This gets weird... like really sappy mushy weird with a little heart string pulling.
The next few days had Eren a little pissy. Levi avoided sex. He'd still cuddle, make out, spoon, but as soon as Eren began letting his hands wander to below Levi's belt, the werewolf would back off with a warning growl, stating that they weren't having fun. So Eren couldn't focus on Vix when she was talking about the Japanese Gods and Goddesses the next day, or when she went over a few miscellaneous Gods and Goddesses that Friday. And his eyes stayed forever locked on Levi while he performed at the club that night.
Saturday had Levi working in the studio on a few different art assignments for his art classes. Eren had purposely finished all of his work as soon as he got it, hoping to be able to spend the weekend with Levi in bed. But school came first, and art was the most important to Levi. So Eren couldn't do anything.
And Eren knew exactly why Levi had waited until the weekend to do these assignments instead of immediately like he always did. Levi was avoiding sex, because of the biting incident Tuesday. The werewolf still felt horrible, and this was going to be yet another thing that the werewolf would be weary about during sex. And Eren was getting sick of it. Completely pissed off.
A text from Sasha is what brightened Eren's mood. It was going to be a girl's night, which meant him, Marco, and Bert would be invited as well, even if Marco and Bert weren't always the bitch in their relationships, they had more of that air about them. They would be heading to Titan for a night of dancing, and Eren was going damn it!
Eren went to the studio and knocked lightly before opening the door.
"Babe." Eren said, knowing that that got Levi's attention more often than not.
"What is it Brat?" Levi asked, not turning from the clay he was working with. Eren frowned a little. This was normal, and never bug the vampire before, but now everything felt... different.
"I'm heading to the club tonight with the girls." He said. Levi paused and turned to him.
"Alright. Have fun." Then the werewolf went back to sculpting. "Drink your blood before you go. If you need mine I can give it to you in a few minutes." Eren nodded.
"That's fine. I'll just have a glass before I head out. I'll see you when I get home." Levi stopped again, turning to Eren.
"You aren't leaving now are you? It's just past noon." He said, gray eyes checking the clock in the room. "When are you headed to the club?"
"Around 6." Eren answered. Levi cocked an eyebrow. "I thought I'd head over to Sasha's to hang out before we headed out." Levi sighed, removing his apron, gloves, and handkerchiefs. After putting them aside for the moment, he headed over to Eren.
"What's wrong?" Levi asked as he stood in front of the vampire, looking up at him with his arms crossed lightly over his chest. Before Eren could speak, Levi held up a hand. "It's all over your face and voice. Don't try lying, you can't and you know it." Eren frowned, leaning against the door frame.
"You." Eren said, seeing the quick flash of wonder and hurt across his lover's eyes. Eren sighed again, turning and pulling Levi into a hug. "We're mates so don't even start." The vampire said, nuzzling his fiance's hair. "You're beating yourself up again like you did during mating season."
"I am not-"
"You won't touch me." Eren interrupted. Pulling back and glaring down at Levi. "If we didn't share a room, I'm pretty sure I wouldn't see you except for class again. And don't think I don't notice you waking up earlier, or coming to bed later. You're avoiding intimacy." Levi looked down, looking at Eren's chest, and Eren knew that if his ears were showing, they'd be drooped.
"Eren..." Levi said, trailing off.
"If you truly didn't want it, I'd be fine. But the fact you are purposely avoiding it because you're beating yourself up is frankly pissing me off." Eren said. Levi looked up at Eren, noticing the gold eyes staring back at him. "And I don't know about you." Eren said, hands slipping around Levi's hips and taking a handful of the werewolf's ass, making Levi whimper a little. "But I like it better when you're in charge and confident then bitchy." Eren dropped his head so his mouth was even with Levi's ear. "That's my job." He growled.
"Eren-" Levi tried to say, but was cut off by a nibble on his ear.
"I'm the one who should be becoming a mess in your arms, mewling as you touch me, play with my body like an instrument. Making me want you. Not this way." Eren's head fell to Levi's shoulder, hands slipping from their place on Levi's butt to hang at the vampire's side. "It doesn't feel right." Levi heard Eren's voice crack and a warmness on his shoulder. Levi automatically snapped out of his funk and grabbed Eren's shoulders, pushing the vampire back just so that he could grab his face and see that gold eyes reverted back to green, tears spilling over and down his face.
"Eren. Don't cry. Shh. Are you seriously crying because I won't fuck you?" Levi asked. Eren's eyes flashed back to gold.
"No! I'm crying because you're beating yourself up over nothing! I'm crying because you won't fucking touch me!" Eren took one of the hands on his face and pressed it against the front of his shorts, even if there had been no reaction. "I want you Levi. We haven't touched each other like this properly in three weeks. My body's going fucking crazy! And..." Eren's voice wavered. "It hurts." He saad, eyes changing back to green as fatter tears rolled from his eyes. "It hurts that you are still so mad at yourself. It hurts that you won't just stay in bed with me, even if it's just to sleep. It hurts how much you feel you need to hold yourself back, when you don't. And I feel like it's my fault."
"You stupid Brat, it's not your fault-"
"I know." Eren butt in. "But it feels like it. Because this is affecting me too. Everytime you push my hands away, or the look on your face when your hand wanders to far on it's own. It makes me feel like you're scared and pushing me away." Levi's ears and tail finally just come into view and his ears drooped low as his tail tucked between his legs slightly.
"Eren." Levi said, pulling his lover's forehead to his own, noses just brushing. "I'm sorry Eren. I'm not trying to hurt you again. I'm seriously trying for the opposite. Looks like I'm failing at it again." Levi leaned his head slightly to give Eren a gentle peck on the lips. "Go have fun with the girls tonight. Tomorrow will be all about us okay. I'll make it up to you." A devilish smirk then took over Levi's features. "And I'll make sure you can't walk." Eren smiled a little.
"You better." And he kissed Levi. When he pulled back, they both whine a little. "Now you need to finish your projects. I'm still gonna head to Sasha's for a bit though, okay?" Levi nodded, giving Eren another kiss.
"Behave yourself." Eren pouted.
"I always do." He whined. Levi rolled his eye.
"Right." And with that, and a couple more kisses, Eren got dressed and headed to Sasha's, Connie's, Marco's, and Jean's dorm room.
Told you it was weird. I wanted to make up for last chapter being kinda blah with the smut (also known as I really wanna write some more dirty smut) but also want Eren to have a night out with his friends, but not all of them. So next chapter will be about the trip to the club and maybe the end will be about their Sunday sex? But depending on the next chapter, the next sex chapter may be the chapter after. I'm currently in an in between thing with this. Because the next big thing won't be until Halloween (in the story) and it's just only just the end of September in this chapter. So yeah... hope you liked this anyways!
