Author's Note: Feel free to let your mind wander during this one.
Day Eighty-Two: I Found A Boy by Adele
"I told you he'd be home. You can't be here."
He was confused. I let out an exasperated sigh. "I thought I told you," I mumbled. "Listen," I said, louder, "you're a good guy. Really. Almost too good. I couldn't help myself and he wasn't here…"
I looked at him. He looked…disappointed. "You're very charming. And I fell for it."
Of course, I wasn't proud of that. How could I be? I just used him.
And I thought he was smarter. I wished he was smarter and wiser. I wished, in that moment, that he wouldn't fall for it.
He did.
Despite his seeming lack of greed and lust, he had it. Just like everyone else. Just like me.
I was so childish and stupid…
Fury and loathing seethed inside of me.
He thought I would just fall back to him. He thought he could manipulate me and use me. He thought he could crawl back and say I love you and I'd choose him. He thought I'd leave…
He swore that if he could hold me again, he'd never let me regret it.
But I would never to that.
"I don't need you anymore," I told him. Steadily. Firmly. I was sure of it.
And now he chose to want me.
When I closed my eyes, I could almost believe him. But when I opened them again, I could see.
I saw that his eyes were wrong. They were insincere. I couldn't ignore how wrong they were when I knew his blue eyes.
I knew from that that I was no longer his. He was mistaken. I wept and cried for him so many times before.
Now it was his turn to experience those tears.
"He loves me more than you even know how to do. That's how I know I'm making the right choice."
And I apologize because this one is like the shortest thing ever. Whatever.
LittleBittyAbby:I get ideas all the time. And I'm glad you're okay with constructive criticism. Some people just can't take it at all.
Sarah: No, no. I gotchu.
AL3110: Neither; I'm a cheese pizza kind of girl. I can't eat meat on pizza! Yeah, I can watch horror movies. I just don't like them. No, I've never seen Carrie because ew and wouldn't eating chips make me saltier?
tobyequalshottness: Um...okay? Glad you at least kind of liked it?
Sorry my responses were lame but I feel like crap. I just woke up and my throat was horrible and it's been feeling horrible all day and tomorrow I have to sing and wah I don't know what to do.
The next one is If This Was a Movie by Taylor Swift (way to use that subjunctive, Taylor *sarcasm*). It's perfectly mediocre. Apologies again. Bye. -Kayson