Alanis Morissette - Guardian

Waring self harm

Bella was running in the hallway, she need get some air. She didn't know where she was going but she needed to leave. She closed her eyes thinking of what happened a few minutes before.

Flash back

Everyone was arguing it the normal meeting. Bella was sitting down her chair beside Finland who was talking with Sweden. She smiled at her parents she wished that she would have something like that. She sighed thinking again who would want her, she wasn't charming or beautiful as Tina.

Bella was blessed with viking strength, anger and everything else, the only thing she got from Finland was her snow color hair. Which was having a bad time today, she was having a bad week also. She looked down at her arms, she wore long sleeves today so the cuts on her arms wouldn't be noticed.

Yes, Bella had gone to cutting..she just felt that it was helpful to her. It didn't help that she wasn't getting any ease from her uncle Denmark. He had deiced to make this week a living nightmare for the girl. She sighed, she looked at the clock, to her disappointment the meeting was going to take longer.

She was busy looking at the clock she didn't notice her sleeves went up showing her cuts, and then she heard a gasp. Bella looked to see her little sister, she was staring at her arms, Bella looked to see that her scars were in display and everyone was looking at her arms.

"sissy, vad ... du är armar ... gjorde du ... klipp ..." (sissy, what...you're arms...did you...cut...)

Bella didn't say a word but quickly put her arms down and pulled her sleeves down also. She felt an arm on her shoulder she just pulled away stood up and started to run.

End of Flashback

She sighed, and found herself sitting down at one of the steps on of meeting hall.

You, you who has smiled when you're in pain
You who has soldiered through the profane
They were distracted and shut down

A pair of boots was running down the hallways, like a lost beat to an old song. A breath was heard, a breath of worry and restlessness. A pair of worried eyes looking for the snow color hair of a woman.

So why, why would you talk to me at all
Such words were dishonorable and in vain
Their promise as solid as a fog

"Sometimes, I jealous of Tina..I love her but she seems more put together." memories of the talks they had come to the looker's mind.

"I think sometimes if I wasn't here it would be better for her, I feel that I weigh everyone down...well maybe I'm over thinking things don't worry about it."

And where was your watchman then

A cursed filled the air where, was she...outside thought the hunter. The footsteps came to the said door and then opened to see the familiar snow blond. A breath of relief came from the hunter, and then moved to the blond.

Bella felt someone sit beside her, she didn't look but closed herself up. She didn't want to talk, but she felt arms circle around her and she was brought into a lap, and then felt herself pulled into a hug.

I'll be your keeper for life as your guardian
I'll be your warrior of care your first warden
I'll be your angel on call, I'll be on demand
The greatest honor of all, as your guardian

The hunter hugged the girl closer, she didn't even react which worried him. It was like holding something that was so lifeless..so sad...this wasn't the girl that had once turned a drunk Denmark into a pink bunny. He cursed himself for not noticing sooner that she was like this.

You, you in the chaos feigning sane
You who has pushed beyond what's humane
Them as the ghostly tumbleweed

His eyes went to the sleeves which covered the cuts. He gently took one of the arms and pulled the sleeve up. He felt his heart breaking on seeing how many lines were on her arm, crisscrossing multiple times like a old drawling.

And where was your watchman then

He gripped her tighter, she seemed to stiffen up. He didn't blame her, he wasn't know for his emotions, but yer gods she was part of his blood. He hugged her closer, then he whispered to the young girl.

"trollkvinne, hvorfor, hvorfor skade deg selv, du er verdifull for oss alle."( sorceress, why, why hurt yourself, you're precious to all of us)

"En tiedä, Tanska oltiin niin ilkeä ja sitten Tina sai uuden mekko ja miehet menivät katsomaan häntä, kun seisoin takaisin maahan ... se vain ... se vain .." (I don't know, Denmark was being so mean and then Tina got a new dress and men went to look her while I stood in the back ground...it just...it just..)

I'll be your keeper for life as your guardian
I'll be your warrior of care your first warden
I'll be your angel on call, I'll be on demand
The greatest honor of all, as your guardian

Tears came to Bella's eyes, Norway just held her tighter. So that's why being the eldest of two girls, and being more like the viking trio didn't help much. Anko didn't help much either, even though he did try to being less forceful but he couldn't change that much.

He was about to say something when two more sets of footsteps came he turned to look that the blue eyes of Sweden and Denmark. Both had frowns, and when Norway had told them what Bella had told him one set of blue eyes went to the other.

"Okay, I might of picked on her a little..."

"About what?"

"Well we were watching TV. When a cover girl commercial came on and I made a crack that she might need some..." There was sound of of skin hitting skin and Denmark was on the floor while Sweden stood up strait and turning to his little girl.

Now no more smiling mid crestfall
No more managing unmanageables
No more holding still in the hailstorm

"Papa." came the whisper from the girl.

"Hush, don't think about what the stupid Dane said you're beautiful, and if anyone says you're not, let me know..don't shut us out Belle, please don't do this." he whispered

"Jag är ledsen pappa." (I'm sorry papa).

Now enter your watchwoman

"I know, no more crying, if you ever feel this way again come to me or mama..."

"You can come to me also." whispered Norway.

"Don't forget about me, you can talk me about anything." stated Denmark who came up.

Bella just smiled she didn't have a guardian she had three.

I'll be your keeper for life as your guardian
I'll be your warrior of care your first warden
I'll be your angel on call, I'll be on demand
The greatest honor of all, as your guardian