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SHOUTOUT TO WOLFIE FOR WRITING A PART OF MY STORY/HELPING ME WRITE IT! LUV U GIRL!333!)

it had been a few weeks. charlotte had gootten closer to gav. and i was upset. it made cry. i eentually told sierra and ray when i was at there house

sierra turned me and said" you've looked reaaly upset lately. what's wrong?'

ray agreed wiht her "yeah youve been less active in the vids lately. whats up?"

"well..." i started "gav has been gettin really close with charlotte for the past few weeks.." i feel the tears welling in my eyes "and i think he loves charlotte more then he loves me." I broke down and started to cry. I feel two pairs f arms wrapped around my torso.

"shh thats not true bby" sierra told me

"yeah, winter. gavin wouldnt like a girl like her." ray assured me "her accent is so fake anyways"

I stop crying and smile. "thanks guys, you're my bwffs!" they both looked at me really confusedly "my best werewlf friends forver!1!" they both stared at me for a second then we all laughed together.

"winter.." ray began to speak again as the laughter died down "you hav to tell gavin about this. he's probably worried about you too, just like we were"

the next day i went t work. i saw gavin and charlotte talking. i went up to them. "hey gavin can i talk to you?" "yeah sure, love". me and gavin walked away and went outside of the office. "um gavin, ive been ntoicing you've been getting pretty close to charlotte." "what do you mean, shes just my friend." gavin said. i sighed. "but gav, she tld me to stay away from you forever because she thought that you'd be hapier with her." i said. gavin sighed and shook his head. "she would never say that" he said. "youre being super uncool about this." he said. "you dont have to be like this." he said again. i cried. my heart shattered. i ran back into the office and grabbed sierra and ran back out f the office. ray followed. we stopped.

"what happened\?" they said. "well i tried t talk ato gavin about the problem and he wouldnt listen to me and said i was being over dramatic." i cried some more. they hugged me. "gavins an idiot" ray said. they hugged. "I will speak to gavin abut his misconduct and how he hurt your feelings"

After i calmed down again, we all went back into the office. I was hesitant to sit beside Gav since he just hurt my feelings, but that wasn't going to be a problm since charlotte was sitting in my desk anyways. Luckily, Michael was away, so I got to sit in his desk so that I could be closer to Sierra and Ray. As I sat down Geoff came into the room.

"ok guys lets get ready to record vs. who is it this week? oh it looks like... winter vs charlotte!" My heart sunk to my stomach. After what just happened, I completely forgot I had to face Charlotte and act happy about it. She walked up to me and whispered in my ear while everyone was distracted "gavin likes me more. hope you lose 3!" I had to stop myself frm crying because the camera was about to start recording. At least I never lose against her in vs. Then all my dignity would be gone.

I can't believe it. I lost against Charlotte. Everyone in the office looked like they were in shock. I looked over at Charlotte. She grinned at smugly as she went to hug Gavin over her first win. "Nice try, Winter" she said as she looked at me again. She pulled me in a close hug so she could whisper into my ear. "I'll win against you every time. That's why Gavin loves me more than you." I felt like I was on the verge of tears again. But, I couldn't look like an idiot in front of the entire office. So, I sat down in my own desk (before Charlotte had the chance to) and began editing the new video.

I finally finished editing the video, but my mind went back to thinking of the problems with Gavin and Charlotte. I had no more work to do, so I decided I could take the chance to look around the rest of the office. I knew everybody else would be too busy to care about me walking around the office, so it gave me some time to think. I knew Gavin loved me, right? I'm not sure anymore. I haven't been able to see himfor a while since he's been hanging out with Charlotte so often.

As I was drifting through my thoughts, I accidentally slammed into someone and they fell to the floor. As I was coming back to the real world, I heard Gavin yelling. As I thought about it, GAvin was yelling at me! I looked down to see Charlotte crying on the ground. I looked up again to see Gavin glaring at me. "Winter, why are you being so mean to Charlotte? She's never done anything to you!" I felt tears welling up in my eyes for what felt like the millionth time today, all because of Charlotte and Gavin. Maybe he would be happier with Charlotte.

"I'm so sorry Charlotte! I didn't see you there, I promise! Let me help you up.." I said.

As I went to help her up, she whispered in my ear. "He'll never believe you. Just face it you lost." When she stood up, she put on the innocent and forgave me. Gavin smiled at her and walked her to the kitchen. He continued to glare at me as they walked past. He probaly hates me now. I don't think I can't handle being in such a hostile place anymore. I think I should break up with Gavin. He'd be happier with Charlotte anyways. But, I love him so much. I can't work arundhim knowing he hates me. Maybe I should stop working here and find a new job. Then I can keep that negativity as far away from me as possible.

When everyone returned to the office, I stood up and walked over to Geoff's desk. I turned to him and said,"I think I should quit."

AAAHHHH WHAT WILL HAPPEN NEXT? DDD:

TYHANKS AGAIN TO WOLFIE, MY BFF 33, FOR MOSTLY WRITING THIS CHAPTERRR!~~~~~

STAY TUNED FOR NEXT CHAPTER!

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