Author's Note: I love dancing, but I don't want to go on Broadway. I just...wanna...stay at home and eat chips.
Twelve million bonus points for you if you know who said that quote :)
Day Fifty: Save My Life by ZZ Ward
She tapped slowly on the bar counter. It was relatively slow, but there was still a constant chatter about the room. This mere fact made the woman's blonde counterpart on the other side of the counter particularly weary about her.
"What happened to you?" she asked cautiously.
The woman just shook her head. "Someone was supposed to meet me here. I don't know why I'm so shocked he just left me here…" she trailed off.
"If you're looking for someone to go home with—"
The brunette cut her off with a solemn, steady shake of the head. "No, that one guy…he's left me broken a time or ten. I don't know why I don't just get out but I…something keeps me coming back."
The blonde was getting creeped out. "Maybe you need to talk to them," she answered vaguely.
She shook her head once more. This time, she was more uneasy. "No, this is a game he plays with me. I can't get out, but I'm not okay with it. It's always been him shutting me out," she thought aloud.
The blonde got the hint and slid the bar tab over to the woman before walking away.
Her own footsteps had to have been the loudest sound humanly possible, despite all the city noise.
She wondered all the time why she stayed. She just did. And she felt hollow and dead when he was around, but at the same time, fulfilled and alive. He took so much and gave what felt like so little, but really was so much. It wasn't right and didn't make any sense, but it just fell into place.
It was getting colder. She wanted arms to hold her and keep her out of the cold, but knew he would never be like that. He was too cold himself. She could hold onto him forever and forever, giving him all her warmth, and he'd never be warm-blooded.
And frankly, she didn't have time to wait forever. And that was all he wanted her to do; wait and wait and wait and wait.
"Do you want me or not?"
It was deadly silent in the room.
"Just answer; yes or no. Make up your mind. I can't anymore with this game of yours. I'm here begging for a solid answer or a sign of love or anything real and all you want to do is play games. I can't anymore. I don't know what you're thinking, ever."
And that was all she really wanted. She needed to feel freer. She felt weighted down with a ball and chain every second it went on. She couldn't play anymore.
"Of course, I still want you."
Part of her was relieved. The other part just wished he said goodbye.
Yeah, so literally the shortest, worst one-shot ever. Sorry, guys. I epically failed. The next one is kind of better. But it makes no sense. And yeah the blonde is Hanna.
spobylover1237:I just don't understand this show anymore. It confuses me. Like, I just found out the girls were in NY in the finale like, ten minutes ago? I was like why the heck is the premiere called EscApe from NY? Now I feel like an idiot. I'm just so oblivious. Lol, I started laughing when Ezra was shot. I'm just a cold, heartless person. I hate that Toby was not in the finale (he was being cool in NYC and stuff, and I really really wish I was able to go to NYC to see him, but I wasn't. Sad face). And it makes me so mad that Spencer and Toby might be spiraling down and apparently, there are a bunch of theories that Toby is A, which makes me pissed. Toby is a good boyfriend for Spencer. I don't get it. Why can't we just be happy for once? They're seriously the bestest. Not a word but I don't care. This is unacceptable. And don't worry about rambling; obviously, I do it all the time.
Sarah:I was too lazy to write your name, so I just called you Sarah. Whatever. I have a fear of needles and sharp objects, probably because I've stepped on a push pin/thumb-tack like ten times before and it's kind of traumatizing. Not really, but it hurts a lot and my foot bled...a lot. No, that's not bad. I want him to DIE. I bet I probably just offended a whole bunch of people, but I don't care. Some Ezrians are driving me crazy on Tumblr. Like, I understand that Ezra should be redeemed. I actually think he should be (and I am like president of the "I Hate Ezra/Ezria" Club). But there's a difference between forgiving and forgetting. Aria can forgive him and I really don't mind that. Forgetting it ever happened and forgetting that he knew and the things he just said about Alison? I don't think that's acceptable for the show to portray, especially since they know a lot of their audience is 12-15 years old, some even younger. That's ridiculous to me. You shouldn't show a relationship like that on TV and not show the consequences. That's not okay.
AL3110: #IShipDat
MizzIsTheFizz: The finale ruined my life. I know you like Ezria, but I just...I can't. It made me really angry. Sorry. But thank you anyway! I actually really liked writing the last chapter. It was a lot cuter than I'm used to. I think I might do Spencer and Toby as kids more often.
I will try hard not to suck next time. The next song is going to be Torn by Ednaswap. Well, I think that's who originally sang it. And then, of course, there's the more popular version by Natalie Imbruglia. And then there's the ever so popular (not) version by Lea Michele from Glee. And then there's my personal favourite, which is the one I listened to while writing this song; Cassadee Pope. I really like that version! You should give it a listen. And if you don't know who that is, I think she won Season 3 of The Voice (I know she won the Voice. I forget which season, though).
And normally I know that you guys are used to a rant by yours truly, but I should probably finish getting ready for my sleepover :D In case any of you forgot or didn't hear me saying it like thirty times already, my birthday is next week so I'm having a joined b-day party with my twinnie Michelle. You know, eat until you puke, gossip, do each others' nails, play the accent game, look for ghosts...all that good stuff.
Bye! Please let me know how I did this one-shot! -Kayson
P.S For anyone who reads my Red AU trilogy, the prologue/threequel will probably be uploaded tomorrow. I'm looking for some feedback from one of my muses! And if you don't read it and you're bored and looking for Spoby fanfiction, please check out my other works: Begin Again (and its sequel) Everything Has Changed. If I ever talk about the Red AU, those stories are what I'm referring to :)
