Finn still couldn't believe what he had just heard! He needed to go to Rachel's to find out the truth. He was trying to think of an excuse that would get him into Rachel's room. He hoped someone was their cause he didn't want to sneak in.

Finn knocked on the door and was greeted by Mrs Puckerman's smile.

"Hello Finn, none of them are here." She said laughing.

"Oh okay." Finn said uncomfortably, he was trying to think of an excuse. "I just need to pick up a book from Rachel's room." He said looking around him, avoiding contact with her eyes.

"Oh that's fine." She said moving away so she could let him in. "Listen i have to go so make sure you lock the door when you leave." She added looking at her watch. "I really need to go to work."

"Are you sure you don't mind?" Finn asked.

"Don't be silly!I trust you like your family." Mrs Puckerman said picking up her bag. "Take your time." She added patting his arm then leaving Finn alone in the house.

Finn walked slowly up to Rachel's bedroom, he was so scared to find out this was true. When he entered the room he looked around and smile at how organised she was.

Once he got to her desk he sat on the chair and looked to where the letter was. He took a deep breathe, Finn took the letter and started to read it, after a while he threw the letter back down.

"Damn it Rachel! Finn shouted with anger.

He put the letter back where it was meant to be and left the house as fast as he could. He felt as though he was about to explode.

As soon as he got in his car he took out his mobile. "Hey Puck man, i'm sorry am going to have to bail on you guys tonight." He said on Pucks voice mail. "I got something i need to do." He added.

There was one person he could talk to, Santana she always told the truth and she would tell him what to do.

"OH MY GOD!" Quinn shouted. "You actually did it? I thought you wouldn't of done it!" She added impressed.

"What i can be a bad ass too!" Rachel said looking at her stomach. "I hope Finn likes it." She added looking at the tattoo she just got. She got Finn's name just above her belly. Right now it was a bit sore but she knew it would be worth it.

"Of course Finn's going to like it!" Quinn said smiling. "But you know who won't?" She added laughing. "Your brother!"

"Whatever!" Rachel said shrugging her shoulders, looking at her tattoo again. "I did this for me, and i'm 18." Rachel added standing straight. "I'm not scared of Noah."

"Oh okay." Quinn said looking away. "So i can tell your brother you got a tattoo?" She added looking back at Rachel out of the corner of her eyes.

"WHAT? NO!" Rachel shouted. "He's going to kill me." She added seriously.

Quinn burst into laughter. "You're so not scared!" She said with tears in her eyes off laughing so hard.

Rachel then started laughing too. "Okay, maybe i'm a tiny bit scared." She said wrapping a arm around Quinn's shoulder as they left the mall.

"I love you best friend!" Quinn said. "Please don't ever lie to me again." She added serious.

"I won't." Rachel said. "And you know...I technically didn't lie- I just hid the truth."

Quinn glared at Rachel before sitting in the car.

"A bit to soon to laugh about it?" Rachel asked.

"Just a little." Quinn looked at Rachel. "But you know you could totally be a lawyer the way you think."

Rachel laughed at Quinn's comment.

They made their way back to Rachel's house and decided to make a girly night.

Rachel was preparing little snacks in the kitchen. "Do you think the tattoo was a mistake?" She said turning to Quinn.

Quinn looked at Rachel and shrugged. "Honestly i don't know Rach." She said nicely. "I mean you know i have a tattoo myself, but it's personal you know."

Rachel smiled. "Yeah."

"You know a tattoo's permanent." Quinn said uncomfortably. "We're only 18 and even if i wish it from the bottom of my heart. We don't know if Finn and you will last as long as this tattoo." Quinn said looking down.

"Oh." Rachel said. "And your scared that if one day we break up you think i will regret it don't you?" She added nicely taking Quinn's hands in hers.

Quinn just nodded.

"Don't worry about it." Rachel added. "You know i really think Finn's the love off my life but-" She slightly shrugged. "If we don't make it, it will be enough for me to wake up whether its 1, 5 or 10 years from now and remember how in love i was." She sighed. "And you know it can also be a way to remember the past and not to let history repeat itself."

"I know you guys are going to make it." Quinn said smiling. "You're Finchel!"

Finn knocked on Santana's door.

"Well, well, well." Santana said opening the door. "I was hoping for a booty call." She added jokingly. "What does Finn Hudson want?" Santana asked curiously.

Finn started to move uncomfortably in his spot. "Can i come in?" He asked.

Santana saw his discomfort and frowned letting him him closing the door behind him. "So superstar whats up?"

"I need you to get me into the singing program school, i know you have connections."

Santana looked at Finn for a few seconds before laughing. "That's a good joke." She said shaking her head. She looked at Finn and noticed his straight face. "Your not joking are you?" She asked.

Finn shook his head. "No i'm not."

"But i don't understand, you have always had a plan for football? And now you're in you want to go to a singing program? I thought you already had you're plan set out."

"No, it wasn't my plan, it was my dads plan." He said sitting down.

"Is this about Rachel?" Santana asked. "But she was following you? Puck told me she was." Santana said now getting confused.

"I know but she got accepted back into the singing program." Finn couldn't help but notice the pride in his voice when he said that. "And ii don't want her to end her dream just for me, her talent is too much."

"So Rachel wants to go back?" Santana asked.

"No she doesn't, well yeah she does but shes sacrificing it all for me." He said sadly. "I can't let her do that."

"Whys that?" Santana asked. "Why cant you let her follow you?"

"Why? Because i love her." Finn said putting it simple. "She has dreamt of being a singer for as long as i can remember, i don't want her to give up the things that make her who she is, the person i fell in love with." Finn took a deep breathe.

Santana nodded, she looked at Finn and knew how much he was in love with Rachel. "What if you follow her and theirs nowhere you can play basketball where you's are?"

"I don't care who i play for or where i play! As long as i am with her." Finn said. "And when i win a game and look into her eyes full of pride and love it will be perfect." Finn smiled. "I realised that it wasn't right before i had her in my life, shes the one i want next to me when everything turns out right."

Santana sighed. "I'm sorry theirs nothing i can do for you." She said looking down.

"What?" Finns head snapped up. "Why?" He shouted.

"Puck told me the other day that once the offer is done you have to go for atleast the first year." Santana sighed as she saw the pain in Finn's face.

"No it's impossible!" Finn said shaking his head. "It's over just like that?" He asked with disbelief.

"I can still try, but you shouldn't expect too much."

Finn rested his head back as his eyes started to fill with tears. "So i don't have a choice then?"

"Well you do have a choice Finn, don't let Rachel know you found the letter. And-."

"Right!" Finn said cutting Santana off. "So i make her let go of all of her dreams and she has too sit back and watch me grab all of mine? Music is her life."

"I never said it was a easy choice Finn." Santana said standing up. "It was a suggestion."

"I-" Finn stood up. "Yeah, thank you." He added walking to the door. "I know what i have to do."

"Don't do anything tonight, you're a mess! Go home and go to sleep and think things through tomorrow." Santana said giving him a hug.

"Okay." Finn said leaving. What was he going to do?

Rachel woke up with a weird feeling in her stomach. She looked at her mobile again and sighed.

"Somethings wrong." She whispered to herself. Usually after Finn had his guys night he would always sneak in to see her and he never showed last night. She even called him a few times and sent messages.

She got up and got dressed, jumped in the car with Noah and arrived at school. She looked for Finn but never saw him so decided to go to class.

She saw Finn at lunchtime, but he was pretty distant, it was like he was avoiding her.

At the end of they day Quinn saw Rachel and saw how worried she was.

"So whats worrying you?" Quinn asked wrapping a arm around Rachel.

"I don't know." Rachel said putting down her head. "I have this weird feeling and i can't get rid of it. Somethings wrong with Finn." She added sounding sad.

"And you just noticed that?" Quinn said trying to joke but noticed Rachel's face. "Aww, Rach, listen am sure everything is going to be okay." Quinn said sounding positive. "I'm sure tonight everything will be fine."

"You think?" Rachel said biting her bottom lip.

"Yeah i do, everything will be fine!" She said hugging Rachel tighter. "Nothing bad can happen to Finchel."

"I hope your right." Rachel said trying to smile.

"Let me drive you home." Quinn said taking Rachel's hand. "Then i can help you dress for your romantic night, which is quite pointless beacuse whats the point when you guys will just undress eachover." She added laughing.

"Quinn!" Rachel shouted laughing.

"What? So it's not true?" Quinn said with a seductive smile. "I want the details misses."

"No" Rachel said laughing.

"We will see." Quinn said.

Rachel shook her head, she knew she always told Quinn the details.

Rachel arrived at Finn's house abit early, she was excited but also nervous.

Finn opened the door and straight away Rachel noticed something was wrong.

Rachel walked in and saw he was not dressed for anything special or the house wasn't set up. She turned around and looked at Finn. She took a deep breathe before thinking about talking.

"Listen Finn i can see something is wrong and i need you to open up." She said noticing her voice was shaking. "Anything you need to say i can handle it." She said this incase something bad was going to be said.

Finn looked at her for a minute. She looked so before. "I just can't do this." He said his voice slowly breaking.

"What? I don't understand?" Rachel said confused.

"I'm sorry Rachel, but we're done." Finn said looking down, he didn't want to see the pain in her eyes and he didn't want her to see the pain in his. "I love you but, but don't love you enough." He added now wanting to cry. He looked up to see her crying. What just happened?

Thanks for all the amazing comments! Don't worry their is going to be drama but Finchel will be fine soon.