

"me. busy. When have I ever been busy" she laughed

as we passed the student center Madiana came to a stop.

"bye guys. Jude I'm going to miss you. Have fun" she started to yell as the distance between us got bigger and bigger.

"bye" Callie and I turned around and shouted.

"So you exited?" Callie asked

I wanted to tell her about this morning and the talk I had with Jesus and the texts I got from Connor and all that but instead I said yes. We found Mama in her same parking spot as usual and drove home. I packed my things and made sure I had everything I needed.

Toothbrush. Check.

Underwear. Check

Tux from the dry cleaners. Check

Bed clothes. Check

When I saw everything I closed my suitcase.

Just then Jesus walked into our room.

"Looks like i'm here just in time." he grinned

I looked at my watch. 5:21

I told him I still had a bit of time and he said "Not for you leaving dummy, to give you this." he opened his desk and got out a small wooden box. He opened it and showed me what was in it. There were condoms and a little bottle of clear liquid. Lube.

"if you need this stuff I want you to take it. It hurts if you don't use lube at first" he smiled

"thanks"

"no problem, and hey, don't do anything you don't wanna do. Okay"

"ye-yes"

I took the box from his hands and put it in the front of my cary-on.

-Ring ring ring ring- It was my phone. Connor was calling me. "Hey you" and as I said that Jesus left patting me in the back as he did.

"hey Jude, so I'm going to have to ask you for a favor" He laughed

"sure, anything"

"well, looks like when you get here were going to have to go straight to the dance if we don't want to be to late" the went on "will you put on your tux now and that way we can go straight there?"

"um.. okay. No problem"

"cool so bye. Can't wait to see you by the way"

"bye Con, see you in a bit"

I hung up and got my tux out of my suitcase. Good thing it wasn't wrinkled.

I closed the door and got undressed, only leaving on my watch and my underwear. I put on my button down and then my pants and finally my coat, examining myself in my mirror. I looked pretty nice. I put on my dress shoes and combed my hair a bit.

"Jude, come on we gotta go!" Callie shouted from downstairs

"Coming Cal." I got all my things and headed down stairs

"whoa, well don't you look handsome" Mama smiled

"ya, Connor says I won't have time to change when I get off the plane so, I changed now" I laughed

"well we have to go so come on" Callie reported

"well, Bye moms"

"bye baby, have fun" Stef said

"well miss you" Lena cried

I put my things in the back and got settled. I started to look out the window watching all the houses and things passing by knowing I wouldn't see them for a bit…


Well, thats it

next chapter i'm thinking of doing a bit of smut so everyone waiting for that I think your going to see some next chapter :P. I went back the past four chapters and changed some minor problems and other things I didn't like so.. ya. Don't forget to P.M me if you wanna be my beta lol.


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