Nine weeks later

Rachel and Finn were in the helping zone at school. Rachel was helping Finn with his calculus exam which was coming up. They decided to do the tutoring sessions in public because if they did it at home they couldn't keep their hands off each over.

Every morning when Rachel woke up she felt more and more in love with Finn, and each time his eyes locked with hers she could feel her whole body heating up. Rachel sighed loudly and bit her lip. The whole relationship with Sam and Quinn was becoming stronger and they were starting to show love which meant Noah would find out.

"What's bothering you?" Finn asked rubbing her legs under the table.

"People are starting to talk about Sam and Quinn." She whispered back.

"That's a good thing." Finn said not lowering the tone in his voice. "We've been together for 2 months now and we're still keeping it all from your brother." He added shaking his head. "I'm really starting to wonder if your actually enjoying keeping it a secret." He said with pain in his eyes.

Rachel's eyes widened in shock. She couldn't believe he thought that.

"How can you think that? We already talked about this didn't we?" She asked gently reaching for his cheek.

"Yeah we did babe, but that was 2 months ago and you said we would hide it only for a little while." He threw his pen down. "I mean god 2 months is not a little while." He reached for both of her hands and put them on his heart. "Don't you get it? I want the whole world to know that i love you and well that you love me back." He took a deep breath looking at her. "A small part of me can't stop thinking that your ashamed to say you love me and that you're using Puck as an excuse to not make us official.

Rachel looked at him for awhile she couldn't believe what she was hearing. A few moments later she shook her head and stood up. "Okay learning is over." She said in a serious tone. "Come with me." She added giving him her hand to grab.

He took the small hand in his and felt an electric shock go through his spine. He always got it when he touched her.

He followed her to the parking lot.

"Where are we going?" He asked with confusion.

"My house,,My room." She said getting in the car, she looked in his eyes and saw worry. "I have to show you something."

"Okay." Finn replied.

As soon as they made it to her room Rachel walker to her desk and grabbed her note book which she kept her song lyrics in. Finn was sat looking at her in confusion.

"Okay." She said sitting beside him."Some people have diaries where they write things down like feelings, but with me i speak out music so i write it down." She smiled slightly.

"I know that Rach, i don't understand." He looked at her and smiled. He knew that reading that would be reading her heart.

"Look at it." She said handing him it. "There basically all about you." She said clearing her throat. "If you look at the last few pages its all the songs i have written since we started dating." She added biting her lip nervously.

Finn flicked through the pages carefully then came to the last song. It was called no shame.

It took me years to stand up confident and tall.

And it took all of a few seconds for everything to fall.

I don't worry about my pride anymore.

Cause pride is something i can't afford.

I would do so much begging.

If it meant sparing you the pain.

When it comes to you.

I have no shame, no shame.

I have waited a life time for you.

And i finally got you.

I have no shame, no shame.

Finn looked directly into Rachel's eyes.

"You really mean it." He asked, his voice shivering.

"Every single word." Rachel said brushing his cheek. "If only you could read my mind and heart." She added with a smile.

Finn smiled and gently kissed her lips. Things felt perfect.

"I love it when you kiss me, but." She looked down and took his hands in hers, she kissed his palm. "But you're right about something,,If i'm honest with myself ,, I do use Noah as an excuse to not make us official." She whispered.

"Excuse me?" Finn asked but shock and anger in his voice.

"But you're wrong on my motives." She added louder than before, still looking down.

"I'm listening." He said calmly. But inside his heart was pounding.

Rachel stood up and started to pace around her room. "Lets face it Finn." She started not looking at him. "Yeah i'm a cheerleader but i'm the dorky and ordinary one." She shrugged. "I'm Rachel Puckerman! My brothers the popular one, My best friend is the head popular cheerleader and well my boyfriend is basically the most popular one." She shook her head. "I'm not."

"I don't understand you, please explain help me understand." he said smiling trying to ease the atmosphere.

She smiled. She loved how goofy he was. "When everyone knows about us everyone will ask why are you with me and that he could do better and a small part of me is wondering the same." She added with a sob. "I mean what are you doing with me?" She asked finally looking at him.

Finn could see the pain and doubt in her eyes. He stood up to face her and places his arms on his shoulders.

"Rachel how-"

"And a part of me can't stop thinking that one day you will start asking yourself that question." She looked at him with tears in her eyes."Since we got together there's this aching deep inside that sometime surfaces." She said pointing to her chest. ""Once you get what you want you're scared to lose it." She added with defeat in her voice. "I,,,I."

Finn close the distance between their bodied and crashed his lips onto hers. Hearing her doubts was killing him, all he wanted to do was ease her mind and make her understand. "Look into my eyes Rachel. What do you see?" He asked looking into her eyes. "You are not ordinary! You are far from it!" Finn added. "You are the one who took my heart Rachel." He still saw the doubt in her eyes. "You are smart, funny, talented, caring, loving and good in bed." he added smirking kissing the tip of her nose. "You are perfect."

Rachel finally smiled and leaned up onto her tiptoes to kiss him. "I love you and i will tell Noah everything tonight." She promised. "You are right, i want us to be official. I am proud to be yours." She added with love.

"I want to be there with you to help you." Finn said hugging her. "He needs to see how much i love you. That way he will except us easier i think." He added kissing her head.

"No just let me, I'm Noah's soft spot." Rachel said in a serious tone. "I need to calm him down first." She bit her lip. "Maybe you could move for a couple of days." She added joking.

"That's an idea." He said kissing her palm. "I'm happy you have decided to make us official." He said kissing the pulse on her wrist.

Rachel closed her eyes and moaned.

"How about a biology session right now?" She asked breathless.

"I thought you would never ask." Finn said with a smile against her lips before jumping with her onto the bed. "So what part are we starting with?" He asked kissing her jaw line.

"Ummm, What about this?" She asked starting to undo his belt.

"I like the way your thinking." He added starting to unbutton her jeans.

Once they were done, Finn held Rachel tight by his chest.

"Every time we do this it gets better and better." He said kissing her forehead. "I don't ever want to be without you."

"You don't have to be." She said kissing his chest. "As long as you keep loving me then i'm you'rs forever. What about a shower?" She asked cheekily.

"Huh? You want to take a shower now?" Finn asked not wanting to let her go.

"Kinda." She said biting his lip. "I just don't want to take it alone." She added raising her eyebrows.

"Oh.! Finn smirked. He jumped out of bed and took her hand. "Come on baby,, What are we waiting for? I need a good scrub." He added with a wink.

Rachel laughed and followed him into the bathroom. "I'll scrub wherever you want." She said seductively.

They were under the warm shower laughing, kissing and touching. They were so lost in their little world that they didn't hear Pucks car pull in.

I can't believe they are doing that to her! Puck thought with anger, closing his car door. He drove over to Sam's to ask about football when he walked in and saw it! Sam was making up out with Quinn. Her best friend! He was shaking his head walking up to Rachel's room. He wasn't going to tell her just yet he wanted to tell Finn so they could both hurt him.

Puck noticed that Finn had gotten more protective of Rachel lately, so he knew he would kick off.

Puck knocked and walked in.

"Rachel?Rach? Where are you little sis?" He shouted, hearing some noise from the bathroom.

Both Finn and Rachel froze when they heard that voice.

"Shit! I forget to lock the door." She whispered to Finn. "You stay here. I will be back in a minute."

Finn just nodded.

"I'm coming." She shouted putting on her robe and walking carefully outside her bathroom, she made sure not to open the door to wide. Puck was waiting infront of the door.

As soon as she closed the door Finn climbed out the shower and wrapped a towel around his waist.

"Sorry to interrupt your shower." Puck said with a warm smile. He felt so guilty on her. "You were helping Finn this afternoon right?" he asked.

"Why are you asking?" Rachel asked nervously. She looked down to see Finn's clothes lying on the floor next to the bed. She swore in her head and walked towards the bed. "Yeah we did, but were done now." She added kicking the clothes under the bed. Once they were hidden she sighed in relief.

"Yeah, i know your done." Puck said laughing. "You wouldn't be helping him in the shower." He said rolling his eyes.

Rachel nodded and smiled uncomfortably. "I don't know where he is." She hated lying to her brother but she had too.

"Oh okay." Puck said shrugging. "I just need his help with something. I will give him a call." He said dialing his number before Rachel could stop him. He heard a phone ring in Rachel's room. He scrunched his eyebrows in confusion. "I probably dialed your number."Puck said noticing Rachel's face turning white.

Puck dialed Finn's number again. He could hear Finn's ringtone coming from under Rachel's bed.

"What the fuck!" Puck said walking to Rachel's bed pushing her out the way and looking under it. He saw a pile of clothes and took them out. He looked at the clothes then looked back at Rachel.

She opened her mouth but it shut straight away. She looked down.

Puck finally concentrated his attention on the bathroom door looking at it with anger. "You didn't." he shouted then opening the door.

Finn's smile faded when he saw Puck standing infront of the door. He was breathing heavily and clenching his fists so tight that his knuckles looked like they were going to pop out.

"It's not what you think." Finn said. It was the only thing he could say. He tightened his grip on the towel.

"Not what i think?" Puck shouted with fury. He walked to Finn and knocked him down punching him in the nose. "Oh that's good." He shouted again. "I thought you were screwing my sister." He shouted even louder.

Finn stayed down avoiding Puck's face. He didn't know what to say. He found out the worst way he could.

"I hope it was worth it because it just cost you our friendship." Puck said with anger still but not shouting. "We were never friends." He said pointing to Finn. "I trusted you more than anyone and you betrayed me." He added looking at Finn with disgust. "You're a two faced bastard and you know it!" Puck said turning around to leave. He gave a sad and disappointed glance to his sister.

He was about to leave when Finn spoke up.

"I love her! So much." Finn said standing up. "And if you can't understand that well." he shrugged. "I guess our friendship is over." he added sarcastically.

"Excuse me?" Puck said with defiance turning around.

Rachel quickly ran and stood beside them. She knew Noah would never hurt her.

"You perfectly heard me!" he said looking at Puck. "I love her."

"I love him too." Rachel said still standing infront of Finn. "I am so sorry you found out like this." She added crying.

Puck looked back and forth at them. "Get lost! Both of you." he said leaving the room slamming the door behind him.

"I need to talk to him." Rachel said turning towards Finn. "I need to set things right with him, now,"

Finn nodded stepping closer to her and hugging her."I understand." He said wiping her tears away. "Go find him.I will wait for you at mine." he added picking his clothes up from the floor. "I love you and that's all that matters."

"I love you too. Thanks for being in my life." She said before running to put clothes on trying to find her brother.