I am so sorry for not being on here for so long yet again. I wanted to upload before my Atlanta trip but sadly I got busy. And not mention that I'm slammed with school work. But I just got back a few days ago and boy do I have a lot to tell you! I can't even begin to describe how surreal it all felt. Meeting R5 for the very first time was better than I could have ever imagined it to be! Rydel kissed my cheek and Ross took my hand in his for the picture and oh man I'm getting all giddy thinking about it! It's seriously so crazy how happy they can make just one random person like me. The birthday experience was phenomenal thanks to them and everyone else that made it possible. I highly recommend checking out my instagrams to see all the pictures from my birthday weekend at feimoon_asian_choy / feimoon.r5 !
To the person with the guest name Me: I'm glad you love my story, but sadly all good things must come to an end :( As for a sequel, many people asked if I would do one for my first story and I said no because I believe that a sequel just can't top the first one. However, after I finish this story I am moving on to one shots for a while as I settle into the first few months of high school, and if enough people want it I might do a little one shot or something like 5 chapters about them further into their relationship! Let me know in the comments below if you guys would like to read something like this!
Disclaimer: I don't own anything but this story, all rights reserved.
As soon I shut my cabin door his lips were on mine, pulling me in for one overdue kiss. I gasped in surprise as he pushed me back into the door and it's a good thing he did because I needed something to support my suddenly weak knees. Encircling my arms around his neck, I didn't even try to fight it because I wanted it just as much as him right now. His hands found my waist, gripping me tightly as his kissing grew needy and hungrier. He had gained this sudden possessiveness and maybe I shouldn't admit this but I kind of liked it. My hands found his hair, tugging on it so he would come closer to me despite our already close proximities.
Just when things were getting good, feeling a whole new bliss and soaring way off the ground, he pulled away and I didn't even hide the whimper that escaped from my mouth. My lips were a little swollen and the hem of my shirt was now wrinkled from Austin gripping it into fistfuls not too long ago. My hands stayed tangle in his hair but his hands moved from my waist to on either side of my head so he could lean in super close. Close enough for me to feel his offbeat breaths on my flushed skin but not close enough for me to kiss his lips. I know he did that on purpose, and it makes me wonder when he became such a tease. I already missed the contact of his hands on me. I'm so weak.
"God I missed your lips." he whispered as he traced my bottom lip with his index finger.
I fought the instinct to bite my lip as he touched me. The feeling he left behind made every nerve on my lips tingle. The sensation left me completely out of breath and at a loss for words.
"Don't ever do something like that again. I know it was only for half a day but I was going out of my mind! Ally, you drive me crazy and this is the only way I can stay sane." He said as he rested his forehead against mine.
I still couldn't speak. I could barely keep my eyes open as the left over pleasure from kissing him coursed through me. I tried to get something out but instead I just focused on his soft and quiet voice swimming in my ear.
"We don't have much time left together, you know that, and I want to kiss you a thousand times before then. So when you deny me your lips you make it kind of impossible to do that." He said in all seriousness.
I felt heavy when he mentioned that our time is very limited. It's a subject I wish to never speak about. Who knows when we'll see each other again before next summer? Things can change really fast, and I don't want to think like that. But I smiled at the thought of kissing him one thousand times. A little impractical but I like that he dreams big.
"A thousand times? Really?" I asked.
"Really." He nodded in confirmation, not a single trace of doubt on his face.
"Isn't that a little farfetched? I mean we'd have to continuously kiss for the rest of this trip to actually kiss a thousand times." I laughed at the impossibilities.
"I'm ok with that." He winked at me.
I felt myself blushing and nervously biting my bottom lip at his sudden forwardness. How wonderful does that sound? A little too wonderful.
"Well if it's any consolation you're only nine hundred and ninety nine kisses away." I said mater of factually.
"Actually, make that nine hundred and ninety eight." He playfully smirked.
I furrowed my eyebrows with confusion. Did he really doubt me? I'm sure we've only kissed once so far. I quickly recalculated the math in my mind and as I suspected, I'm still right.
"I'm an honors math student. I don't think I make mistakes on simple calcu- MMH!"
He captured my lips with his before I could say anything else. I was taken by surprise yet again, causing a weird noise to come out of my throat. I instantly melted into the kiss, letting the sensation of his touch take over. Whatever it was I was talking about a second ago completely wiped my mind.
"Told you I was right." he mumbled against my lips, leaving small kisses between each word.
I rolled my eyes but kissed him anyways.
"That was a really nice way of shutting me up." I sighed contently as soon as we pulled apart.
"Please don't ever make me do something silly like that ever again ok or you're going to be in big trouble missy." He warned.
"It's not my fault you didn't listen." I quickly defended, still out of breath from kissing.
"Ally." He whined.
"I'm sorry." I whispered and proceeded to half smile.
He shook his head at me and I just continued to smile all innocent like at him.
"It's going to take a lot more than that, and I know just how." He smirked mischievously at me.
"What?" I asked cautiously with a raised eyebrow.
"Another sleepover, just you and me." he declared.
Suddenly I felt really nervous. The last time we had a sleepover was when he was still in a relationship with Cassidy. Nothing really happened because it couldn't happen. But now we're actually together and I know it's just Austin but he's still a teenage guy. I swallowed hard and chewed on my lip in fear. Suddenly my feet became the most interesting thing in the room as my eyes fell shy to the floor.
"Are you ok?" he asked suddenly concerned. He grabbed my hand in his, holding it in attempt to sooth me down.
"Not really." I barely whispered, my eyes still diverted away from his.
"What's wrong?" he asked again, only this time he lifted my chin up so I was forced to look at him.
His eyes were soft as I took a moment to collect my thoughts. This is stupid and way to embarrassing to tell him about. What if he hates me for thinking this? But what if it's what he really wants? I'm not good at any of this!
I swallowed hard, trying to force the lump in my throat to go down as my mind swirled.
"Ally, talk to me." he pleaded.
I took a deep breath and nodded my head ever so slightly, finding enough courage to speak.
"It's silly." I told him.
"I'm sure that's not true. You know you can tell me anything." He reassured.
I chewed my lip and nodded. Sometimes I wish he wasn't so right all the time.
"I've never really… you know." I started, failing to get what I had to say out.
"Elaborating would be a little more helpful." He smiled softly.
I felt my face start to turn pink and the room felt twenty degrees hotter.
"I haven't had… sex before." The word sex came out as a whisper and I blushed, suddenly embarrassed about this whole thing.
I was too afraid to give him enough time to think of a response so I just kept talking. Well, more like some classic Ally babbling.
"And I know you have a lot more experience than me but I get that you're still a guy and that guys want this but I just-" my voice slowly faltered to a panicked nothing as I struggled to understand what I was even saying and I couldn't look at him again.
It was silent for a moment before he let out a quiet chuckle.
"Ally I didn't mean to make you upset or nervous or put any kind of pressure on you when I mentioned the sleepover. When I said sleepover I really just meant sleep over, nothing else." he reassured.
"Besides, we've only been dating for like two days. I don't think anyone has sex at least until the third day." He winked.
I gave him a blank expression, not laughing or smiling at his sad attempt of a joke.
"That's not funny." I said seriously.
"I'm kidding! Ally, lighten up! Yes I've had sex before but that doesn't mean you have to do anything you aren't comfortable with because of that." He said.
I could feel myself becoming calmer again.
"I know I shouldn't be asking you this but did you and Cassidy ever…" I started nervously.
He immediately shook his head.
"No. And I'm thankful we didn't." he replied.
I let out a small breath of relief.
"But I do believe sex is for when two people are sure they love each other. And I know I love you to the edge of the galaxy and all the way back, but that doesn't mean we should rush anything. Of course I want to have sex with you one day, I mean you are the most beautiful girl in the world and I'm so lucky to have you. But I also want to save it for a really special time and for when you are one hundred percent ready for that step." He told me.
I stood there and felt my heart melt as he spoke. This guy always knows what to say. I let out a long breath in relief and closed the gap between us, kissing his soft lips.
"I love you." I said with a smile.
"I love you too." He smiled and kissed my forehead.
He laced his hands in mine and started to lead me away from the doorway.
"As awesome as sex with you sounds, kissing and snuggling together is about as intimate as I want to get tonight." he said in all seriousness as we sat down on the edge of the bed.
I rolled my eyes but found myself blushing at the first part. It kind of made my mind wander to some… unmentionable things but I was quick to shake them out of my head. I just kind of ignored what he said altogether though because all my other thoughts came flooding into my head at once.
"Wait, isn't this even risker than before? I mean I'd love to have you stay the night with me but if we get caught it'd be bad news, especially because we are technically dating now. Maybe we shouldn't do this." I suggested a little sad.
"Ally I don't care and you know that. It just means we have to be extra sneaky." He smirked at me, followed by an unexpected wink.
"But it's cute that you're so concerned." he quickly added.
I found myself smiling again as soon as he said that.
"Alright. But don't you need to get your stuff?" I asked.
"It's probably too risky if I go out and try to come back. Lights out is pretty soon and if they see me out there I'll never get back here. So I'll just manage with what I've got." He replied with a simple shrug.
"Ok. I'm going to get ready, you sit tight." I told him.
He laughed in response but nonetheless agreed. I headed to the closet to grab my pajamas and then made my way to the bathroom. I got changed, brushed my teeth and did everything else I needed to do in fifteen minutes.
I walk out in my usual pink pajama shorts and white tee shirt to find him lying on my bed, staring at the wooden ceiling. He had turned the lights off so the little lamp and the moonlight coming through the window were the only things illuminating the room.
"Finally! I thought you were never coming out of there." He teased.
"Most girls take triple the amount of what I took, just saying." I said matter of factually.
"I know, I'm just kidding. You look beautiful, as always." He smiled and flirtatiously winked at me.
"Thanks." I blushed, suddenly feeling timid in this new atmosphere.
I crawled on to my bed and joined him, lying by his side. Immediately he wrapped his arms around me and traced lazy patterns on my arm.
"You can get ready now if you want." I said in a hushed voice.
"Ok." He nodded.
He pulled away and quickly stood up off the bed. But when he started to take off his shirt my eyes went wide and I had to look away.
"Austin what are you doing?" I exclaimed.
"Getting ready for bed." He said in a 'duh' kind of tone.
He didn't even stop, and by the sounds of it he just continued on to undo his belt buckle.
"Well are you sleeping naked tonight or something?" I asked with a panicked voice.
"Ally, it's ok to look at me. It's no different than being at the lake in my swim trunks." He laughed.
He was right, this is silly of me. He is my boyfriend. I can look at him if I want. Plus a willingly shirtless Austin is always a bonus for me. I slowly uncovered my eyes to find him smiling at me. I couldn't help but admire his arms and chest and every exposed piece of his flesh for the thousandth time. It's not my fault he's so perfect and the low lighting did wonders for him. My eyes final met with his lower body. Like he said, he was in just his boxers. But to my surprise these boxers were bright pink.
"Austin." I laughed.
"What?" he asked.
"Your boxers are pink." I laughed again.
He immediately started to blush and tried to hide it as I fell into hysterical laughter.
"Hey my mom bought me these!" he quickly defended.
"Well it's a step up from the truck boxers you used to wear." I added.
"Who told you about that?! And I stopped wearing those when I was twelve!" he argued.
"Your mom is full of wonderful information." I smirked widely.
A loud groan escaped his throat.
"Of course. What else do you know?" he asked slightly mortified.
"I know plenty enough." I replied.
"You and my mother are never allowed to speak to each other again." He told me.
"Awe, don't be like that. I think your pink boxers are very cute." I reassured.
"You're impossible Ally Dawson." He sighed as he got back under the covers with me.
"I know." I giggled as he snuggled close to me.
"Now I remember the mentioning of snuggles and kisses tonight, is that still on the table?" I asked hopefully.
"Sadly, yes." He pouted.
"Don't be such a baby." I teased, kissing his cheek.
"When did you get so mean?" he joked, placing his hand over his heart pretending to be hurt.
I rolled my eyes but pecked his lips in apology. He took his hand in mine, lacing our fingers together under the blanket. I snuggled my head closer into his bare chest, leaving a few light kisses where his heart would be. For a while we stayed like this. The only sound in the room was our breaths and hearts beating simultaneously. But three of my favorite words broken the soften silence.
"I love you." he whispered on to my lips.
"I love you too." I whispered back.
This time he kissed me. I felt a hundred butterflies flutter around on the inside of my stomach and it was like gravity was no longer such a thing. When our lips meet I feel light as a feather and beyond elated to kiss him as many times as I could. It started out soft and sweet and gentle like most of our kisses were, but this quickly turned into something else.
He had managed to shift his body so he was hovering above me, making it easier to keep kissing me. His hands went from entangled in mine, to firmly glued on to my exposed sides as my shirt had managed to ride up a little bit. His hands felt hot on my skin as his fingers dug small patterns into me, making every inch of flesh get goose bumps.
And all while he did this his lips didn't quit on me either. My hands tangled themselves in his messy blond hair so I could pull him closer. Being so close to him just feels right. His kisses became longer and deeper and my mind felt hazy as our lips never separated. My lungs hurt from the lack of oxygen he was providing me with but the pleasure definitely overpowered it. Every nerve inside me came to life as he touched and kissed me in a much more daring way.
My eyes had fell shut as I let the continuous connection of our lips to take over me. But they shot right open as soon as I felt him on my neck, my breath catching in my throat at this new sensation. He was hesitant at first. This was a whole new territory for him and me. But his breath was hot on my skin and right now I didn't want anything more than to just feel him connect to my neck. His lips left a burning trail behind on my tender skin as he slowly worked on me. I tilted my head back to allow him better access, subconsciously giving in to him.
"Austin." I quietly moaned out but immediately turned red with embarrassment.
He didn't stop to look at me though and I was thankful for that because I was redder than a tomato. He smiled against my neck as I'm sure that's the reaction he had hoped to get out of me. He quickly went back to working on my delicate skin and I had to bite my lip so I didn't let anything else slip out of my mouth. His lips found their way to my collarbone and I immediately took in a sharp breath. That was the most sensitive yet pleasurable of places he's explored yet.
"Oh god." I breathed out as he started to suck on the same exact spot.
I clutched onto his shoulder for dear life as he continued. At this point I'd probably leave a bruise that's how strong my grip was. My eyes had shut closed again as his mouth and lips and tongue on my neck did unmentionable things. The feeling was something else too. It was powerful and exciting and, well, a turn on. And he knew it too.
A few minutes later, after a good amount of contact with my collarbone, he stopped and I wished he hadn't. He came back up to meet my lips in another kiss. My arms wrapped around his neck as I kissed him back. But much too soon he rolled on to his side and rested his head in his hand, elbow propped up on the bed to support it. But the realization of what just happened hit me as soon as he pulled back to admire my neck with a smirk.
"Austin Moon did you just give me a hickey?" I asked with wide eyes.
"Maybe." He shrugged as he tried to hide his smirk.
"Austin!" I shouted and hit him in the arm.
"Be any louder won't you." he chuckled quietly and quickly kissed my cheek. The hit didn't even phase him.
"People weren't born yesterday, especially our friends! Everyone is going to know you did this." I groaned.
"C'mon, I think it looks really good on you! Think of it as a symbol that you are all mine and no one else's. And I do recall you quite enjoying it too." He smirked triumphantly.
"Not the time to reward yourself!" I scolded.
"I don't suppose a kiss would help?" he asked hopefully.
He leaned in to try and kiss me again but I covered his mouth with my hand before he could. I shook my head and quickly crawled on top of him, both my knees on either sides of his waist just to make sure I had his full attention.
"I think you've had enough kissing for tonight." I told him.
But it's like my words didn't even register to him because I noticed he was now biting down on his lip and his eyes were slowly scanning me up and down.
"What?" I asked slightly uncomfortable.
"This is really hot, just saying." He replied up at me.
I blinked a couple times before speaking, trying to register what he meant.
"Do you even listen to me?!" I laughed, but tried to stay serious.
"This is like every guys dream fantasy. Where the girl just takes control like this, seriously it's so hot." He said matter of factually.
I could feel myself starting to blush but quickly hid it with another question.
"Are you just trying to get yourself a kiss?" I asked skeptically.
"Depends." He laughed.
"Is it working?" he smiled hopefully.
I intertwined both my hands with his and quietly laughed.
"Your chances don't look half bad." I replied in a serious bluff.
I leaned down and met my lips with his; giving him the kiss he wanted. I was more than willing and happy to do so though. Our finger tips stayed laced together and I could feel my heartbeat starting to go wonky like it always does when I kiss Austin. I rolled back off of him, but continued to stay connected at the lips as we repositioned back to our snuggling ways.
"I'm sorry for giving you a hickey. I just couldn't help it but I'll make it up to you." he said as we pulled apart, our foreheads very much still touching.
"It's ok. I was just playing, well sort of." I winked.
"Don't worry. I won't go with a big grand gesture, but only because you asked me not to." He smiled at me.
"I'm totally going to get you back though." I smirked at him.
"Ally Dawson giving me a hickey? Sounds pretty hot." He winked at me.
"Shut up." I blushed and slightly giggled.
He said nothing and just smiled at me. He kissed my cheek before a small yawn escaped my mouth and it didn't go unnoticed.
"Someone's tired. Let's go to sleep." He suggested quietly into my ear.
"Ok." I barely nodded as he shut the lamp off.
My back was now against his chest with his arms wrapped around me to pull me closer to him. I guess you could say we were spooning but I like to just think of it as cuddling as one. And despite his lack of clothing he felt like a furnace, as per usual. Our feet tangled themselves together, just how I liked it and his head rested right by mine. That allowed his breaths and heart beats to fill my ears like my own personalized playlist. I could barely hold my eyes open as the sleep started to take over me. His lips planted butterfly kisses up my arm and shoulder and all the way up to the very temple of my head. It was soothing and everything about this moment with him seemed absolutely perfect.
"Goodnight Ally, I love you." he whispered against my skin.
"I love you too." was the last thing I mumbled before he nuzzled his head into me and I fell asleep.
Once again I am so very sorry for how long this took for me to get up and out for you guys. I wanted this summer themed story to be over by summer but it doesn't look that way anymore. The good news is that there are only a few chapters left, and I may finish this weekend. I'm not going to make any promises though because whenever I do it seems to fail pretty bad and then I just feel awful and it sucks for all you readers! And this chapter was inspired by one of the reviews someone had left about thinking Austin and Ally were going to get to the most intimate of levels in the last chapter so it made me want to incorporate that subject. Please tell me your favorite part in the reviews, and maybe something you want to see happen in the story before it's over! I love hearing all your thoughts and ideas! I love you and thank you so very much for reading :)