Hey guys, so i'm back! I'm so sorry for the delay 2 years can you believe it!1 i have been so busy with Univeristy and i got a job so i have had no time to do anything! let me know if this story is still something that you want. I promise i am back from now on. Just a quick recap on the last chapter. So Brody confessed his love to Rachel and she dropped the bombshell that she is pregnant and Finn has gone to find her.

"Please tell me that i have made the right choice." Rachel begged looking at the two men in front of her.

"You made the right choice." Brody said kneeling down stroking her knee smiling at her.

"I agree most definite the right choice." Jessie said looking over at her smiling.

"But what happens if i lose it on stage? What happens if i can't sing?" She said panicking even more groaning putting her head down.

"Rachel, listen to me your not going to lose it." Brody said stroking her face. "Just keep looking at Jessie while you are up their okay." He added looking at Jessie for some help.

Jessie sighed. He was trying to get her to do many things to try and keep her mind off Finn or the pregnancy, she didn't need the extra stress. It had been a week now since they were back home and he was hurt to know his plan had failed. He thought that Finn would of showed up by now and would of told Rachel how he really felt even a text or a phone call but nothing happened. "Just keep you eyes on me." He said turning to her smiling. "Plus when all the lights come on you won't be able to see as many people."

"Why the hell did i agree to this?" She asked.

"Because my little jewish princess, i asked you and your my best friend who may i add has put me through a lot so therefore i can put you through a few things so from now on i don't want to hear no complaining because all i need is this one favour okay." He said pacing backwards and forth.

Rachel looked up and laughed at him. "You always know how to make me feel better, it's weird."

"Yes it is." Jessie said looking confused. "Anyway we are on in a minute." He added helping her up from the chair. Jessie was doing a charity concert and had asked Rachel to join him in a duet mainly to take her mind of things but he knew how far she had come as a singer and he loved singing with her.

She looked once more at Brody pouting her lip before she has to leave.

Brody laughed and wrapped his arms around her. "Listen it is only going to last for around 4 minutes okay and in those 4 minutes i am going to be sitting by the bar watching you and knowing how great you are going to be."

Rachel smiled. "Thanks for calming me down, you always know how to." She added rubbing his arm without thinking.

"Come one." Jessie said glaring at Rachel. He didn't want them too to grow anymore closer than what they already were. He knew Brody has feelings and knew that Rachel didn't and he didn't want either of is friends to get hurt.

As soon as Rachel and Jessie left to go on stage brody took a seat at the bar, when they came on the stage he took a deep breathe while looking at Rachel but calme down once he seen Rachel keeping her eyes on Jessie and he knew everything was going to be okay.

"A friend i'm guessing." A guy said sat next to him.

"Yeah." Brody said turning and looking at the guy. "She was a little stressed beforehand."

"Yeah tell me about i know the feeling." the guy said laughing. "I know someone who also sings."

"Oh" Brody said feeling more and more confident on Rachel. "She was a little nervous but then all of that goes away."

"She sounds fantastic, she has a carer ahead of her, she sounds like a angel"

"She does." brody said smiling. "Well i better head backstage." He said looking at Jessie and Rachel coming off. "It was nice meeting you man." Brody said sticking out his hand "My names Brody." He added shaking his hand.

"My name is Finn Hudson." Finn replied keeping his eyes fixed on Brody. He clearly didn't know who he was which made him even more pissed off.

"Well it was nice meeting you, see you later man." Brody said turning around and walking away.

"Hey Brody?" Finn shouted.

"Yeah?" Brody said turning around.

"Is she your girl?" Finn asked.

"I don't know man, shes waiting around for some prick." He said turning and laughing.

Finn gritted his teeth watching him walk off backstage to meet HIS girl, his plane had only landed a couple of hours ago and straight away he knew he had to find her, and when he did she would be his again.

As soon as Brody made it bacckstage he saw that familiar little figure running toward him and before he knew it he had her in his arms spinning her around.

"It was so great." Rachel shouted as Brody spun her around.

"You were amazing Rach." Brody said putting her down. "I even met a new fan of yours out their, are you sure you don't want to be a full time singer?" He asked grinning at her.

She shook her head and looked down "No, im sure." She suddenly looked up. "I've got much better things coming my way anyway." She said rubbing her belly. "It's great having this love for someone who you haven't even met yet."

Brody looked at her smiling. "Come on i will drive you home, Jessie is going to be here for a while." He said going to link his arm with hers.

Rachel nodded whilst smiling. She looked around to say bye to Jessie but couldn't see him. "Okay let's go." She said linking her arm through his when all of a sudden she heard that familiar voice.

"Rach! Wait up." Jessie said running up to her. "Theirs someone that i want you to meet." He said watching as Rachel looked behind him and gasped.

"Oh my god! Lea Michele?" Rachel screamed.

"Nice to meet you Rachel." Lea said giving her a hug. "I just want to say i am a huge fan of your voice and lyrics."

Rachel just stared which caused Brody to give her a little shove to speak.

"I'm pregnant." Rachel blurted out.

Jessie and Lea both looked at her confused while Brody burst out laughing.

"Erm congratulations." Lea said.

"Come on Rach, we best get going." Brody said taking her hand and leading her outside.

They had been driving for a good 10 minutes before Rachel realised what she had said.

"I can't believe i said that." She groaned resting her head against the window.

Brody pressed his lips together to stop him from laughing. "Your back, i thought you were never going to speak again."

"I told you i get all goofy when i see famous people." She said looking over at him.

"I can see." He replied bursting out laughing.

"You are so not helping you jerk." She said whilst slapping his arm.

Brody looked at her serious. "Relax, it's not like you will see her again and plus you only said the truth i mean you are pregnant Rach."

She stuck her finger up at him before looking out the window. "It's my hormones i'm all over the place."

Brody looked over and knew she was going to get upset so decided to change the subject.

"So you and your brother seem to be really close." He said watching her sad face go and a smile forming.

"Yeah." She smiled. "He's like my brother and best friend."

Brody smiled. "There lucky to have you Rach."

Rachel shook her head. "No i'm the lucky one."

The car had now stopped and Brody raced around to open the door. "Thanks for changing the subject Brody."

"It's no problem." He said stepping closer to her, he could feel his body heat and hers pressing together. "All i ever want it so make you happy and to love you and one of these days let you love me."

Rachel felt her heart tighten. She didn't want to hurt no one but she didn't know what to do. She looked down "My heart is his Brody." She whispered.

Brody took another small step towards her. "Is their ever going to be a chance that i can have a little piece of your heart?" He asked.

"I don't know." She said looking into his eyes. "But i do know you deserve more."

Brody got closer. "The don't know is all i care about." He said leaning further down and touching his lips against hers, he gently pulled away but kept his eyes locked on hers.

Rachel's eyes widened. Was this him? Was it a vision, was she feeling guilty and seeing him? "Finn?" She whispered shutting her eyes and opening them again thinking he would be gone but he wasn't.

Brody seen the pain and hurt in her face and turned around.

"Do you see him?" She asked Brody. She needed to know he was real.

He nodded his head and looked back towards here noticing she put a hand across her belly.

"Hey Rach." He finally whispered. Rachel knew that voice to well and it broke her.

She stood their frozen not knowing what to do.

"I came here back for you." He half smiled then looked down "I'm staying at the hotel just down the road if you want to come talk i'm not leaving i promise." He said walking back to the hotel.

Rachel stayed their for a few more minutes until she realised he had gone. "He's really here?" She mumbled.

Brody looked at her and sighed. "Come on, i will drive you to the hotel" He said walking towards the car.

Rachel nodded and followed closely.

Once they made it to the hotel Brody looked at her. "Give me one minute and i will be back." He said running off to the reception.

Rachel fixed her eyes on the hotel and jumped when the care door opened.

"He's in room 102." Brody said kneeling down beside her."

"What?" She asked focusing on him.

"Finn." He said looking down. "I think you should go and see him Rachel." He said as the pain in his chest was getting tighter and tighter.

Rachel got out the car. "Why?" She asked. "I love the support but why do you want me to go and see him?" She asked watching his face look up towards her, she noticed the hurt in his eyes but the smile that came with it once he seen her.

"You need what's good for you Rachel." He said walking around and getting into the car. "You both need it." he said looking at her belly.

"Thank you so much, your one of a kind." She replied.

"I know and i hate it sometimes." He said laughing. "Listen i am going to wait here for a little bit then i'm going to leave but if you need a lift home ring me and i will come and get you okay."

She smiled and nodded before walking into the reception lobby. The closer she got to the room her heart was beating more and more and this was it she was finally at the door, she breathed in and knocked.

Finn heard the knock and the door and looked confused. He looked back down to the bed and seen his clothes, he was just about to take a shower. "I will be one minute." He shouted before throwing back on his jeans but leaving his top off. He opened the door and froze, stood in front of him was Rachel biting her lip.

Rachel looked at him up and down, god she loved his chest. "Are you going to let me in? Or are we going to talk on the doorstep?" She asked watching him move.

"No please come in." He said moving aside.

Rachel nodded and walked in. She turned so she wasn't facing him and spoke. "So." She asked slowly turning around. "What are you doing here Finn?"

Finn put his hands in his pockets and put his bare back against the wall. "I came here for you." He said looking into her eyes.

"What? Why?" She asked surprised.

"Why?" He asked confused. "Because i love you."

Rachel laughed. "Well i wasn't expecting that." She said sarcastically.

"Listen i'm not here to fight, i'm here for you." He said walking towards her but stopped when he realised she started walking backwards. "I know i said some horrible things but i-"

"Wait a minute." She said putting a finger up to him. "You broke my heart, left me and made me deal with everything all by myself." She screamed.

"I'mm sorry." Finn said looking down. "I never stopped loving you."

"Why now?" She screamed. "You can't just change your mind it's not fair on me." She said sitting down on his bed putting her head down." You can't just come back into it, i've changed."

Finn looked down and waited a few minutes before speaking. "I just need to be with you Rachel, and i don't care if it means i have to wait because i will, i will wait for you." he said still looking down.

Rachel looked up frowning and seen his head still down, he looked so broken. "What do you mean wait?"

"I can see that you have moved on." He said. His heart felt like it was being ripped out of his chest.

The memory of the kiss she had shared with Brody came flashing back. "Oh i-"

"No don't say anything, it's fair," He said interrupting her. "I knew it would happen and i knew it would hurt but i didn't expect it to hurt this much."

"And so what if i'm dating Brody." She questioned. "Will you go out of my life again and never come back?"

"No." He said with hope in his voice. "I'm not going to leave you again, your going to realise that we belong together."

"Yeah till you get sick and bored and then leave again right." Rachel said with hurt in her voice. "I gave up things for you and i can't do that again Finn i won't i need to do whats best for me."

Finn ignored everything. "Well it's a good thing i am just going to follow you and your dreams and hopes isn't it, because every offer i have received i have said no to." He said watching her eyes grow wide.

"What?" She said confused

"I need to be with you and i follow you from now on." he said letting his emotions show. "I need you to take me back Rachel, i need you to love me." He said kneeling in front of her crying. "I never cheated on you, i just wanted you to have the best."

Rachel couldn't help but to raise her hand to his cheeks. She needed to feel him and wipe away her tears but as soon as she touched him she felt a feeling that she didn't want too, she was scared of getting hurt. But she couldn't remover her hand and a moment later Finn put his hand on top of hers stroking it.

"That feels good." He whispered. "Just having you near me."

"Yeah but it hurts." Rachel said closing her eyes.

Finn looked up and stood up but kept his hand on hers. "I am not here to hurt you Rachel." He brought her hand to his lips and kissed the back of her hand "I let you go for all the wrong reasons and when i found out about the music offer-"

Rachel opened her eyes. "You knew?"

Finn nodded. "I was hurt that you didn't tell me, but the worst part was you weren't going to go, you were going to give up your dream for me." He brought his other free hand up to her face "I knew if i told you to go you wouldn't off and i wasn't worth it Rachel, we loved each other to much and-"

"Love." Rachel repeated.

"I wanted you to have everything, the life you desevered." He kissed her hand again. "I thought the pain would go once you left but it just kept getting so much worse."

" I don't know what to say." Rachel said her voice breaking. " I have lived in hell for so long Finn, thinking that you didn't love me anymore"She shook her head. "That you didn't want me." She added crying. "I felt lost when you were gone."

Finn saw the pain in her big brown eyes. He wrapped his arms around her waist while resting his head against hers. "I'm so sorry, i will do anything to make this better, you were fighting hard for me and i thought i was fighting hard for you but i just created this mess and i'm sorry."

Rachel looked back and put her hand on the side of his face. "We both worked so hard and we still broke," She said with sadness. "Maybe we aren't meant to be toegther."

Finn didn't move, it felt so good to have her this close to have her touching him. "I know we are meant to be together, your my soul mate and that is never going to change."

Rachel closed her eyes. "You threw everything away coming here not knowing if we would get back together." She said confused. "Why?"

He waited for her to open her eyes and looked into them. "I know we will, it's called being positive,"

"It''s blind faith Finn." She said shaking her head.

"Well maybe, but that's all iv'e got right now." He said with sadness in his voice.

Rachel brought her hands behind her to loosen Finns grip and he knew he had to or she would be more upset.

Rachel walked away. "You know what blind faith brings?" she asked. "It conducts armies to their death, and too many heartbreaks to count." She said with bitter.

"Is their anything i can do or say to make you feel better?" He sighed walking to her. He had to keep close to her. "I didn't throw everythign away because the most important thing to me is you" He said closing the distance between them and hugged her tight. "Just tell me their is a chance you will forgive me, that one day you will love me again."He said resting his cheek on top of her head. The smell of her was great.

Rachel didn't answer, she didn't even move after a moment Finn loosened his grip and put both hands on her shoulders.

Rachel looked into his eyes and they could both see pain.

Rachel brought her hand up in slow motion and rested in on his jaw line while brushing his bottom lip with her thumb.

"I'm not made anymore Finn." She said looking into his eyes. "And as for the love part," She said clearing her throat. "I know i still love you and i know i always will." She seen a smile on his face. "But." She added "But i'm scared, actually no i'm terrified.

She saw the pain on his face and pressed her hand more against her cheek.

"I'm not saying all of this to hurt you."She said looking down. "Because i don't want to hurt you at all, i don't think i could go through it all over again." She shook her head feeling the pain in her stomach. "And the worst about it is." She took her hand away and started to pace the room. "The pain goes away as soon as i am back in your arms., and my brain keeps saying things over and over again."

"Which is what?" Finn asked.

"I want to say, don't ever leave me again and hold me tight and never let me go. Pathetic right?" She added blushing.

Finn closed the distance between them and took her face in his hands. "No." He said smiling. "It sounded like music to my ears." He said letting tears fall down his cheeks. " I would give anything for you to be mine again!" He started to close the distance between their faces. "I love you Rachel Puckerman." He said whispering against her lips. "My heart is yours forever-"

He couldn't finish the sentence as Rachel had closed the distance and was now kissing him.

Finn growled with pleasure and grabbed her waist deepening the kiss.

Once they pulled apart both breathless, Finn pressed his forehead agaisnt hers. "Stay with me." he said in a whisper. "Stay with me tonight, i want to sleep with you in my arms." He kissed her nose. "Please."

Rachel looked at him for a couple of seconds before speaking. "I'm pregnant." she said closing her eyes...

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