I'm back again guys hope it wasn't too long of a wait for you. SO today I did my 10 hour art exam and it actually went okay, I'm so happy it's unbelievable it was so stressful but now it's over and it's amazing!...only 20 more exams to go…. Pray for me….I need all the help I can get. But anyway I'm going to write this instead of doing revision because I'm tired and priorities.
Clary POV
I edged over to my bed where Jonathan was standing my moves slow, like I was trying not to scare a wild animal. Cautiously I sat down on my bed patting the space next to me for him to join.
"You want to talk, alright what do you want to say?" I said a slight wave to my voice god I did not want to talk about this to my BROTHER
"Clary of all the people you could choose, you go for Jace"
"Well what's so wrong with Jace Jon?"
"He's a heartbreaker Clary can't you see that, I don't want my baby sister getting hurt by some guy who just wants her as a fuckbuddy" his voice held a sort of soft tone which prevented me from getting really mad but I did get a bit mad but who can blame me….. god don't judge.
"Jon I can choose to date or not date or kind of date whoever the fuck I want, it's not your decision in the slightest. It is pretty clear to me Jace is a heartbreaker why do you think it took me time to let him get close? I am a capable of looking out for myself and I do not need you to do it for me. If I end up getting hurt well that's my problem but I sure as hell am not going to stop something I am enjoying just because my big brother is worried I might get my feelings hurt. And how dare you think that I would be someone's fuckbuddy, I am not one of those sluts that fawn over you understand, and I will not stay with ANYONE who thinks they can get that with me. Jace and I haven't confirmed anything properly between us, not that he hasn't tried, but because I am being careful to not get hurt, so before you come charging in and fighting all my battles before they even exist, you need to get all the information."
"I know Clary, it's just I worry for you, I know that you have a soft centre under the tough exterior you put on for the world and I just don't want some horny teenage twat to come in and destroy that"
"It's okay Jon but next time you need to calm down and get all the fact before you go off on one"
"Alright I will Clare-bare. So what is going on with you and Jace then?"
"Well we have just been on a date which I shall not be telling you about just like I don't want you telling me about you dates" I say with a pointed look "And we've kissed a few times. According to Izzy he is absolutely head over heels for me but that girl is a walking exaggeration so I don't know and I don't want to rush into something too quickly so I am not going to be putting any labels on it just yet but we shall see. I mean he started out trying to get me by being a complete and total asshole but obviously that didn't work cuz well it's me so then he started being his actual self and we got talking and have become quite close. So yeah that's what's going on with me and Jace"
"Okay then Clare but I wanna have a chat with Jace you know set a couple of rules just like little things you know like I'll murder him in the most painful way possible if he hurts you and be careful Clary"
"Fine Jon" I said chuckling "Just don't go too far with him, don't want to scare him off"
"Well you might not but I sure as hell do" he said smirking
I whacked him of the shoulder and started pushing him out of my room mumbling about how I needed my beauty sleep"
Morning
I woke you to a Jon hovering over me.
"What the fuck get away let me sleep asshole" I said trying to kick him away
"Sorry no can do Clare you have a visitor" he said wiggling his eyebrows
I groaned and reluctantly got up and trudged downstairs to be met with a certain golden wall standing in my kitchen.
"Well hello there" I mumbled
So there you go guys I'm sorry it is short but I am very tired so there don't shoot me plz. I hope you liked Clary and Jon's talk I promise to update with a longer chapter relatively soon. Please revive thaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaank youuuuuuuuuuuuuu.
