AN: Yay! One day until my birthday! Thanks to the human who said happy birthday, you're awesome!

Ha..haha...I don't want to go to school on my birthday...ugh...

Thanks for the support, again I never had the confidence to put myself out there so making this was a stretch where I figured it'd be like my other work, one or two people reading. I never expected 27 followers. It sounds small, I know, but it's huge for me. I'm so happy that you're all supportive about my writing, my gender, me being this self conscious, etc.

Honestly, I lucked out with you all.

Hugs~

Either the next one or the one after that will be the last one, let's make it happy! My end was happy, and I don't want it to be anything but the end to my depression/suicidal thoughts :3

Happy ending~

"Oh, well I guess I thought of hurting myself again."

"How much?"

". . ."

"Kaoru, tell the therapist." Kyoya looked at his boyfriend.

"Everyday."

"It's been how long? Two months now?" (AN: I...I'm skipping ahead a bit...I'm sorry.. don't hate me) Kaoru's therapist asked. "I think maybe it'd be in your best interest to start medication-"

"Isn't that too early(AN: yes, it is. It took me three-four years to actually discuss taking medication, but this is a fanfic based off a world where people are naturally thin and pretty and learn things quickly. It's called anime, and it's unrealistic)?! Two months?! I-" Kaoru's eyes were wide. He didn't want to take meds if it was not needed.

"It's not anything bad, we'll be trying just to see if it helps. It's a chemical imbalance, so these will help." The therapist said, smiling.

"...fine...I'll try it out..I don't know if it'll help, it's just a pill. It won't help, I'll come back wanting to kill myself again and again. Nothing can help me at this point. I don't think I'll ever get better." Kaoru crossed his arms. "I'll try it though, if you think it will help."

The therapist nodded, writing down in the notebook.

~Time shift time~

"Pills, what a weird way to help someone."

Kyoya and Kaoru were leaving Kaoru's new psychiatrist, with a bottle of medication. Kaoru looked at it.

Take one at night before bed.

"Hmph." He pouted slightly.

"Stop complaining, it'll make you feel better, won't it?" Kyoya smiled a small smile and put his hand on the younger's head.

"I hope so." Kyoya's smile must've been contagious, because Kaoru smiled slightly.

Kyoya called his driver and made sure Kaoru got home safe, and on the way Kyoya read.

Kaoru..please stay alive for me.

AN: Short, I'm doing this at school so sorry.

Remember kids, dating someone will not make depression go away. Supporting them, seeking help for them, and being there is all you can do. Don't assume they'll instantly get better. They never want to feel this way-hell, for most cases they don't feel anything. They're dead inside, so please be kind and help them. It's not a made up thing, it's not curable by dating.

Thank you for reading this and being with me every step of the way.