Ah - the guitar... she looks at the wall, just adjacent to the window. That was where the thing had contact as a whole, after which has crashed to pieces. That was probably the last time she was able to sing as well.
She remembers that time - it was two nights after her having found out about the video. With such thing resulting to depression - as usual, she went home very drunk. She then decided that being 'very drunk' still cannot define a Haku, so she went to the cupboard to take out more of the cheaper alcohol she bought along with her groceries. And just so you know... she's more than capable of downing ten large bottles of Sake, despite having to deal with the almighty set of shit called a hangover.
Back to having been drunk - she reminisced that time when she was singing at the bar, at the video.
"How d'ell zus zet suck?!" She yelled to one in particular.
And there was no one to answer, because she lived alone.
Alone...
"Lemme sho'ya, dammit - wherzzat- "
She remembers - in a blur - having stumbled towards that cabinet - just opposite the window - and excavated her dusty guitar (not without scattering every piece of clothing across the room), and stumbled back again towards the window.
And then she started to sing.
She sang her favorite song, which was all but a bunch of sounds and slurred words.
Her fingers stumbled through the chords, yet despite her intoxicated state, she played through the song decently.
She sang about her brother.
She sang about herself.
She sang about the people that were once in her life.
She sang about them walking away.
And finally, she sang about her failures, her tormentors, and everyone that caused her pain.
She remembers, upon finishing her songs, that she had been crying.
Why was she singing again?
She remembers looking down at her guitar and seeing its blurry shape - all dusty, yet still sounded good for her inebriated ears. Why...
Why did her brother have to die?
Why did they have to do that?
Why why why-
And all the pain turned to anger in the form of a smashed guitar - a gift to her by her brother on her eighteenth birthday.
And she remembers herself having cried some more...
...last night.