"Were not fighting now Rin." He leaned down and took her into his arms. She started to sob into his shoulder. "They...Love...You...So...Much...Sessho...maru..."He frowned but Rin couldnt see him. She banged her fist against his chest. "Dammit Sesshomaru!" She pushed him away and wiped her tears. "You dont get to win this fight! Now she saw the sad look on his sober face. He looked better than he did a few weeks ago when he had been drinking heavily.

It was like she was seeing him for the first time in a long while. "Sesshomaru?..."

"I'm trying Rin...I want to see the twins again...our baies..." He stood up and offered a hand to help Rin up. She took his hand after she picked up her cell phone. "I'll call kagome and see if shes still at the apartment."

Those words stung him. Kagome got to see his kids when he hadnt seen them in weeks? At her apartment? He didnt even know how she got one so fast.

Rins face went from sad to shocked. "Her phones off..." Immediately Sesshomaru pulled out his phone and called Inuyasha. Inuyasha picked up. "Where is she?" His voice almost a growl.

"You spooked Kagome so she took the kids and doesnt want either of you to know where until she knows you are safe to be around Ran and Sunny..." Inuyasha hung up before Sesshomaru could press for more information from him.

Sesshomaru almost threw his phone in frustration before he thought to dial his father.

"Where are they?" Inutaisho was silent for a moment before coughing. "With their mother?" He answered innocently.

"The mother is right next to me worried why her children went missing." Sesshomaru looked at Rin who was texting Sango no doubt. His children just out of reach. He desperately wanted to see them again.

Rin flustered face while she tried all of her contacts to get in touch with Kagome made him almost smile. He loved every little thing about her. How could he have forgotten that? It took her leaving for him to realize how much he really needed her. There wasnt enough alcohol in the world to make him forget about her.

"No ones answering me!" She shouted sadly. "I need my babies." Her voice changed from sad to angry almost a growl to rival his when he used to yell at Rin. Maybe she picked that up from him.

"What?!" She noticed he was staring at her.

"Not used to seeing you this angry is all babe."He wanted to see her reaction but its like she didnt even notice it. "Of course im angry! My pups are missing. Your children are missing! Why arent you more upset than me?"

He raised an eyebrow. "Our pups...I'm about to call that damn detective wolf. Hes always good at finding people and even better at finding kagome!. Maybe inuyasha will regret not giving us the information we need!" Rin speed dialed Koga and waited for a response.

"Already on it." Koga answered with a matter of factly voice. "Her phone shut off around 15 minutes ago in front of your apartment complex. If the signal turns back on ill call you back. later hot stuff.." he let out a chuckle because he knew it would bother Sesshomaru. And it did.

"Why did you have to call him? You know he bothers me." Sesshomaru started pacing. He wanted a drink. Not knowing where his children were was giving him anxiety.

Rin put her phone into her pocket then grabbed Sesshomarus hand. Lets go. She reached into her purse and pulled out her car keys. "Youre too nervous to drive. Let me." Sesshomaru just followed. She was touching his hand. She hadnt willingly grabbed him in months. He was savoring the moment.

They got into their car, well Rins, but it was still theirs since they were still married... For now. He sat silently while Rin tried to think of somewhere to go that Kagome might be. She was drawing a blank.

"She has to be at my parents..." Sesshomaru motioned for her to drive

past:

Rin was still sitting in bed holding her now empty belly. "I could feel him kick just the other day." She whispered to herself. She hadnt eaten since it happened. She wouldnt drink anything she didnt pour herself. She was catatonic. Clearly.

She hadnt seen Sesshomaru in days. She assumed he was hunting the baby killer down. She didnt care enough to venture out of her door to see if she was correct. Instead Sesshomaru was in his study drinking a glass of scotch. How could he have been so blind and careless with Rin and his future child? Rin could probably not have children in the future according to Totosai who managed to make an antidote so he didnt lose Rin too.

break

He stood up and stumbled a bit. He looked to their room. He needed to check on her and make sure he wasnt living some nightmare where they both died.

"Rin?" He leaned against the doorway. He saw Rin staring at the wall with a hand on her belly. "I keep thinking hes still there..." She didnt make eye contact with him. Her eyes were vacant.

"I'm sorry Rin...I should have known better.." He managed to walk from the doorway to the bed they hadnt shared since everything happened. Rin just wanted to be alone and he did to.

He put one hand on her leg and rubbed her leg with his thumb. "We'll find her Rin. She will pay for what she did to us...To you..."

He could see the tears in her eyes start falling down her cheek. "Sesshomaru..." Rin leaned forward and kissed him. He kissed her back and responded to her pulling him on top of her. "Rin..."

She scoffed at him. "Its not like I can get pregnant...We have to again sometime Sesshomaru. Just because I lost our baby doesnt mean we cant have sex anymore." Sesshomaru couldnt deny Rin what she wanted and turned off the lamp on her bedside.

No internet because im moving -_- enjoy these chapters! im still writing i promise! -RinAmelia