Each passing day, her decision came harder and harder. Each male was amazing in their own way and brought out different sides of her.
When she's with Kouga, she feels free and outgoing. With Kouga skies the limit. He truly is sweet and romantic and never fails in making her feel beautiful and wanted. She loves just how close his is with everyone in his clan and protects them to the death.
When she's with Sesshomaru, it's a whole other ball game. He brings out the intellectual side of her. She would find out little by little all of the responsibilities that she would be expected to take over should she become his mate. At first it was a little overwhelming, but it also helped her because she became a little more creative. She soon found herself enjoying these responsibilities and loved the thought of being helpful to her mate in times like this should he not be able to find a workable solution.
No matter how perfect they may seem, everyone has flaws.
With his reputation, in public Sesshomaru will always be that stoic demon who is known for his merciless killings and war lust. He will show her respect of course but will NEVER show just how much he loves her in public in fear of someone using her against him. That news was truly heart wrenching for her. With all the demonesses throwing themselves at him, can she live knowing there is too be a limit on their passion publicly. What if a demoness becomes bold and challenges the love the two share, can she take it knowing he could never admit the true extent of passion they share for one another.
Kagome doesn't know if she could handle that. She has already spent years chasing after a man who denied any feelings in public but would whisper sweet nothings to her in private. She remembered how that worked out.
Did she really want to put herslef through that pain again ?
Kouga was a different story. He will scream to the world at how much he loves her. He would make it clear to any and every one who she was and what she means. That feeling always felt refreshing to her, and it made her love him even more.
But like Sesshomaru, being with Kouga has its downs as well.
Can she handle the fact that when he's away, it is her duty to protect the pack and keep peace between clans. She believe she can handle it but does she want to ?
She already gave the last 5 years of her life away by protecting and the world from the Jewel and Naraku. Does she want to continue even if it just protection over a clan ?
Will there ever be time where she can just have to herself without feeling selfish ?
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Who do you think she will pick ? Will she pick either one or would she better off on her own a while longer ?
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