Minerva left Hogwarts quickly and silently, transfiguring herself into her cat form to avoid detection. She ran deep into the forbidden forest, her cat eyes showing her the way through the immense darkness. She was more vulnerable like this so she travelled quickly on all four paws but she couldn't waste any more time, she had only a short window.
It had been raining heavily and her paws sank deep into the thick mud as she navigated her way to where her contact would meet her.
The forbidden forest creaked around her, shadows flickered among the tree line and she felt anxious as her eyes kept wide and alert. Anything could be lurking ready to pick her off before she could transform back and counter it.
It was for another five minutes she ran before the forest fell instantly silent around her, and that only signified one thing, she had reached her destination.
Immediately she forced her body to grow back into her human, holding her wand out before her. She waited, breathing heavily.
"Professor" A rough voice came out the darkness, and she spun wand at the ready. She dared not light the path, for if anyone else but her contact was there it would be disastrous for the both of them.
"Bill" She spoke quietly into the night, as her former student approached.
She could see his dark silhouette as he approached her, her eyes already adjusted to the darkness long ago. Bill waisted no time as he held something out to her.
"We best be quick. How long do you have?" He queried getting straight to the point.
"I must be back before sunrise" She said firmly as she reached out and took the portkey.
Immediately she felt her body lift as they went spinning away rapidly.
Minerva landed gracefully beside the red headed Weasley, blinking suddenly at the light flooding the room.
"Stay on guard" Bill instructed. "We believe the house is still being watched."
Minerva nodded her wand still gripped tightly in her hand, her heart still racing from her run through the forest. Now she could look at him properly she could see his large scar running across his face. Bill led them though from the lounge into the quiet kitchen.
Molly was sitting at the kitchen table and she leapt up immediately.
"Minerva" She greeted hurriedly, it seemed everyone understood the sense of urgency and she appreciated it immensely.
"You've managed to locate Ron and Hermione?" She asked, that was of course the reason for her being at the Burrow.
Molly nodded as Bill instructed.
"Our clock, look at it"
Minerva had of course heard about the magical clock the Weasley's owned and she walked across quickly where Bill had pointed intrigued.
Instead of the nine small Weasley faces on dials she had expected to see there was now only one.
But she couldn't make out the picture on it as it was whizzing around in it's frame.
"That's Ron's location" Bill explained. "Mum's been modifying it so we can find them.
"But how can you locate him when it's spinning?" Minerva asked confused.
"That will be protective charms they have up" Bill continued. "They confuse it, so it doesn't know where to settle."
Minerva frowned, not following, but Bill only smiled at her gently.
"It's okay. For the past couple of nights Ron and Hermione have been on the move. We've been watching it constantly, when they do go to a new location we have a couple of seconds where the dial settles."
Minerva turned to him, not wanting to voice the obvious problem in this, however he continued. "I know there is a high chance they may not move tonight, or may not move around this time, but it's worth a shot."
Molly was standing anxiously beside them. "It is much safer for them to move in darkness, it is likely you will locate them tonight."
Minerva nodded, feeling more positive about the whole thing, both Bill and Molly seemed pretty confident. "Good, I will wait here then." She replied.
There was a short silence where the only noise was from the small dial still whizzing around like clockwork.
Molly spoke now, her emotions flooding her voice, the question apparently on her lips from the moment she had entered the house.
"How's Harry?"
Bill too had sharply fixed his gaze on her own.
McGonagall's sharp expression softened. "He's struggling, it'll take time." She said quietly, she could hardly reassure them when she couldn't reassure herself.
Molly looked ready to flood into tears, but she held herself strong, she clearly wanted to rush to Hogwarts and get Harry herself.
"Is the plan to remove him from the castle?" Bill questioned. "I saw Kingsley the other day, he was ready to run in all wands blazing."
Minerva shook her head, her gaze hardening once more. "Harry has informed me that he must stay in the castle. There is something he must do. He will not leave"
"He's not safe there" Molly argued immediately, her eyes wide in terror and worry.
"I know, if it was my decision I would change the parameters as soon as I could" Minerva explained heavily. She too did not want Harry imprisoned in the castle, they could not guarantee his safety. He could also be removed at any moment without warning and that was something she was terrified about, they may never find him again.
The distress on Molly's face was obvious.
Bill too looked troubled as he added. "If it comes to it I don't think Harry should have a say. We should remove him if we can."
Minerva didn't reply as she gazed out of the dark window. She couldn't see anything outside as she considered this.
The Order could easily remove Harry from the castle, but this would be going against Harry's will. He had had no say in his life over the last few months and she couldn't imagine tearing that away from him as well, forcing him to do something he didn't want to. It would probably kill him. She would not act until she could form more of an observed opinion.
Molly opened her mouth to speak but closed it again almost immediately as the room fell into silence. They all turned surprised, the dial had stopped.
"The Forest of Dean" Minerva spoke softly as she watched the words appear above Ron's smiling face as it stopped at midnight. This was good, she hadn't expected to be this far forwards already, she would most likely be back to the castle before any suspicion was raised.
"Do you wish for me to come with you?" Bill asked, he was ready to act as Molly stood beside her son looking worried.
Minerva shook her head. "I will find them alone." She was confident that in her cat form it would not take long to locate them within the forest, she had a very strong sense of direction and would be efficient in travelling in the darkness.
"And if you fail to find them" Bill started "Would you want me to pass on your message another time?"
"I am grateful for the offer but I promised Harry I would deliver it directly." She instructed him firmly, she held her wand ready.
He nodded, his eyes focused completely on her own, understanding as the dial immediately began to spin again, Ron and Hermione had already started putting up their protective shields.
"Make sure they are safe" Molly said, her voice was shaking. Minerva could only nod as she made to take the fresh portkey Bill was now hovering in front of her.
"It'll take you to the edge of the forest." He said roughly.
She nodded as he continued. "And tell Ron to drop by Shell Cottage if they ever need any help"
"I will" She answered as her hand connected on the small item and she felt herself whisked away. Mother and son watching her anxiously as she left.
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Hermione was sitting outside the small tent watching as Ron completed the last of their defences. There was a slight glimmer in their surroundings each time he cast his spell and she watched with tired eyes. It was a wet night and she shivered slightly from the cold, the ground had been soaking but she had dried the spot where she now sat watching anxiously. Her eyes flicking into the dark shadows of the forest.
She hated moving, although it was necessary to keep avoiding detection it was horrible to consider that every time they apparated they could potentially run into death eaters.
"It's done" Ron said as he lowered his wand and moved across to where she was sitting.
They were both exhausted as they always kept someone awake and on guard.
"You go and get some sleep" Ron said firmly as he sat down beside her.
Hermione only nodded numbly as she stood to move inside the tent. Since their encounter with Harry something had shifted between the two of them. She knew Ron was resentful for stopping him from apparating back to Grimmauld place and even at times she felt regret that she had made the wrong decision.
Harry could be here with them now, everything might have worked out okay. However she knew that wasn't true. Harry was a Horcrux and his own knowledge regarding this would not end well. There was no other solution that Harry would accept.
"Wake me in a couple of hours" She instructed as she stood and made to move into the tent.
Maybe Ron was right, maybe they should just get Harry out and run, just forget about the Horcruxs and flee to another country.
It wasn't long before she had sunk into a restless sleep.
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"Wake up"
Hermione jolted upright alarmed, her own wand gripped in her hand from where she had fallen asleep.
Ron came sharply into focus as her eyes darted around, he looked anxious.
"Someone is moving around near the tent" He whispered urgently.
Immediately Hermione was alert and she moved up beside him. Her heart pounding uncomfortable.
Their protective charms should be working, no one should be able to get close to them or see them.
Ron motioned for her to move cautiously to the entrance as he too held his wand high.
Before they left the shelter, Ron flooded the tent in darkness with a quick wave of his wand.
Hermione felt the cool air on her face as her eyes quickly adjusted to the darkness. It looked like it had been raining again as the ground was soft beneath her footsteps.
"Over there" Ron whispered, pointing with his wand into the trees.
"Shh Ron" Hermione said glancing around nervously, she too could already hear something moving in the undergrowth. Ron raised his wand immediately and stepped further away from the tent.
Hermione followed tentatively, wishing that their defences where holding strong.
Ron stopped suddenly and she nearly crashed into him.
He lit his wand.
"Ron" Hermione pleaded, her heart racing. "Put it out" She whispered, the sound had stopped.
However Ron had relaxed as he held his wand high, casting shadows from the tall trees.
"It's just a cat" Ron laughed as if he had been silly to be so cautious. Hermione peered round him and gazed where his light was shining. She felt her heart stop as stared at the small muddy tabby cat with distinctive markings around it's eyes.
Hermione rushed forwards, all fears turning to amazement and excitement.
"Professor McGonagall" She exclaimed, lowering her own wand.
Ron gaped in shock as the cat at once began transforming into a human.
Hermione beamed as their Professor straightened herself up, brushing herself down with a wave of her own wand.
Ron was still gaping as she approached them hurriedly. McGonagall had obviously been looking for them and Hermione stopped herself from bursting out with dozens of questions.
"Our protective charms?" Ron asked worriedly, looking around "Are they not working?"
"I assure you they are, Mr Weasley" McGonagall spoke, smiling at them both. "I am glad I found you tonight, it was not an easy task."
Hermione nodded enthusiastically. "Animal senses are so much better then our own Ron" She explained "We're still safe" Then she frowned suddenly. "How did you know where to find us?"
"I had some help from your family clock" McGonagall explained, looking at Ron suddenly with a stern gaze over the top of her glasses.
"We should move inside" Hermione felt anxious being out and exposed like this. Thankfully McGonagall agreed as the hurried inside the small tent.
"I don't understand?" Ron said after they had settled down, each with a warm cup of tea. "Why were you looking for us?"
Hermione too was eager to hear her response.
"I have a message to deliver, Mr Weasley" She spoke quickly. "I'm afraid I cannot linger for long. I must return to Hogwarts"
Ron and Hermione both looked stunned, before Hermione cottoned on quickly, a horrible turning sensation in her stomach. There was one clear reason why the Order was seeking them out.
"You've found Harry haven't you?" Hermione said nervously, feeling sick and worried. Ron shot her a look, however he focused on McGonagall as she could only nod. She looked surprised, it was apparent she hadn't suspected them to know.
McGonagall spoke confirming this. "You know he is alive?" She asked shocked, flicking her eyes between them both.
Hermione nodded, feeling her heart race. She had been right but she was afraid to ask what had happened. Ron however was more forward as he spoke quickly.
"What happened? Where is he?" Ron demanded. "Is he okay?"
"He is at Hogwarts" McGonagall told them quickly. "We are keeping him safe."
Hermione felt an odd sense of relief, Harry was safe, away from Voldemort, of course that was good. How he had come to Hogwarts though was a confusing one.
Ron looked at her sharply, he too was realising this development was an odd one.
McGonagall hadn't technically answered all their questions, she sat silently before them, obviously wary about speaking further which only further deepened Hermione's concern. What wasn't she telling them.
"How is he?" Hermione asked anxiously, sharing a nervous glance with Ron.
McGonagall hesitated and that was all Hermione needed to grasp the situation.
"He's still...Harry?" She asked desperately, the fear apparent in her voice. Voldemort would not have risked the Horcrux awake at the school surely.
McGonagall gave Hermione a very sharp look. "You appear to know a lot about Potter's confinement with You Know Who" She said, however she faulted at the anguished look on both of their faces.
"Oh Harry" Hermione had turned away, barely able to control herself as Ron rushed forwards to comfort her. Both Gryffindor's seemed to be in a state of panic.
"Harry is recovering" McGonagall hurried, obviously not meaning to alarm them both.
Hermione turned to her stunned. "He's...still himself then?" She hedged, was he being possessed, was the Horcrux in control, she couldn't bare to think. But McGonagall had said that they had been keeping him safe, what did that mean.
"For the most part he has been struggling with his confinement" McGonagall hurried. "We do not know what he has suffered but I rest assured you that Harry is moving forwards"
Hermione was so confused. It seemed as if Harry had been moved to the castle as himself. She turned to Ron who was also considering this a frown upon his face.
What had happened. What had Harry done for Voldemort to move him to the castle. Did Harry know about the Horcrux inside him, had he used his own life as bargaining for his freedom. Somehow Hermione doubted it, if this was the case then she was certain Harry would end his life.
"It'll be okay" Ron was saying, although he sounded so unconvincing.
Hermione shook her head "How can it be okay?" She felt sick as she shivered despite the warmth of the tent.
McGonagall was watching them both, a frown on her face as Ron spoke.
"Then we go with my original plan" Ron said hurriedly "We get Harry out and we run"
"Run where Ron?" Hermione asked desperately "You know Harry won't run"
Ron stared at the floor, this was a debate they had often spoke about so he didn't argue back.
"Harry will not leave the castle" McGonagall spoke confirming this and Hermione stared at her quickly understanding what that meant. Harry thought their was a Horcrux in the castle, that could be the only reason he would stay at Hogwarts.
"So what do we do?" Ron asked almost defeated.
"We continue doing what we're supposed to be doing" Hermione said bluntly and McGonagall was visibly surprised as Hermione fixed her gaze on her with her own penetrating stare.
"What's your message?" She got to the point quickly now, this was important.
McGonagall observed them both carefully before she spoke clearly.
"There is one hidden inside Bellatrix's Lestranges vault in Gringotts"
Hermione turned to Ron startled who was also gazing at her in shock.
Hermione barely managed to focus her eyes back on McGonagall. "Are you sure?" She whispered. McGonagall nodded firmly. This was great news, the location of one more Horcux. Gringott's made sense, but the enormity of what needed to be done hit her startling hard.
It would be almost impossible, but it had to be done.
Thankfully McGonagall remained silent as she let them clearly take in the information she had given them.
"And Harry told you this?" Ron questioned as if making sure this was genuine.
"Yes" Their Professor responded. "He wanted me to tell you directly. Harry did not want anyone else to know."
It was clear that McGonagall had a rough idea of what Harry had been asking them both to do for she expanded now.
"Your brother Bill" She said towards Ron. "He said that if you need help to go to Shell Cottage." Hermione realised the implication. Bill had worked at Gringott's, he would be the best source of information to prepare.
"Thank you" She said softly. "Did Harry say anything else?" She missed her friend terribly and could only imagine the horrors of which Voldemort had subjected Harry to. Her only little comfort was that at least Voldemort would keep Harry safe and protected. He would not risk his Horcrux's life.
"I am sorry I can not stay much longer. Is there anything you wish for me to pass back to Harry?" McGonagall asked softly.
Hermione and Ron exchanged glances. Hermione's thoughts racing, their was so much they both wanted to tell him, but they had to be careful, too much information would endanger both Harry and McGonagall.
"If there is one at Hogwarts" Hermione said firmly, speaking clearly. "A wand won't be enough. It'll have to be something much more powerful...like before" She added thoughtfully.
Ron was nodding beside her, clearly happy with her answer, before his own eyes widened.
"Oh" Ron said quickly "And we have the real one. The one that was stolen"
McGonagall clearly did not understand as she blinked confused. The message from Harry, although she must not have understood what they were seeking, it was still clear in its implications but now she must have absolutely no idea of what they meant.
She observed them carefully and Hermione was grateful for her memorising it clearly.
"And Harry will understand?" She asked to clarify, once again peering over her glasses at them carefully.
Ron nodded along side her, as they exchanged glances. "Is there anything else?" Ron said frowning.
Hermione shook her head. "I don't think so" They had to make the most of this opportunity.
"Oh" Hermione said her expression darkening.
However Ron cut across her. "No, we do not tell Harry anything that would even vaguely suggest that."
Ron was looking at her sharply, but he didn't say anything else. She only nodded as she felt sadness and confusion fill her once more. They should not tell Harry that they had located the location of another. Ron was right, anything that would give Harry a clue to what he was could not be passed through McGonagall like that. They would tell him themselves when they finally returned to the castle.
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It was the early hours of the morning when Neville heard the door open. He swivelled around, raising his own wand in preparation, just in case.
"Professor" He started, he hadn't expected her to be back so soon, dawn was still an hour away.
He was relieved to see her looking unharmed although a little tired.
"Harry?" She immediately questioned as she moved inside, floating her outdoor cloak back onto it's stand.
Neville gave her a reassuring smile. "He's asleep, I wouldn't wake him" He watched her carefully as she moved across the room.
"And you were not disturbed?" She asked quickly. Neville shook his head, thankful that their night had been a peaceful one. Harry had fallen asleep quite early which had been a nice surprise, he looked like he could do with a rest.
"Did you find them?" He asked, hoping that she had good news to pass onto Harry.
She didn't speak, she only nodded, her gaze softening.
"I suggest you get back to your common room Mr Longbottom" She instructed. Neville wanted to question further but he left, lost to his thoughts once more.
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Minerva was marking papers when she heard the door behind her open, she glanced around, peering over the top of her glasses as Harry appeared.
She was pleasantly surprised to see him looking well rested, however she had no time to enquire as he immediately skipped on the pleasantries.
"Did you find them?" He looked anxious watching her carefully standing in the doorway hesitantly, his hair was sticking up in odd directions and it was clear he had just woken up.
She felt a small smile tug at her lips. "I did." She stood and gestured that they move across to the sofa.
Surprise flickered over Harry's face, as he didn't take his eyes from her, he seemed to move automatically. Minerva moved and placed herself down. She was shocked to see Harry come and sit near her instead of his usual distant spot on the window sill.
He erupted into questions.
"How are they? Did you tell them? Where are they?" He rushed, she had not seen him this animated. She couldn't help but feel slightly pleased despite the small amount of panic in his voice he was trying to hide.
"They are both safe. I managed to track them down." She explained.
Harry nodded, remaining silent as he waited for her to continue answering his other questions.
"I passed on your message" She answered, pleased to see him perking up at once, his dull eyes now hinting at something she couldn't quite place.
"And?" He asked quickly, this was clearly an important matter.
"They understand, they know what they have to do" She replied firmly, remembering the enormity of what Harry had asked of them.
Harry nodded, his gaze drifting as he too was dwelling on the situation. Minerva immediately pulled his focus back to the conversation.
"They also have something they wish to tell you." She said carefully. It was better he knew everything as soon as possible. Again he waited patiently for her to go on.
"If there is one at Hogwarts, a wand won't be enough. It has to be something more powerful...like before" She repeated word for word. She did not want to wrongly translate and garble all meaning.
Harry was frowning.
"Does that make sense?" She enquired, worried she had gotten it wrong and Harry was only confused.
However she was pleased when he answered plainly. "It makes sense" He fell silent once more, this obviously had huge implications as he looked deep in thought.
She waited patiently, not wanting to over burden him.
At last he seemed to settle as he stared down at his own hands, resting awkwardly in his lap.
"Anything else?" He asked not looking up.
She repeated the other piece of information, once again carefully, aware that it had to be right.
"We have the real one. The one that was stolen" She recited.
Harry froze, his whole body tensing. Minerva watched him careful, for even the smallest of reactions. This had definitely brought out a strong reaction from him but she couldn't tell if it was a positive one.
"That's good is it?" Minerva hedged.
Harry turned to her, and she was stunned to see his eyes shinning and for the first time in months, a small smile on his lips.
"Yeah" He said softly "That's good"
Xxxxxxxx
The rest of the morning had been quite pleasant. Harry had been for the most part restless as Minerva watched him sitting by the window once more. A good nights sleep and the small amount of food, not to forget a good quantity of potions seemed to given him some amount of strength back. She was sure the news that Ron and Hermione were safe also had something to do with it.
It was a pleasant day, although it looked deceptively warm from the sun shining brightly, despite the chill in the air.
She had been marking sixth year transfiguration essays for the last hour now as they both remained silent. Normally she would try and engage Harry in the odd conversation, always leaving it open so that he had the choice whether to reply or to remain silent. However today it seemed Harry was the one to act differently.
"I'm going to go for a walk" Harry stated, Minerva looked up surprised, this she hadn't expected, she could also detect the hesitation in his voice.
She forced herself not to frown in worry, she would of course have preferred if Harry had remained in the safe confines of her office for the time being but she would not force him to stay. Harry had been imprisoned for too long now, it would be nothing but cruel to stop him from leaving.
She briefly contemplated suggesting to go with him, or even pulling Neville out of class encase of the unlikely chance the Carrows would be around, however she remained silent. She would not interfere, it was his decision and this was promising in terms of his recovery.
Minerva had been pleased that Harry had been interacting more, and after hearing from Ron and Hermione, Harry seemed to have an oddly determined look on his face, as if he had something to do. Appeasing herself she replied with a gentle nod.
"Don't be too long"
Again Minerva was surprised when Harry nodded. "I'll be back before the next class"
If anything his whole stance had relaxed as he moved across the room. Hogwarts would be good for him, that she was certain.
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Ginny barely noticed where her feet were leading her. She hadn't attended her charms class that morning and she doubted she would attend any of her afternoon classes.
She chewed her lip as she stepped down the corridor. She was fed up with everyone, most of the DA had decided last night after a number of long discussions that playing it safe would be more beneficial to them, at least initially, until they had a grasp on the new situation.
This was the main reason she was walking aimlessly now, lost in her thoughts. She wanted to fight, she didn't want to give in. If they stopped attacking so relentlessly even for a short period of time then they had lost and she would not accept that.
She would not give in, and she would keep acting, nothing could stop her.
Ginny turned at the end of the corridor and froze, she hadn't expected to see anyone as classes were on. However someone was there as they also froze.
Her eyes locked on the Slytherin's as she instinctively drew her wand in rage. She was blind to everything, the only thing she knew was to hurt, to attack, to injure, to damage as much of Malfoy as was physically possible.
It was her hesitation after her initial shock that allowed Malfoy to ready himself, pulling out his own wand quickly, an angry expression on his face. Ginny dodged the curse that countered her own, barely escaping unscathed as the wall behind her erupted into rubble. Rocks hitting her from the blast, dust choking her throat as she lashed forwards.
Malfoy hissed in pain as her cutting curse cut caught his shoulder, sending his next curse askew, sailing above her head.
She took her chance, snarling she threw curses towards Malfoy, her heart hammering wildly. Nothing mattered but hurting him, making him realise that he had to suffer, that what he had done was wrong.
She was quicker as she lunged forwards in her mad rage, startling Malfoy at her approach as he nearly caught her with a stunner.
He moved to curse her but she reacted on instinct, slamming her hand to grip his wrist, twisting it sharply so his wand was pointing away from her.
She was breathing heavily, it had all happened so fast, as she stood trapping Malfoy against the corridor wall. He couldn't move for the wand pointing directly at him, she didn't let go of his wrist holding him locked in place.
"Give me one reason?" She hissed, her eyes glaring as sparks crackled from her wand uncontrollable.
He glared at her coldly as he replied calmly. "I'd be careful where you point your wand Weasley" It was obviously a warning. She could feel his wrist tense, still holding his wand as if ready to attack, she wasn't scared, she could attack him before he could move to harm her. If he moved Ginny would not hesitate, she would do what she had to to silence the Slytherin.
She didn't care if a teacher had heard their fight and was heading their way, she finally had him.
"That's not a reason" She snapped before continuing. "You knew" She demanded furiously, pure hatred filling up inside her.
His eyes were dark as he observed he carefully, he answered coldly, his hatred apparent.
"Yes"
It infuriated Ginny that his answer was so blunt, sparks crackled from the end of her wand threateningly once more, right into his face.
"I want to know why the hell you didn't tell anyone" She hissed, her eyes flashing madly. She wanted answers and she wanted them now. Nothing else would do.
Malfoy remained surprisingly calm which only infuriated her more, he raised his eyebrows and gave her an odd look, he finally settled for sneering at her. "Work it out Weasley. Or are you really that stupid?" He mocked.
Ginny fumed, a nasty hex on the end of her tongue. She couldn't think straight, she was shaking so much with anger. Voldemort had obviously not wanted his stupid death eaters telling anyone, but that didn't justify anything.
"How the hell did you know then?" She demanded instead, her eyes glowering madly.
Again Malfoy only sneered at her, as he made to move his arm.
She jerked her wand this time in frustration which held him still, she had lost all patience, she opened her mouth to do some serious damage.
However she had no time to act as a painfully familiar voice spoke from behind her.
"Leave it"
Ginny froze her heart hammering painfully in her chest. That voice. It couldn't be. She felt sick as she tried not to let her wand tremble as she glanced slightly to her left. She was completely caught off guard, in her stunned state this was all Malfoy needed as he took his chance, he pushed her away from himself forcefully.
Ginny stumbled, completely disorientated, startled by the lack of Malfoy's retaliation as he didn't move his wand against her. Her own wand was now hanging loosely in her grip as she turned her head away.
Harry stood only a few metres away from her.
She felt as if everything she knew had been ripped apart and stitched back together again painfully as she struggled for breath.
She was barely aware of Malfoy still standing close to her as she scanned her eyes hurriedly up and down Harry. He really was alive, he was real.
"He knew" She barely managed to control her voice as it shook. "He knew" She repeated accusingly, trying to weakly explain to Harry why she had to do this, why she had to hurt Malfoy.
Harry looked thin and his eyes were dark, as if shadowed in pain, she raked her eyes over him, almost scared that he'd melt away. Tears prickled the corner of her eyes as she tried to control her emotions.
As her eyes focused on his face she felt her heart almost tare itself from her body. Harry wasn't even looking at her, he was distinctively gazing past her at Malfoy. Ginny felt all the anger at Harry's betray overwhelm her as the initial shock turned into anger and frustration. This was exaggerated even more as he spoke, still not taking his eyes from the Slytherin beside her.
Harry's expression was unreadable.
"I know" His reply was so blunt Ginny was taken completely aback.
She turned to the Slytherin, her wand still firmly gripped in her hand, she didn't understand. Malfoy was nothing.
Malfoy looked furious as he shot her a nasty glare, however he didn't retaliate, he still didn't raise his wand.
Ginny couldn't help but get mad as she looked back at Harry, he still wasn't even looking at her.
"You told on us" She burst out, her voice full of her pain she failed to hide.
"You told McGonagall about our attack on him." She couldn't stop her hand from shaking as she gestured sharply towards the Slytherin.
She needed answers from Harry as much as Malfoy, she could barely focus as struggled to remain calm, the cold hard reality that he had betrayed them felt like a fresh cut, a new wound as Harry basically ignored her.
He didn't speak, he didn't even bother justifying his actions, he only averted his gaze from Malfoy looking down at the floor, Ginny couldn't place his expression as she darted her eyes back to the Slytherin. She was angry to see that he looked amused.
"I'm flattered Potter" Malfoy smirked, his mouth curling into a thin smile. Ginny couldn't tell if he was really being serious or was somehow teasing Harry, but that didn't matter as she felt her blood boil, she moved to curse him but faltered at Harry's unpredictable reaction.
Harry moved sharply away from them both. Ginny felt another stab to her gut at his abrupt dismissal.
Malfoy was still standing in front of her, his expression shifting as he glared at her.
"Get lost Weasley" He snapped.
Ginny was shaking uncontrollable she glanced in the direction Harry had gone, she should stay and finish off Malfoy, but right now her priorities had shifted.
Without a second look back at the Slytherin, she cursed and made her decision to run after Harry. She would deal the the ferret later.
Harry had barely moved around the corridor when Ginny caught up with him, she was breathless, not due to her short sprint but the fact she couldn't get her head around what she was seeing. Harry turned to her, his expression blank, the lost look on his face threw her mood completely as she felt the full weight of his absence consume her.
She couldn't help it, she moved to hug him. Throwing her arms around him and embracing him tightly.
She felt Harry stiffen in her hug, as if he had turned as still as a statue but Ginny didn't care, she could feel his heart beat, could feel the warmth of his body. He was alive, she felt tears almost form in her eyes as she nearly broke down once more. Torn between anger to lash out and the desire to never let Harry go, Ginny felt her emotions almost crush her.
Harry didn't move as she clung to him and maybe that's what nearly destroyed her forcing herself to push herself away roughly from him, she tried to compose herself as she drew away, hurt that Harry hadn't shown any emotion in seeing her. Her anger was turning quickly into despair and confusion.
"I can't believe it" She muttered quietly, her voice suddenly strained. However Harry only immediately directed the conversation away from her.
"Ron and Hermione?" He asked bluntly.
Ginny felt her stomach knot as she felt sick, she couldn't help but feel offended, she hadn't seen Harry in months. Her whole body trembled, it was only normal that Harry would be concerned about them, but it was still a stab to her gut.
"They left" She replied, not hiding her annoyance at his question.
"When?" Harry asked, his voice giving away nothing. His stance made it clear he wasn't comfortable.
"Just before your birthday" Ginny replied tightly, her eyes giving away her true emotions as she blinked, tears finally running down her soft.
She hoped he would at least confront her instead of deliberately ignoring her, however he did anything but as he continued to avoid her gaze, "Does anyone know where they are?" Harry asked firmly.
Harry looked like he wanted to be anywhere else but with her and she couldn't help but feel resentment seep through her torment. Ron and Hermione were not here, why where they more important when she hadn't seen Harry for weeks. Did she mean nothing to him.
Ginny shook her head, biting her tongue, replying curtly. She really did want to know if Harry was okay, but he didn't seem to care about anything else. "No one, no one has been able to contact them, they just left"
Harry nodded and then he immediately began to walk away.
"Wait?" Ginny cried out shocked and offended, she wanted desperately for him to stay, to engage with her. Harry didn't stop walking.
"They left because you told them to" She spouted out suddenly, spitting it out before she could think.
Harry stopped walking, halting immediately. Ginny only became more confused, surprised that he had stopped but anxious as he turned to look at her, his gaze hardening.
"What are they doing?" She actually demanded, she at least deserved to know that, her insides felt like they had been ripped out. Harry however averted his gaze and replied so quietly Ginny barely heard.
"Please Ginny" Ginny blinked surprised, his voice was pleading. Harry never sounded like that and it was odd that now he was suddenly full of emotion then the blankness she had initially received. "Don't mention that they left because of me" He continued.
Ginny frowned frustrated that Harry was showing emotion now, it didn't make any sense. She almost wanted to argue and say no, but she again held her voice as she observed him carefully.
"Why?" She asked, she at least deserved to know that.
"Just don't mention it" He repeated, a strange edge to his voice. Harry's whole body language was screaming that he wanted to be anywhere but with her.
Ginny wanted to argue, she wanted to be able to storm away but her legs wouldn't move, they wouldn't cooperate.
She changed her question, asking sharply. "What are they doing?"
Harry shook his head, his gaze still piercing her own. "I can't tell you, just don't mention this again."
The plea in his voice caused her to not reply, she bit her tongue wanting to retort furiously, all judgement lost to her. Harry seemed to react more when Ron and Hermione were mentioned. It wasn't right and it wasn't fair but she needed him to stay, to speak to her. Didn't she at least deserve that.
It was only then she remembered what Ron had said to her, it seemed important that Harry should know, but it was on more selfish reasons that she spoke.
"Ron said they'd return" She started, Harry's gaze immediately fixed upon hers and she felt a chilling rush, why wouldn't he look at her normally.
"When?" He asked quickly.
Ginny shook her head, barely able to keep her voice steady. "I don't know. He said that he and Hermione will return to Hogwarts and we have to be ready to fight"
Harry stared at her for a short while. She felt uncomfortable under his gaze, she wasn't used to Harry seeming so detached from her, to him seeming so inhuman.
At last he nodded as he made to turn away once more.
Ginny tried again on a totally different tactic, willing that he would stop once more and turn to her, she was still furious but Harry hadn't even acknowledged her fury.
"You should come and see the DA, Harry" She said, barely holding her frustration out of her voice, maybe if he came up to the Room of Requirements he would settle down and start thinking straight. "Neville has been doing a great job. He can help you out."
Harry did stop and she felt a satisfied sensation before Harry just glared at her fiercely.
"No" He hissed, now he turned away as his pace quickened.
Ginny raced after him. "Neville has been doing a great job" She argued, Harry could not keep abruptly dismissing her.
Harry didn't even glance at her as he spoke so coldly. "Neville can continue the DA. I'm not having anything to do with it"
Ginny halted and actually grabbed Harry's arm to swing him around to face her again. She barely registered him flinching away from her as he stopped still, wrenching his arm out of her grasp.
"What?" She demanded, raising her voice. "Everyone is fighting. The DA, Ron, Hermione. Why won't you?" She said accusingly. Harry couldn't really have sided with Malfoy like Neville had implied, that was not acceptable. Harry could not have forgotten them so easily, it wasn't right.
Harry only gave her the coldest look she had even seen before he turned and didn't spare her another glance as he walked away from her down the empty corridor.
Ginny couldn't leave things like this, she raced after Harry.
"Just go away" Harry snapped. Ginny stopped now, her temper rising as she finally burst.
"Oh forgive me for wanting to see you" She said sarcastically. "It's not as if I thought you were dead or anything."
Harry just stared coldly back at her and didn't reply which hurt Ginny more. She knew she should direct her own anger to those who deserved it. She knew Harry had been through unthinkable torments but right now she couldn't focus. It just wasn't fair.
She finally had Harry back, only she didn't have him at all. She had never felt so detached before.
She was left feeling resentful, a bitter taste in her mouth as she watched Harry walk away from her.
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McGonagall looked as nervous as Harry felt.
"Are you sure about this Potter?" She asked quietly as they walked towards the headmasters office.
Harry nodded, he didn't feel like he had the strength to speak so he remained quiet.
It hadn't taken too long for Madam Pomfrey to heal his wounds. His chest was feeling much better then it had in days and his own thoughts were starting to clear more as he felt more secure that he was really in his own mind without an danger of falling into Voldemort's or the horrors of his nightmares. After a good nights rest and hearing from Ron and Hermione, he felt better then he had in days, he had to move forwards, he had a clear target.
Harry walked slightly behind McGonagall as they approached the headmasters office. Snape had clearly instructed that Harry's arrangement at Hogwarts was to be discussed in further detail when he had recovered. His heart was racing way too fast, as long as Voldemort had not changed his mind and he could stay at Hogwarts then everything should be okay.
He followed in step as they moved up the spiralling staircase and into Dumbledore's old office.
Harry nearly faulted when he noticed that the Carrows were standing there as well. He was already uncomfortable, but this had to be done. If he was to have free movement around the castle then he had to obey by the rules, he had to do whatever Voldemort and in turn Snape commanded.
He needed to find the Horcrux quickly, the sooner he did the quicker McGonagall could get him out of the castle and he could find Ron and Hermione again.
He had been relived to here from both McGonagall and Ginny that Ron and Hermione were on the right track. They had the locket and they knew another one was hidden in Gringotts. Harry only now had to find the one he was sure was hidden in castle. He had never realised they would have progressed so far, it was startling to think that nearly all the Horcrux's were located or destroyed. He had regretted not asking McGonagall to tell Ron and Hermione about Nagini's death, but he had managed to reassure himself. The less his Professor knew the better.
Snape's intense gaze never left Harry as he walked silently behind McGonagall into his office. Harry's gaze immediately homed in on his old Professor sleeping peacefully in his portrait, however he soon looked away as McGonagall deliberately positioned herself so Snape had no direct line of sight to him.
"Serverus" She greeted coldly, she completed ignored the Carrows.
Snape only nodded curtly, still he kept his cold stare locked on Harry.
The Carrows immediately shifted where they were standing next to Snape to circle around them. Harry knew the Carrows would not touch him, however McGonagall shifted back slightly so she was closer to him.
Alecto snickered. "Your attempts to protect Potter have been entertaining."
McGonagall chose to ignore the comment, instead directing herself towards Snape.
"Well?" She asked coldly.
Snape turned his gaze away from Harry as he looked at McGonagall, he was silent for awhile before he spoke. The whole atmosphere was tense and dangerous as Harry watched concerned, holding himself still.
"The conditions are simple" Snape said coldly. "Potter will remain at Hogwarts during the school days and continue with his classes. However he will be required to report to me Friday evening after classes for a review of his behaviour"
Harry tensed up immediately, he felt the panic begin to surface as he backed away from Snape instinctively. A review of his behaviour, he knew exactly what that implied.
McGonagall caught onto the implications as well. "No" She said coldly, drawing her wand on instinct. The Carrows imitated her actions, however Snape barely moved his head to signal for them to stop.
"You do not have the option to refuse" He said icily.
"No" McGonagall repeated tightly, keeping her wand raised high. "You have no right" She said angrily.
"Agreed" Snape said "It is not my command."
"I don't care." McGonagall replied furiously. "Harry will not be leaving Hogwarts under any circumstance"
Snape raised his eyebrows, almost mockingly. "If Mr Potter is willing to abide by the school rules then there should be no problem with this agreement."
Harry felt himself watching Snape anxiously. He had never been one for following school rules very strictly but returning to the manor was not something he would ever consider.
McGonagall was furious. "No. I will not allow this" She argued. "This is completely unjustified and if anything as his head of house I will be the one to review Mr Potter's continuing behaviour"
Snape gave her a mocking look, his lip curling up into a thin smirk.
"It doesn't have to be justified" He replied smoothly. Harry knew this, Snape didn't need to give a reason.
"What do you mean by that?" McGonagall snapped furiously. Harry felt comforted by her desire to defend him so much but he knew it would be helpless.
Snape only gave her a cold look. "There is no point in lying as we all know the reason for Potter's presence at the school, so I will speak plainly. It is the Dark Lords orders and they shall be obeyed" He directed his last sentence firmly towards Harry who felt a chill through him.
McGonagall didn't reply, she was shaking with anger as she barely managed to control herself.
Snape took their silence as a sign of cooperation and he continued.
"You are also to have absolutely no involvement with any out of class activities." He instructed.
Harry didn't tare his eyes from Snape's, his chest was tightening uncomfortable as he clenched his fists in anger. He should have expected this, Hogwarts after all was not his freedom.
Snape continued as the Carrows watched, sharing amused glances with one another.
"I will be exceptionally clear, this includes Quidditch and the student organisation which you are known to have founded, Dumbledore's Army"
McGonagall looked as if she was going to protest further but Harry cut across her.
"Fine" He said sharply, he knew where this was going and Snape confirmed his own thoughts immediately.
"If you are found to be taking part in the latter, you will be removed from the castle with no warning, do you understand?" Snape said so coldly, his dark eyes locked onto Harry's own.
Now McGonagall spoke before Harry had a chance to respond, she was furious as she held her own wand tightly in her grip.
"The DA's actions are completely unrelated to Mr Potter's. Do you understand this?"
Snape only curled his lip in amusement. "Then I suggest you control your students if you wish for this implication to be null and void"
Harry watched, trying to stop himself shaking anxiously. The DA would never stop, no matter what happened. He would never ask them to but he stood terrified rooted to the spot, the fact that someone else's actions could remove him from the school was terrifying and something he could do nothing about."
"Mr Potter is under no circumstance to leave the school." McGonagall snapped as angry sparks flew from her wand. Harry couldn't recall seeing his Professor this upset before.
Harry almost felt inclined to reach out to her, to tell her that everything would be okay, but he couldn't. How could he when he didn't even believe it himself.
What McGonagall said next shocked Harry to the core.
"Voldemort isn't the only one who can cast parameter spells" McGonagall threatened. "And Merlin stop me but I will add my own to Mr Potter if it will prevent him from being taken from Hogwarts"
Snapes smirk twisted into a horrible scowl.
"You dare threaten the Dark Lords command" Alecto hissed moving forwards her own wand raised.
McGonagall rounded on her angrily. "Don't you dare take another step forwards" She threatened, her wand raised high. Alecto had her own directed towards McGonagall, this time Snape did not motion for her and her brother to stop as they circled McGonagall.
She instinctively backed towards Harry protectively.
Snape had now drawn his own wand as he moved forwards imposingly.
"Interesting thing about parameter spells" He said dangerously, eyeing his own wand carefully in his grip.
McGonagall didn't say anything as she held herself protectively in front of Harry, blocking Snape's direct path to him. Snape continued, his eyes now flickering to McGonagall's as he threatened.
"They only last while the caster is still alive" He said all too softly.
Harry couldn't help but widen his eyes in horror and surprise. McGonagall couldn't do that, it was suicide.
"I understand that perfectly well" She retorted fiercely.
Snape smirked. "Do you really?" He mocked, his thin mouth into that horrible curl once more. "You would have to flee the castle and in turn how would that protect Mr Potter when he is unable to leave."
The Carrow's were laughing now as they realised McGonagall's dilemma. Harry tore his eyes away from Snape who was fortunately observing McGonagall, he couldn't bare it if they realised she might be able to get him away from here. He would be removed from the castle for sure.
"Professor" Harry spoke quietly as everyone honed in one him at once. Even the portraits, aside from a sleeping Dumbledore were watching his every movement.
"It's okay. I understand"
Harry tried to ignore the satisfied smirk that crossed Snape's face. He wanted to attack him to hurt him, but he tried to keep himself steady as she turned to him.
"Harry" She replied, her voice full of emotion. "You cannot resign yourself to this."
Harry couldn't help but feel his heart stab with pain and desperation. He had to stay in the castle whatever the conditions. "It's not like I have a choice" He replied bitterly.
McGonagall was watching him carefully, she opened her mouth as if to say something but it seemed she couldn't find the right words.
Snape seemed satisfied for he immediately moved onto the next point he wished to address.
"Mr Potter will also be moved back to his dormitory tonight" He instructed firmly, almost as if he expected McGonagall to protest, however she remained silent, obviously dwelling on what Harry had said to her.
The Carrows snickered, lowering their wands now it was apparent they had won the disagreement.
Harry wanted to speak up, he wanted to say something to his Professor, to thank her for standing up for him when it was hopeless, he just couldn't find his voice as he watched her anxiously.
This Chapter ended up slightly longer then intended, but I really wanted to get Harry back onto the scene.
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