AN: Writing more anyway, because I can!
I figured out I was spelling Hikaru incorrectly.
I accidentally deleted all of this and freaked out and now I'm rewriting it.
"I'm sorry Kaoru. I really am. Tamaki made Haruhi blush and she smiled. It's so difficult to see her like that, I had to attack!"
"Haruhi and Tamaki are dating, you need to get over it Hikaru. I just had to clean up your mess and set up for tomorrow."
Kaoru and Hikaru were on their way to the host club. Kaoru looked up at the clouds. He usually saw boring old clouds but today he saw tea and...was that Kyoya's face? He shook his head and tried to forget Kyoya. He kept thinking about the kiss, how soft Kyoya's lips were and how tightly he hold him. He shook his head once more.
"You sure you're okay? Did Kyoya do anything to you?"
"No, not at all." He's not going to take it well when I tell him Kyoya-senpai kissed me. Kaoru thought, turning away."He acted tired and fell asleep that was it. He's scary when he's asleep-"
"Who's scary?"
The twins jumped, both turning towards the voice. They saw Kyoya standing there with his notebook in his hand. Kaoru quickly looked away while Hikaru stared.
"N-no one, senpai." Kaoru mumbled. He sounded almost like one of the girls who confessed to them in junior high, Hikaru noted. One that was turned down.
Then he remembered.
~Time for a memory~
"Hikaru, will you always be my brother and accept me?"
"Of course, Kaoru. What's up."
"I'm...I'm gay. I know you're straight but I am gay and there's someone I like. Proves we're different, huh?"
"Who is it?"
"..."
"Kaoru?"
"I-I can't say. I just want you to know I'm gay and I'm in love with him. He's older than us, so I have no chance but I want you to be the first to hear. You always talk about Haruhi so I wanted you to know I'm in love with our senpai.""
~And memory is over~
(AN: I always sing those messages in the '~~'. I don't know why)
It dawned on Hikaru his twin was in love with Kyoya. Kaoru's blush and unsteady-self showed how he felt. Hikaru was confused. Why Kyoya? He wasn't that cute, even if Hikaru was straight he could tell if someone looked nice or not. Kyoya wasn't that hot. Mori was cute, Hunny was adorable, Tamaki...let's skip him. Did Kyoya know the twin liked him?
"Kaoru, would you mind helping me set up for tomorrow later? I hope no one makes a mess today."
"Y-yeah, me too."
"We can both help set up if you want-"
"No. I just need Kaoru." Kyoya interrupted, ruffling the more innocent one's hair.
Kaoru blushed, looking down.
No. He doesn't like him back does he? Hikaru looked at Kyoya, seeing a soft smile that was rare from the shadow king. It was aimed at Kaoru. Oh...oh my he does, doesn't he? Hikaru mentally freaked out. Was his little brother (little by a couple minutes) finally going to have a boyfriend?
"Got it." Kaoru nodded, starting to walk to the club room.
"Hikaru, you've noticed haven't you?" Kyoya stared at Kaoru, still talking to the older twin. "How I feel about your brother?"
"Yeah, pretty sure he's the only one who thinks you're joking. You're serious about him, right? If not, I'll kill you."
"Of course I am, very serious."
Hikaru nodded, running to catch up with his brother.
Kyoya walked slowly, managing to get to the club room with them. Inside, Tamaki was bothering Haruhi about something. It seemed she finished her sentence when they got it, because Tamaki went into an emo corner. She turned to her fellow hosts.
"Oh, hey guys. Hunny and Mori are a bit caught up at university, so they said start without them. It looks lovely in here, I heard you and Kaoru spent yesterday working on the designs, right Kyoya?"
Kyoya nodded, writing something in his notebook. He glanced at Kaoru and wrote another thing down.
"Kyoya-senpai, are you confessing to Kaoru soon?" Haruhi asked, looked up at the megane. She made sure Kaoru wasn't in ear shot of her.
"Ehhh?! What's this?!" Tamaki ran up to Kyoya. "You like-"
Haruhi covered Tamaki's mouth quickly. "Yes, he likes him. He doesn't know yet." She whispered.
"Jeez, my brother's shy enough to admit he has feelings for Kyoya. He probably thinks it'll be a joke-"
"Are we gossiping?" Kaoru walked over the the circle. "What is it this time?"
"Nothing at all, you'll help me set everything up later, right?" Kyoya smiled, he took note of what Hikaru said about thinking it's a joke.
"S-sure, got it."
"Well, let's get ready to welcome the ladies!" Tamaki smiled, and everyone quickly got in position, awaiting their costumers.
As Kyoya stole glances at the kinder twin, Kaoru felt as if someone was watching him.
~TIME SHIFT TIME~
"Kaoru? I enjoy your help."
"Thanks, I guess."
Kaoru looked at Kyoya. Kyoya was closer than he was five seconds ago. He bit his lip, then the events of the day before came back. Kyoya kissing him, just to shut him up. Then the thoughts of self doubt returned to Kaoru. He started to note they were happening more than usual, some which told him to hurt himself.
He's kidding. No one would feel attracted to you. You're not important.
Those were his thoughts. He wondered if he needed help sometimes, but he never did. Kaoru was too scared of being hated-being isolated from everyone else if he saw a therapist or someone. He was scared he'd be thought of as a freak.
"Kaoru, I enjoy your company." Kyoya put a hand on Kaoru's.
He's faking it all, he dislikes you actually. He's just too kind to tell you the truth. Even if it is Kyoya, he's not telling you he actually hates you and wishes you were dead.
"I've fallen for you, it's your fault I love you. I wish you wouldn't have to flirt with your twin, but it is good for business. I wish it was me."
He sounds awkward.
"Sorry, I don't flirt often." Kyoya smiled a bit, kissing his forehead. "I want to know if you're free this weekend?"
Kaoru looked up, the thoughts of Kyoya playing him halted for a minute.
"Okay, yeah I am. I-I can hang out. What day?"
"How about Friday night?" Kyoya leaned against the wall, pushing up his glasses. He smiled.
"Sure. Yeah, let's go out this Friday."
AN: Tada! Chapter two~
Hehe~ Thanks for reading!