Hey guys I'm so so so sorry I haven't updated. Some things happened to my laptop, but I'm not gonna go into detail.

Ayway I'm back and I will try to make this chapter as long as I can. Even if I have to combine it with another chapter to make it longer I will. This is my apology gift to all of you. I'm gonna try to update my stories as fast as possible.

Disclaimer : I don't own Kickin It or For the love of a daughter by Demi Lovato, Concrete angel by Martina Mcbride, Warrior by Demi Lovato, or When she cries by Britt Nicole. These songs will appear later in the story. P.S. I might be adding more songs to the story as I go along.

Chapter 4: Rudys' P.O.V (I wanted to do someone different. It's gonna be a short POV)

I can not believe this is happening! We are all jumping up and down, but I don't see Kim anywhere. I say "Where's Kim?" Jack says "She had to tutor someone after school" I nod a bit uncomfortable. Usually she calls me when she doesn't come to practice. The last time she didn't come to practice I was driving home and I saw her bloody and bruised, while crying under the big cherry blossom tree at the far end of the park. I say "I'm gonna be in my office if anyone needs me."

Kims' P.O.V (AN: whenever you see this

(?) It either means spelling error or I forgot how to spell that word)

Donna was at the other side of the door looking like a normal, not at all slutty, girl. She smiled genuienly (?) at me and said "Hey Kim." I slightly wave and say "Hi Donna, um quick question what happened to the Donna that is always rude, obnoxious, and self-centered?"
She says "I'll explain in a little my parents want to meet you."

I slightly smile and say "Sure." I follow her inside and gawk at her her house she says "I know, it's cool right. My mom owns a resturant and my dad is a doctor." I nod as her parents come into view. Her mother says "Hi, you must be Kim. It's great to meet you. I'm Kathy an this is my husband, Luke." I smile as I shake their hands and say "it's a pleasure to meet you."

Donna says "Kim and I are gonna go into my room so we could study." They both nodd and her father asks "Why don't you stay for dinner, Kim?" I think for a second and say "I'd love to." They nod and then walk through the archway. I follow Donna up to her room on our way to her room I say "Your parents are nice."She opens the door to her room and says "Yeah, but they have their moments." I slightly laugh and sit on a bean bag chair while she sits on her bed.

I say "Okay, before we start you owe me an explanation." She looks at the floor and sighs. She looks up and says "When I was a kid I was bullied alot. I was never popular or acted like a slut. I changed to that person because I thought that if I become someone who's mean and obnoxious people wouldn't treat me like that."

I was shocked at what just came out of her mouth. "Well than I'm sorry for everything I ever said that offended you. If I knew this was all an act, I would've never said anything like that. Oh and just one more question. All those time when you flirted with Jack, was that all an act too?"

She nods and I smile while sighing in relief. She says "I know you have a big crush on Jack." To my she says another thing that shocks me "I have a crush on Brody."

I jump up and down like a 5 year old girl on a sugar high while squeling. Donna says a little annoyed yet amused "Are you done yet?" I nod and say "We'll finish later. We have some studying to do." She groans while throwing her head back, but she gets her book anyway. I laugh silently as I check my phone for for any missed calls or texts.

I had 10 un-read text and 2 missed calls. The texts were from the guys and the girls obviously. I didn't read them cause I was too busy worrying about why my father called me twice and left a voicemail. I put my phone away for now and say "Let's get started."

Kims' Fathers' P.O.V (a twist)

I got out of my car, slammed the door, and stomped into my house. I took a big gulp of my bottle of vodka and threw it across the room. I looked around the house for that thing I call my daughter. I look in the living room first, since that's where I left her.I need to let my anger out. She isn't anywhere. I growl in frustration and call her. It rings, but it goes to voicemail. I call her one more time and again it goes to voicemail, but this time I leave a message I say "Listen here, and listen good you little lieling, low-life, useless, pice of trash. I come home all mad about something, and I expect my punching dummy , a.k.a you, to be at the house! I swear to god, when you get home you'll have something very painful waiting for you." I ended the call and stomped upstairs to my closet where I keep all of my torture weapons. I take out my hunting knife, my whip, and a bat. I smile eveily and head downstairs.

(P.S. From now on I will probably describe the beatings. I usually don't write the beatings, but I think I should.)

Jacks' P.O.V

Practice just finished and the gang and I are heading to Phil's. Grace says "Kim isn't answering me. I am getting very frustrated." We laugh at her and Mika says "Why don't you call her one more time. If she doesn't answer we'll go to her house to see if she alright." Grace exhales and says "Ok." She dials Kims' number and puts it on speaker. After 3 rings she picks up the phone (Kim, Us, Donna)

Hello?

Hey Kim, why haven't you answered any of our texts? (Grace)

Well, I had my phone on silent. 'Cause I'm tutoring Donna I had to-

Julie cut her off

Wait, you're tutoring Donna?! As in Donna Tobin?

Yeah and she actually really nice and we're not killing each other.

Ok I'm confused, like JERRY confused anyone with me? (Mika)

We all nod in agreement as we hear Kim laughing along with someone else. Who I'm guessing is Donna.

It was all an act. She just told me. She was bullied when she was younger, so she thought that if she becomes that type of person no one will treat like that.

Does anyone else feel bad? (Julie)

We all raise our hands and I say

Donna, we're sorry about everything we ever said or did to you that hurt your feelings.

It's ok, Jack, and I'm sorry for the way I acted towards you and all those times I made you feel awkward. To be honest I don't even like you that way.

I pump my fist and mouth 'YESS!'

I'm also sorry to the rest of you for everything I ever did to you guys. Can you guys forgive me and we can all be friends?

I'd like that. What about you guys? (Grace)

We all nod and say something along the line's of 'that would be great'.

Well we gotta go Donna's mom invited me to stay for dinner and a girl gotta so see ya guys later

BYE! (All of us)

She hung up the phone and then grace picked up her phone and put it in her bag. Milton says "Well, that was definetly unexpected." We all nod as Eddie says "So, Jack, why did you pump your fist and mouth "YESS!" when Donna said she didn't like you that way?" I shrugged and said "Cause I don't like her that way, and I was happy to find out it was all an act." Then Grace says in a sad tone "Right. 'Cause you like Cathy." All of their gazes drop to the floor. I sigh and run a hand through my perfectly lucious (?) hair.

I say "Can I tell you guys something ?" They all nod instantly confused. I say "I don't like Cathy" their eyes widen and they scream in unison "YES! HALLEJUILAH !" Everyone in the resturant looks at us like we're crazy. Then Grace screams "WHAT ARE YOU PEOPLE LOOKIN AT?!" They all turn back to what they were doing, obviously afraid of Grace. Jerry says "Wait, if you don't like Cathy then why are you dating her?" I exhale loudly and say "So I can get over my feelings for someone else." They at stare at me and I say "What?" They roll their eyes and Mika says "Who's the person you have feelings for?"

I scratch the back of my neck and say nervously "Oh, you know. Ummm Kim." When I say her name their eyes bug out of their head and their mouths drop to the floor. Eddie, Milton, and Jerry all whisper/scream "YES! I KNEW IT!" While the girls stay frozen I was about to say something to the guys when Mika says "I'm gonna go in the kitchen for a minute. Grace, Julie, you coming with me?" They both nod and follow her into the kitchen. The guys and I peekthrough that oven window thing from our booth. We see the girl screaming and jumping and shaking people. Then Mika yells something in the language that nobody understands. The girls come out like nothing ever happened. They sit back down and Grace says "So you finally admitt it."

I nod and say "Yeah, well it took me a while to figure it out myself." The girls just shake their head while smiling and laughing a little. Rudy running in and says "Hey guys 2 things. 1) Jack did you FINALLY admitt that you have feelings for Kim to the gang? and 2) We're having a longer practice tomorrow, so someone tell Kim she has to be there." We all nos and I say "Yeah, I did. Why?" Rudy yells while running out of phil's "HAHA SAM! YOU OWE ME $10!" I shake my head and slightly laugh. I say "What is it with Rudy and making bets?" They all shrug and Phil comes out with the check, while humming loudly to some foreign song. We all leaves Phil's and say good bye. We all live some-what close to each other, but we all have different plans for the rest of the night.

I start making my way home and hope to see Kim tomorrow.

Kims' P.O.V

As I grab my stuff Luke says "Come over anytime, Kim." I smile and say "Thanks, and thanks for dinner, Kathy, it was delicious." She says coming out of the kitchen "No problem, and here I made some cookies and brownies. I wanted you to have some." She hands me a plate and I smile and say "Thank you again, but I should get going. My dad id probably wondering where I am. I'll see you tomorrow, Donna, and thanks for dinner, Kathy and Luke."

As I walk out the door they scream in unison "Bye Kim!" I shut the door behind me and start making my way home. I take out one of the cookies Kathy made and take a bite. Instantly my mouth is filled with warmness and chocolate.

As I continue walking I remember how when I was little I would make cookies with my mom. Tears start to form in my eyes, but I blink them away. After a few minutes I'm standing in front of my house and I notice my dads' crappy car parked in the driveway. I start getting nervous 'cause usually he's not home at this time.

I walk up to the front door, but before I open it I put the plate Kathy gave me in my bookbag.I open the door and I am immeadietly punched in the face. I fall to the ground as my father closes the door and locks it. I get up and try to run away, but my father catches me. It's a good thing my bookbag slid under the couch.

He says very angrily "Where were you. I left you right here on the floor. I come back a couple hours later and your gone. Prepare for hell!" I gulp and he takes out his whip. He pushes me to the ground and hits my back with the whip. I scream "AAAAAAAHHHHHH!" as he whips my back various times.

When he finishes whipping me he takes out his hunting knife. He starts to make deep cuts of my arms and some on my legs. I bite my lip to keep me from screaming and so far it's working. He takes his knife and digs it into my left cheek gliding it across my cheek leaving a huge cut. Before heading out the dorr he says "You're lucky I didn't use the bat. I'm gonna be gone for a week I'm going with my pals to New York. See ya later, bitch." and just like that he's gone.

I finally let it all out, I pull my knees up to my chest. Completely ignoring the scorching pain shooting through my body. I let out the loud choked sobs releasing all the pain and misery that my father had caused me over and over and over ever since I was 8 years old. After what seemed like hours I heard a voice saying "Why do you let him do this to you Kimmy?"

I immeadietly recognize my mothers' voice. I say to my mother wherever she is.

"I don't really have a choice. He's stronger than me. If I try to fight back I'll just end up getting more hurt." "

Sweetheart, all you need to do is ask for help and guidence. From God, From me, From your friends."

I shake my head 'no' "I can't tell them. If I tell them then they'll report it to the police, Dad will get taken away, and I'll be put into an orphanage and I'll never see any of them ever again. I'll never get to tell Jack how I feel about him."

"Kimmy,things will be alright and I cantell you right now if you tell someone good things will come out of it. Trust me, honey, I know. Now as far as your feelings for your friend,Jack, he'll always be there for you. In more ways than you know."

"What do you mean?"

"He feels the exact same way as you do about him."

Now I'm really confused "But he's dating Cathy Davis."

She laughs "He only dating her so he can get over his feelings for you. Because he thinks you don't have feeling for him."

I was about to respond, but she said "My time here is done, Kimmy, I love you and I know you love me. You'll know what to do when the time comes." Then the voice vanished I slightly smile to myself. I look up to the sky and say "Thank you, God" and I pick my self up from the floor (AN: Yes, I'm gonna have some religious stuff in this story...Sue me.). I was bleeding in some places, but the bleeding stopped and all my cuts had already started turning into scabs I smile and say "I needed a miracle...and it looks like I got one."

I walk, well limp, to the bathroom to check out the cut that I'm sure will leave a scar. When I look into the mirror my eyes widen and I bring my hand up slowly to touch it. I wince as my finger touch the wound. The cut is 3 1/2 inches long and is the only cut I have that isn't starting to form a scab. It started to bleed a little so a took a paper towel, wet it, and put pressure on it. Although it hurts like hell, I need to stop the bleeding. How am I gonna hide this from everyone at school and at the dojo?

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Tomorrow Morning Seaford High. Jacks' P.O.V

I woke up to see the sun shining bright in my room and my mom standing next to the curtains. I groan and say "Five more minutes" she shakes her head and says "You're gonna be late for school." Then she leaves my room. I roll out of bed and get dressed. I go downstairs only to find my dad looking at the news paper and my mom drinking coffee. I grab an apple and say "I'm gonna head to school. Bye guys Love you." and walk out the door.

I walk into to school and see the beautiful blonde, a.k.a Kim, at her locker. I walk over to her and tap her on the shoulder while saying "Hey Kim." She turns around and gives me a smile, but the only thing I notice is the cut on her left cheek. My eyes widen and I say "Kim, what happened?" She rolls her eyes and says "Nothing happened. It's just a little cut." I shake my head and say "That's more than just a little cut. That thing is like three inches long." The gang walks up to us before she could respond. Eddie, Milton and Jerry are all arguing and Kim asks "What are they arguing about?" Mika says "Which TV show is better." Then Julie says "Um Kim. Why is there a huge cut on your cheek?"She says "It's nothing. I just fell and scraped it on a loose nail in my bedroom." Donna comes up to us and stands next to Kim. She says "Hey Guys." and we all just smile at her.

She is dressed like her normal self and is actually nice. She says "Oh! and, Kim, did you do what my dad told you to do for that cut." She nods and says "Yeah, tell him thanks by the way." Then I see Cathy coming our way I say "Hey guys, I'll see you later, I need to talk to Cathy." Then I walk over there to break-up with her.

Kims' P.O.V

I say "Okay, everybody know the plan?" Everyone nods and I say "Okay, Jerry, Eddie, Milton it's go time." They nod and head off to go get Jack and "listen in" on my conversation with the girls. I figured to test this theory on wether he likes me or not. So we all came up with a plan. Donna says "Here we go. Here we go." Grace says "Kim, why don't you just tell him." Out of the corner of my eye I see the guys pull Jack behind the wall 3 feet away from us. I say "You know why. He's dating Cathy. He deserves someone better than me. Besides he doesn't even like, so why on earth would I tell Jack how I feel about him." Then something happens. Something not at all part of the plan.

Jack comes out from behind the wall and says "Well, you'll never know what I'd say if you don't." I slowly turn around with my eyes wide and say nervously "Hey Jack." Then I quickly say "Gotta go." I turn around and run.

And that's it for this chapter. Now I know it's a crappy ending, but I'll make the next chapter interesting. I give you two hints

1) KICK!

2) Someone finds out Kims' secret

Stay tuned and Review.

~MoVe-It-Or-LoSe-It