1 Week later

"No! Your not going and that's it, end of discussion" Shouted Puck to Rachel

"When the hell do you get to decide for me" Rachel screamed back. She finally decided to tell her brother that she was leaving to England, she didn't expect him to be this mad "Your only my brother Noah, your not dad! You can't stop me and that's it" She said with anger in her face.

"Try me" Puck said "Their is no way i'm letting you go" Puck said hitting the kitchen wall.

"Stop it you two" Their mother shouted entering the room. She looked at them both with disbelief, she never saw them fighting, well not like this anyway. "What is going on" She asked.

Puck looked at Rachel "I'm glad your here mom" He said looking at his mam "Your daughter" he said pointing towards Rachel "She thinks she's going to England and your fine with that"

"Arggg" Rachel screamed.

"I am" Said their mother looking at her son.

Puck looked at his mam "Your kidding? You can't be serious" He shouted "She's 16 anything could happen"

His mother walked over to her son and took his hands in hers "Listen Noah, Your her brother but i'm her mother i decide" She said calmly "I have checked her program and the place she is staying. Shes going to be fine"

"You can't trust a teenage girl"

"I'm still here you idiot i can hear you" Rachel said with anger

Rachel's mother looked over towards her and shook her head, basically telling her to be quiet which Rachel groaned at.

Rachel started to walk away "I need some air, i'll be back later" She said glaring at Puck

Puck sighed, and ran his hand through his hair "Your making a mistake mam" He said calm "She's not ready for this! She's my baby sister" He added

His mother smiled. "I know that it's hard to understand Noah and believe me i know you just want to protect her, but she has to face the world. Be supportive for her and show that you love and trust her. She's not a baby anymore she is a mature young lady" She said kissing her son's forehead "She will go with or without your support Noah"

"I love her mam and want her safe" Puck said looking into his mam's eyes

"I know you do, and that's why she's upset because she wants your support, she's leaving at the end of the month" She added

Puck looked at his mother in shock "But schools not over"

"Noah it's fine" She said nicely "Listen i need to go to the cafe, i'll come home early" Added their mother she felt so guilty leaving things like this

"No it's fine mam" Puck said reassuring her "I'll talk to her" He smiled

"Thank you baby" She said leaving

Once his mam had left he made his way up to Rachel's room, he sat on her bed and looked around. He smiled looking at the pictures that Rachel had, there was many of her and Quinn and a lot or her and him.

"I love you little sis" He whispered to himself. He suddenly frowned seeing a notebook of sheet music. He took it and flipped it open, he knew he shouldn't of been looking at him but he had to know what she was thinking.

He looked at the songs and noticed one wasn't finished, it was titled "i gotta go my won way"

I've go to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong here, I hope you understand
We might find a place in this world someday
But at least for now, I gotta go my own way

Don't wanna leave it all behind
But I get my hopes up
And I watch them fall every time

Another color turns to gray
And it's just too hard to watch it all
Slowly fade away

I'm leaving today
'Cause I gotta do what's best for me
You'll be okay

"What are you doing" Shouted Rachel yanking the notebook from Puck's hands. "This is private Noah!" she went to her door ""Go! Get out" She said with anger

Puck still sat on her bed ignoring her demands, he looked at her.

"Is that really how you feel?" Asked Puck "If it is i'm sorry" he said putting his head down

Rachel sighed and sat beside him "Sometimes i feel disconnected, like i don't belong but Noah that's not your fault" How could she be angry at her brother. She put her hands on top of his "Your the best brother ever Noah, but i have always followed after you, but now it's time for me to do things alone"

"I just can't believe your going in two weeks" he said looking at her "I'm going to miss you" Noah admitted "Just please be careful the boys over their want one thing to get in your pants"

"Yeah just like they do here" Rachel said laughing "I'll be careful Noah, You will be visiting and i will be back from Christmas" Added Rachel smiling

Puck sighed and shook his head "It still wont be the same"

"I'm going to miss you, i love you" Said Rachel sitting closer to him

Puck wrapped his arms round her neck and kissed her forehead "I love you too little Puckerman and any guy tries it with you i'll kill them" He added

"I know" She laughed


2 weeks later.

Rachel had just zipped her last suitcase. She sat on her bed and sighed, she was scared but she knew she had to do it.

Quinn was coming with her brother and mother at the airport in the morning to say goodbye.

Rachel had said goodbye to almost everyone, she hadn't seen Finn since the whole Britanny thing. They were both avoiding eachover. She looked at her clock, her brother would be back soon with the pizzas. She took her handbag and ran downstairs.

"I need to say goodbye to someone mam" She shouted to her mother "I'll be back soon" she said walking out the door and started to run down the street.

She arrive in front of Finn's house she knocked at the door.

Finn opened the door and looked at her in surprise

"I didn't expect to see you" he smiled "Come in"

"No" she said "I just came to say bye" she smiled trying to hide the pain

He looked at her and smiled. "Thanks little puckerman, i would of been sad if you didn't say goodbye" He said stepping outside to her closing the door behind him

"Well you could of came to see me too" She joked

"Yeah" he said looking down "But i knew you were angry at me for some reason and i didn't want to bother you, so just avoided you" he admitted

"Don't be silly" She said slapping his arm "I was having a bad day and well" she shrugged "I just took it out on you" She added

Finn gave her a smile. "So England huh? I hope you have fun! We'll miss you here" He said stepping closer to her

She closed the distance and hugged him tight "I'm going to miss home too" She said to him, She wished she could say she was going to miss him and she loved him.

Finn was rubbing her back. "And please remember Finn your doing good. Don't live up to other peoples expectations" She said breaking their hug

Finn was speechless, no-one has ever said that to him before

Rachel looked at Finn "Well take care" she said turning around to leave

"Wait" Finn said catching her arm "Why say that?" He asked

"I know you Finn, you always try to impress everyone else, just do it for you, i like the real Finn Hudson"

Finn smiled and hugged her again "Thank you, i'm glad i have you as a friend" He added smiling

Rachel's heart broke once again when he said friend. "Take care of yourself Finn Hudson" She said turning around going back home.


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