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"Please tell me you've heard?" Bea asked us excitedly as she sat down.
"Clarify please?" I asked uncertain of what she was talking about.
Its currently breakfast, and all six of us are seated around a table eating. To be honest I'm still half asleep.
"You know, beach night! Hello!" Bea exclaimed loudly.
Being half asleep made her sound twice as loud! But I don't know if I'm excited for beach night.
"I can't wait to wear my new bikini! The boys won't be able to get enough of me!" Megan stated excited.
I swear, the whole table rolled their eyes, me included.
"But besides Megan's tactics, it's actually going to be so fun! It starts sometime after lunch and we won't have any classes that day. There are tons of activities and other stuff to do down at the lake and field area, there's going to be a barbeque, and a dance that'll start at sunset!" Bea explained in between bites of her food.
"Honestly, I'm not that excited. I just don't really care, or even want to go." I dangerously stated and shrugged.
I took a bite of my toast as I waited for someone to respond.
"WHAT?" Megan gasped.
"I am shocked! Totally thought you'd be excited for this!?" Bea said just as appalled as Megan.
I shrugged my shoulders again.
I didn't really want to go because, well, Austin and Cassidy will most likely be inseparable. Their date went really well last night according to Austin and that meant no good for me. The last thing I want to see is them laughing and dancing together. Not when I wish it'd be me he'd be laughing and dancing and having a great time with. Plus she will look perfect in her bikini or whatever she wears and I most likely won't. I can't even compete with her.
"Parties aren't my thing." I told them.
Megan rolled her eyes.
"Ally, you are not seriously going to be the only person who doesn't go?" Megan asked.
"So what if I am?" I asked back.
"We are forcing you to go, whether you like it, or not." Megan huffed.
I really didn't have a choice when it came to these things. Her and I both know that I'll go but not because I want to. I just don't want to mope around all night because of a certain two people.
I didn't say anything. I just glared at her.
"So are you guys actually going to man up and take a girl or what?" Megan asked the boys.
"Yeah, most likely not." Ethan said.
"We're more of the "ride solo" kind of guys." Josh added.
"I think I'm going to take Cassidy." Austin said us.
Was it me or did breakfast suddenly taste funny?
No. It's not the breakfast. It's him and Cassidy. They brought the taste to my mouth.
"Ugh, seriously?" Megan asked.
She kind of had this repulsive look on her face.
"What?" he asked.
"I'd be fine if you took ANY other girl, just not her." Megan said straight up.
Clearly there was no time for subtlety.
"I really like her. What's the problem?" he asked.
Megan just shook her head at him.
"Ally, back me up on this." He said to me.
Suddenly I had forgotten how to speak. I had been nothing but quiet during their little dispute, but now I didn't have that option. All eyes at the table were now on me and I started to panic inside. Everyone expects me to dislike her, but Austin, my best friend, needs my support too.
I swallowed nervously before speaking up.
"Austin can go with whoever he wants. Cassidy is a great choice." I forced out with a smile.
"See." Austin said as he smiled at me.
I wish his smiles wouldn't make me all warm inside but they did, including this one. How am I supposed to not like him when he does all these things to me?
Everyone looked at me suspiciously, especially Megan and Bea, but I did my best to hold my bluff. I averted my eyes back down to my tray of food and continued to finish my breakfast.
*Later in the day*
"Do you have to rub it in that I'm so short and physically incapable of playing this sport?" I asked annoyed, hands on my hips.
"Yes." He answered as he sunk in another basket.
I groaned as I watch him sink yet another perfect basket.
Basketball was our current camp activity scheduled for us. I clearly can't play even I wanted to. I am the shortest person ever and I am the most unathletic person you'll meet. And there is Austin who is super tall and can play any sport with little effort! I wish I could.
Thankfully Cassidy isn't in our current activity so I have Austin's full attention. And he can't ditch me for her. I'm glad I get some Austin time to myself for a little, even if he is just making fun of me for most of it.
"C'mon Ally, try again." He encouraged.
"You're just going to laugh again!" I complained.
"I promise I won't." he replied with a persuasive smile.
"Fine!" I exclaimed in defeat.
I took the ball into my hands and prayed to god for something good to happen. I had to jump as I released it into the air because I was too small to get enough power for it to even get close to the basket without help. I'm not joking around when I say I pretty weak. I anxiously watched for the ball to do something magical, but of course, it didn't. I missed the entire net by just a couple inches, getting an "air ball". That's what they call it, right?
I looked over at Austin and I saw the smile, which I knew would form into a laugh, form across his adorable face.
"Austin you promised!" I scolded as he burst into laughs again.
"Sorry!" he apologized, yet he was still laughing.
"I give up!" I huffed angrily, clearly done with this.
I was ready to storm away when something stopped me.
"Hey, don't be like that." He said softly, grabbing my hand to stop me from walking away.
I looked down at our now toughing hands. I swear I felt a spark.
"What's the point? It's clear I'll never be good at this." I fought back.
"I think you just need …. A little assistance." He stated.
I shook my head.
"What do you mean?" I asked.
"Let me help you." he smiled.
Oh. I understood what he meant now. Suddenly I felt my palms get sweaty and my heart get faster. I swallowed the nervous lump in my dry throat.
"I don't know Austin it's probably not a g-"
"Its fine!" he interrupted.
I huffed loudly. I guess I don't even have a chance at winning this one.
"Ok." I agreed.
He handed me the ball and I tried my best to not drop it with my sweaty hands.
"Put your feet here." he said.
He placed his hands on my hips and guided me with them where he wanted me to stand. I'm not going to lie, I maybe, sort of, kind of, liked it when he did so.
"Now stand up as straight as you can." He ordered next.
His hands moved to my shoulders. He helped pull them back to give me the right posture. His hands on my bare skin was the best feeling in the world. I bet he gives really good massages with his big, strong, and rough but still soft hands. I mentally thanked myself for wearing a tank top today.
I let out a small gasp at what he did next. Without warning he moved as close to me as possible. My back was pressed right up against his chest. I definitely liked this. He may have a toned chest but when I leaned back into him a little it was one of the most comfy things I've rested on. He'd make a perfect pillow that's for sure.
His muscular arms came around both my sides, almost like he was giving me a protective hug from behind. His hands met with mine and I felt those little sparks again when we touched. We were so close and it all happened so fast. So close that I could feel his hot breath on my ear and neck. My breath had suddenly become shallow.
"Don't lose your posture." He reminded me kindly.
Instantly I straighten back up.
"Now hold the ball just like this." He stated.
I moved with his hands as he carefully guided mine to the proper holding positions.
"Like this?" I asked nervously, looking up at him.
"Perfect. Just like that." He replied, smiling down on me.
My heart was beating so loud at this point I bet he could hear it too. So far I was doing pretty well with both staying calm and the basketball thing.
"Now what?" I asked.
"Now you aim and shoot." He stated simply.
He didn't dare move his hands off mine as he brought the ball up to shoot. I was careful to move with him, doing the exact same as he was. He was basically doing all the work but I didn't mind. Maybe I should be bad at things more often. We both let go of the ball as he launched it towards the net. We left our hands in the air as we, or I anxiously waited to see the balls destination. Austin didn't seem even the slightest bit worried. I bit my lip nervously as the anticipation grew inside me. The ball hit the back board at just the right spot, and it bounced off it and into the net! I jumped excitedly and hugged him. Instantly he hugged back.
"I knew you could do it!" he exclaimed excitedly, still hugging me.
"Thanks." I smiled into his chest as we hugged.
I pulled back a little to find our faces super close. How did this manage to happen? If he is trying to drive me crazy it's seriously working. My heart's beating out of control now and words were caught in my throat, suddenly speechless at the sight of him. My attention had fallen to his lips. They looked so … kissable. So soft and perfect. Everything about him is perfect. I just couldn't help or stop myself from looking.
"You'll be a pro in no time." He joked, breaking the tension.
I laughed halfheartedly with him.
"Let's not get ahead of ourselves." I said with a smile.
I may not be an all-star basketball player like Austin, but I'm a winner as long as I'm with him.
*A couple days later.*
Note the sarcasm in my voice when I say I'm glad things are going great between Austin and Cassidy. Since their first date they'd been on three more and have been almost inseparable. And things couldn't be worse for me. These past few days have probably been the hardest of my entire life. I absolutely hate that I get all sad and jealous when he's with her, and there's nothing I can do to stop it. It's not fair. This summer is supposed to the best time of the year and so far it's mostly been nothing close to that. But Austin is so happy. What kind of friend would I be if I took away his happiness? He deserved to be happy, even if it means I can't right now. I mean I don't even know half the feelings I'm feeling. This has never happened to me before. I'm just trying to figure them out all while I 'm trying to push them as far away as possible.
I'm on my way to see Austin right now because we are supposed to hang out today. He's been so busy with Cassidy the last few days that I actually have to schedule time to hang out with him. I missed being able to just drop by whenever I wanted. Things were changing so fast and it feels like I have an iron grip on our friendship just to secure what's already there. I know, it sounds silly, and it's probably all in my head. It's just after being best friends for so long it's like I'm lost, like I'm not me without him.
I finally arrive at his cabin, and knock three times on the old wooden door. I tap my foot on the porch as I patiently wait for it to open. After maybe ten seconds I see my favorite blond appear in the doorway.
"Hey!" I greeted happily.
It felt like ages since I'd last seen him. It was like I had forgotten what his face looked like. He still has the same chocolate brown eyes and the cutest dimples in his cheeks. The memory of him is well refreshed in my mind when I laid eyes on him again.
"Hey." He smiled.
I was so excited that I threw my arms around him and pulled him in for a hug without even thinking. I think he wasn't expecting it because I felt his body sway, a little unbalanced when I did so. I heard a small gasp of surprise escape his lips as I hugged him and I instantly smiled. He was so warm, but that was no surprise for me. He was always warm, practically a walking furnace. I nuzzled into him, letting myself discover his scent. He smelt of whatever soap he used, something sweet for sure, mixed with a familiar camp fire. His strong, muscular arms wrapped around my waist and it sent a tingle up my back. I missed his touch. I squeezed my arms around him as tightly as I could, enjoying the last bit of our embrace before letting go.
"So what are you doing here?" he asked surprised.
"What?" I asked confused.
My heart sunk deep into my stomach, a feeling that hurt everywhere. The smile on my face had suddenly disappeared. Please don't let it be true.
He looked at me just as confused.
"Austin. We're supposed to hang out today, remember." I told him, hoping to refresh his brain.
Just then, at the most inconvenient of times, she shows up.
"Hey Austin!" Cassidy shouted from the distance, making her way over to us.
I watched as he waved and smiled at her.
"Ally, I totally forgot! It completely slipped my mind. I actually made plans with Cassidy that I kind of can't get out of tonight." he explained.
Sadly, it's true.
"Oh." I managed to get out.
It was a miracle I could even look him in the eyes still. I feel so sick. I wish I could just run away but I was stuck in place out of shock. Of course this was happening. Why am I so surprised? I should be used to this feeling now, right? Sadness was all I felt nowadays.
"I'm sorry. I promise I'll make it up to you! Rain check?" he asked hopefully.
He pulled his puppy dog eyes on me, knowing my weakness. I can never say no to those no matter how mad I am. Ugh! His sad face always got me in the pit of my stomach and the center of my heart.
"Sure." I agreed, nodding my head yes.
It was like I wanted to be mad but just couldn't. Darn you Austin!
"Hi Ally!" Cassidy greeted as she made her way up the porch.
"Hey Cassidy." I replied back, faking my best smile.
How can she be so likeable? She makes it so hard to hate her.
"Ready for our date?" Cassidy asked him.
"Yeah! I'll see you later Als." He replied to both of us.
Maybe I'm just dreaming all this. Austin wouldn't actually do this. My best friend would never do this.
Gosh it's like I'm convincing myself these horrible thoughts.
"Have fun." I said to them, pretending like I cared.
No, this was no dream. This is a real life nightmare, and it's one I can't escape. Those were my last words before we headed off our separate ways. I made the mistake of turning around and looking at them walk away. I watched him intertwine their fingers together, holding her hand in his and that's when I really felt the pain in my chest. I forced myself to continue walking and to never look back again. I'm better than some love struck, heartbroken fool and standing there makes me an even bigger idiot.
I can't believe him. He actually blew off our hang out time for another stupid date! He blew me off for her. I'm so furious right now! I couldn't unclench my fists because they were glued shut with anger. And I also didn't stop a few tears from escaping either. I guess Cassidy is more important than our friendship. He doesn't even know how badly this keeps breaking my heart. At this rate, soon they'll be nothing left to break.
I wiped away the tears just as fast as they came. The last thing I needed was for someone to see me cry and ask what's wrong. I don't know what could be worse than this. I know this isn't going to get better either. I'm going to have to face the worst of reality soon, but I really don't want to. Sharing Austin is scary. I've always been one of the few girls in his life and now it's like Cassidy is going to replace me. And there's nothing I can do to stop it. Their relationship is growing so fast, just like the emptiness inside me.
I'm very sorry I've been so lazy all week and haven't taken the time to post this until now. But it's the weekend so yay! I actually have so much to do like study for two major tests but instead I'm doing this. I hope you liked this chapter even if the ending was sad :( don't worry though because Austin will make it up to Ally, I promise! :) Tell me your favorite parts in the reviews and I might notice you in the next chapter! Thank you so much for reading, I really appreciate it. I love you guys very much! Don't forget to tell me if you'd like my next story to be M rated please and thanks! Until next time ok :)